âWhat are you doing here?â I demand, my heart rate kicking higher as she stops in front of me, swaying. If I had any doubts about her state, they dissolve as I take in her huge black pupils and smell the sickly sweet odor of her breath. For the first time since Iâve known Nikolaiâs sister, sheâs not wearing makeup, and her beautiful face is pale and puffy, her green eyes red-rimmed and underlined by shadows.
âI was waiting for you.â Her pretty lips are bloodless as they stretch into an uneven smile. âMy brother wanted you to get paid for the first week by noon yesterday, but I didnât feel well enough to get out of bed until later in the evening, so thatâs when I came by to drop that off.â She waves a careless hand at the thick envelope sitting on the nightstand.
âYouâve been here all night?â
She laughs, a too-bright peal of a sound. âDonât be silly. I dropped off the envelope and left. But I couldnât sleep, so I swung by to check on you again this morningâand you still werenât here. Soâ¦â Her gaze falls to my robe. âDid you have a nice time fucking my brother? Rumor has it, heâs got mad skills.â
Heat invades my face. âI think you better leave.â
âI will. Just tell me, Chloe⦠Have you already fallen for him? Did that handsome face of his fool you into thinking heâs your knight in shining armor, after all?â
I take a deep breath. âAlina, listen⦠I donât know what beef you have with your brother, but I think itâs best if we talk when youâre feeling better. Nikolai and I have started dating, but that doesnât meanââ
She sways toward me. âPoor child. He did fool you, didnât he?â
âUh-huh.â I grip her shoulders, steadying her; then I turn her around and march her toward the door. âWeâll talk more about this later.â
She twists out of my hold. âYou donât understand. Iâm trying to help you.â Her glassy eyes are wide, imploring. âYou need to listen to me. Heâs just like him.â
I shouldnât listen to anything she says in this state, but I canât help myself. âHim?â
âOur father. Kolya is his carbon copy, in all ways.â She grips the lapels of my robe. âDo you understand? Heâs a monster, a killer. Heââ She stops, her face turning even paler as she realizes what sheâs said.
Releasing my robe, she backs away as I stare at her, my stomach churning as every suspicion Iâve ever entertained about the Molotovs surfaces like a poisoned cork in a well. Alina is clearly out of her mind, but to call her brother a killer?
Thatâs not an accusation one throws around for no reason, even when drunk or high.
Sheâs already reaching for the door handle when I shake off my shock-induced paralysis and dash after her. âWhat are you talking about?â Grabbing her arm, I spin her around to face me. âWhat the fuck are you talking about?â
Sheâs shaking her head, tears leaking out of the corners of her eyes. âNothing. Itâs nothing. Forget it. I just⦠didnât want you to end up like her.â
âHer?â
âJust leave, Chloe. Go before itâs too late.â
I grit my teeth. âI canât. Pavel lost my car keys. But even if I had them, thereâs no way Iâd justââ
âI found them. In Kolyaâs nightstand drawer.â
I step back, reeling. âWhat? When?â
âYesterday morning, when I went into Kolyaâs room to get the cash for you.â Her jade-green eyes look haunted. âThatâs when I knew.â
A chill wraps around my spine. âKnew what?â
Ignoring my question, she steps around me and unsteadily makes her way to the bed, where she starts digging through the folds of the blanket. âHere.â She holds up a pair of keys on a pink, furry keychain. âThatâs another reason I came hereâto give this to you.â
The sick churning in my stomach intensifies. Sheâs lying. She must be lying. She couldâve found the keys anywhere, wherever it was that Pavel had lost them. Because if sheâs not lying, if they were in Nikolaiâs nightstand yesterday morning, then they were never lost. That or Nikolai found them before leaving for his tripâbefore our video chat in which he claimed Pavel couldnât locate them.
As if reading my mind, Alina says unevenly, âPavel doesnât lose things, by the way. Iâve known him all my life, and heâs never misplaced so much as a holey sockâat least not by accident. Heâs like my brother in that regard. Whatever he does is planned.â
My heart pounds at my ribcage like a mallet. âGive me the keys.â Stepping toward her, I snatch them from her hand and stuff them into the robeâs pocket. My mind is racing, my thoughts tumbling over each other like pieces of colored glass in a kaleidoscope. I donât know what to think, what to believe.
Why would Nikolai lie about my keys?
Why would Alina?
âWhat did you mean when you called your brother a killer?â I ask, staring into her drug-clouded eyes. âWho is this her?â
Her face crumples. âYou donât want this. Believe me, you donât.â
âI do. Tell me.â
She shakes her head, more tears leaking from her eyes.
âAlina, please⦠I have to know. I have to know becauseâbecause youâre right. Iââ I suck in a breath, my chest tightening as the truth sinks its fangs into me. âI am falling for him, and fast.â
Her shoulders shake with silent sobs as she sinks to the floor, her back against the bed and her long hair falling forward to hide her face as she hugs her knees.
Desperate, I kneel in front of her. âPlease, Alina. I have to know. Howâs he like your father? Howâs he a monster? What happened? Who is he supposed to have killed?â
For several long moments, thereâs no response. Finally, she lifts her head, and through the black veil of her hair, I see the screaming agony in her eyes. âOur father.â The words come out in a broken, ragged whisper. âHe killed her. And then Kolya killed him. Sliced him open, right thereââ Her voice cracks. âRight in front of me.â
And as I stare at her, mute with horror, she buries her face against her knees and cries.