I wake up early, the first pale light of dawn just starting to filter through the curtains. The room is quiet, save for the soft rhythm of Elenaâs breathing beside me. I turn my head, watching her sleep, her face peaceful in the dim light.
Sheâs so goddamn beautiful, so perfect.
A part of me aches knowing what Iâm about to do. I donât want to leave her. I told her I wouldnât. But I have to. If I donât take out Molina, this will never end. Sheâll never be safe.
I reach over, brushing a strand of hair from her face. She stirs slightly but doesnât wake. Leaning down, I press my lips gently against her forehead, savoring the moment, the way her skin feels soft beneath my touch. I pull the covers up around her shoulders, making sure sheâs warm before I slip out of bed.
I get dressed quickly, pulling on my clothes with as much stealth as I can muster. Each sound feels too loud, like a betrayal in the quiet of the room. I take one last look at herâGod, I donât want to leave herâbefore slipping out the door, closing it softly behind me.
I make my way down the stairs, my footsteps barely making a sound against the hardwood floors, the gravity of what Iâm about to do heavy in my chest. The mansion is still but just as Iâm about to reach the front door, I hear a voice behind me.
âGrigori.â
I stop, turning to see Luk standing in the doorway of the den, a cup of coffee in his hand. His face is hard, unreadable. Behind him, Lev is seated on the edge of a chair, his gaze just as intense. They both look like theyâve been waiting for me.
I know immediately what this is about.
âWe need to talk,â Luk says.
I walk into the den, my jaw clenched. The last thing I want is to deal with this right now, but I can see it in their eyes.
They know.
âYou thought we wouldnât find out?â Luk begins, his tone bitter. âYou thought you could just sneak around with our sister, and no one would notice?â
Lev leans back in his chair, his eyes cold. âYouâve been keeping this affair a secret from us, Grigori. After everything weâve been through, you didnât think you could come to us about this?â
I feel my chest tighten. I knew this was coming, but it still feels like a punch to the gut. Theyâve always been protective of Elena, and this isnât just anger theyâre feeling. Itâs also betrayal. And it stings.
âI didnât want to make it anyoneâs business,â I say, my voice low. âI care about her. I would never hurt her.â
âThatâs not the point,â Luk snaps, slamming his coffee mug down on the table, the warm liquid splashing over. âYou think this is just about you? About whether or not youâd hurt her? Sheâs our sister. You think weâre just going to sit back while you sneak around with her, dragging her into God-knows-what mess youâve got going on?â
âDo you have any idea what youâve done to her reputation?â Lev asks.
My heart clenches. I hadnât even thought about that. I look away, shame creeping in.
âIs that what this is about? Her reputation?â
Luk steps forward, hard lines etched in his expression. âItâs about family, Grigori. We trusted you with her, and you went behind our backs. You disrespected her.â
âDisrespected?â The word makes my blood boil. âIâve put my life on the line for Elena, for all of you. Iâd die for her, for this family.â
Lev shakes his head, standing up slowly. âThis isnât about your loyalty to the Bratva. Itâs about how you went about this. You shouldâve come to us first. This isnât just some fling. This is Elena weâre talking about.â
I grit my teeth, frustration burning in my chest. âI didnât come to you because I didnât want to drag her into this shit with the cartel. Iâve been trying to protect her.â
âAnd look where thatâs gotten us,â Luk says sarcastically. âSheâs in danger because of you.â
I clench my fists, their words settling on me like a lead blanket. I canât deny that theyâre right. The danger, the lies⦠it all feels too heavy. Without another word, I turn on my heel and leave the den, anger and shame twisting in my gut.
I make my way to the front of the mansion, my steps heavy, my mind racing. The guards outside straighten up as they see me coming. I wave them off before they can even think about following me.
âStay put,â I growl. âI donât need company.â
They nod, clearly understanding that nowâs not the time to test me. I slide into my car, slamming the door shut. The sunâs starting to rise, casting a soft glow over the city, but all I can feel is the rage brewing inside.
I pull out my phone and dial Barnes. The line rings twice before he picks up, his voice groggy.
âBarnes.â
âGet me Sanchezâs last known location,â I say, not bothering with pleasantries.
Barnes grumbles, clearly not thrilled about the early morning call. âGrigori, itâs six in the goddamn morningââ
âI donât care what time it is. Where was he last?â
Thereâs a pause. âNew York City,â Barnes finally says. âHeâs laying low there.â
âGood. From now on, you report all movement on Sanchez directly to me. No one else.â
Barnes sighs. âYeah, yeah, got it.â
Without another word, I hang up and start the engine. Itâs time to end this.
I head straight for the airport, my thoughts a messy combination of Elenaâs face and the dangers waiting for me in New York. As I pull into the parking lot, I feel a familiar weight on my chest, like a ticking time bomb. Timeâs running out, and the only way to keep Elena safe is by eliminating Molina, once and for all.
I park, grab my bag, and make my way inside. The lines are short this early, and it doesnât take long to buy a one-way ticket for the next flight to New York. One-way because I donât know whenâor ifâIâll be coming back.
The plane takes off, the city fading into the distance as we ascend. I lean back in my seat in an attempt to relax but my mind refuses to rest. I keep seeing Elena, remembering the way her voice sounded when she begged me not to leave.
I knew I was lying when I told her I wouldnât.
But it was necessary.
I clench my fists, frustration and anger swirling inside me. I have to keep her safe, no matter what. Thereâs a troubling feeling in my gut that I canât shake that feels like a goodbye. Like this trip to New York might be the last time I ever see her.
I push the thought away, focusing on the task at hand. If I do my job right, Molinaâs the one who wonât be coming back.