Alastor was at a loss for words, seemingly recalling Anastasiaâs efforts. His gaze lowered. âAnastasia, Iâll make it up to you.â
âMaking it up, thatâs what you say every time.â Anastasia only felt amused.
âGetting divorced and obtaining the divorce certificate upon leaving the hospital is the greatest compensation for me,â she thought.
âThat couch, when unfolded, serves as a makeshift bed for caretakers. It is not as comfortable as your few-hundred-thousand-dollar mattress at your home. Just bear with it,â Anastasia said indifferently and lay down. Anastasia covered herself with the blanket and showed her back to Alastor. Turn off the lights and go to sleep.â
She didnât want to see him.
Alastor sat on the couch and looked at Anastasia for a while. Alastor eventually stood up, walked over to the bedside, and raised his hand in an attempt to help her cover the blanket.
But Anastasia seemed to have discovered his intention. Anastasia covered herself with the blanket and didnât give him this chance.
Alastor stood stiffly by the bed and looked at Anastasia for a long time.
âAnnieâ¦â After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice.
Anastasia ignored him.
Perhaps it was because every time he came home so exhausted in the past, Anastasia would gently embrace him, take off his clothes, and softly comfort him.
But now, all Anastasia gave him was a cold gaze and her back.
Seeing that Anastasia ignored him, Alastor sat by the bedside and lay down sideways to hold Anastasia in his arms.
The hospital bed was so small that two people could hardly fit.
Anastasia felt disgusted and clenched her hands tightly until they went numb. âStay away from me.â
âAnnieâ¦â Alastorâs voice remained tired as he buried his head in Anastasiaâs hair. âLet me hold you, pleaseâ¦â
âNo.â Anastasia tried to push him away. However, she accidentally tugged at her wound, causing her forehead to break out in sweat from the pain.
âAnnie⦠Please. Just like before, okay?â Alastor was probably not accustomed to it.
He was not accustomed to Anastasia being so cold to him.
Anastasiaâs body significantly stiffened. With teary eyes, she looked out the window.
She thought, âJust like before and be a soulless walking dead?â
âAlastor, who do you think you are?â Anastasia chuckled sarcastically. âDo you think I canât live without you?â
âAnnieâ¦â Alastor didnât answer Anastasiaâs words but kept calling her name repeatedly.
The intimate way he addressed her was a manifestation of his married yearning. Alastor rarely addressed her that way.
In the past, he would only call her Annie when he was emotionally moved.
Tears gathered in her eyes. It turned out that it was both painful to love someone and also not to love them.
When in love, the pain lay in Alastor for not loving her.
When not in love, the pain came from regretting the limitless efforts she had put in Perhaps Anastasia should be more selfish. A bit more selfish would be better.
âIâm so tired.â Alastorâs voice was hoarse. âMy father⦠came to the company today, saying that his illegitimate child has the right to inherit my grandfatherâs estate and asked me to give up my shares to him.â
Alastorâs voice was hoarse, and he just wanted to talk with Anastasia to relieve some of his mental pressure.
In the past, Alastor rarely talked to Anastasia heart-to-heart.
But Anastasia always keenly sensed when something was off with him.
Now, Anastasia was too lazy to care about his emotions. However, he was shameless enough to tell her voluntarily.
âYour grandfatherâs will has been notarized. You donât need to give them to him. They belong to you.â
Even so, Anastasia still spoke.
Perhaps she hadnât come to hate Alastor to that extent yet.
She was just tired and didnât want to love him anymore.
âThe validity of the will is based on me being married. If you divorce me now⦠What should I do?â
Alastor seemed to be admitting his vulnerability.
âAnnie⦠The company affairs and my grandmotherâs condition are so overwhelming that Iâm suffocating. Can you not add chaos to me at this time, please?â Alastor tried to coax Anastasia into being sensible as before.
Anastasia took a deep breath. Anastasia knew it all along. Alastor would not be so attentive without a reason.
âAfter our divorce, you and Felicia can get married immediately. Same thing,â Anastasia suggested to Alastor with a hoarse voice.
âAre you really going to give me to someone else?â Alastorâs voice was also hoarse.
Anastasia was well aware that if she still insisted on getting a divorce after this commotion Christian had caused by returning with an illegitimate child, Alastor would be forced to marry someone else immediately, even if unwilling, in order to consolidate his position in the Lopez Group.