I wake up with my body humming with contentment and my mind filled with greater peace than Iâve ever known. Last night was everything I thought it would be, and more. I can still feel her, smell her, taste her on my lips. Smiling, I roll over, patting the sheets for her small, warm body, and when my hand encounters nothing but a bunched-up blanket, I open my eyes and survey the room.
Chloe is not here, which is disappointing but not surprising, given the bright sunlight. Sheâs probably already had breakfast and is teaching Slava; maybe theyâre even out on a hike. Normally, I wouldâve heard her get upâIâm a light sleeperâbut I was coming off thirty-plus hours with no sleep and the jet lag kicked my ass hard.
My mood darkens a fraction, my adrenaline levels rising as I think of the video that dominated my thoughts on the flight over, keeping me from getting any shut-eye, and of everything else Chloe told me. The idea that someone out there wants to hurt her, kill her, fills me with incandescent rage, one tempered only by the knowledge that they canât get to her in my compound.
The precautions that keep my family safe from our enemies will keep Chloe safe from hers while I work to figure out who they are.
Eager to get started on that, I get up and fire off an email to Konstantin, detailing everything I learned last night. Then I hop into the shower for a swift rinse, get dressed, and go in search of Chloe.
I start with my sonâs room. Nobodyâs there, so I go downstairs. The dining room is empty, but I hear voices from the kitchen, and when I walk in, Iâm surprised to find Lyudmila feeding breakfast to Slava all by herself.
He smiles at me shyly, and my chest fills with uncharacteristic warmth as I recall how he greeted me last evening. Even as laser-focused as Iâd been on getting answers from Chloe, I couldnât help reacting to that small, sweet voice calling me Daddy.
I didnât know how badly Iâd yearned to hear it until it happened.
Until she made it happen.
âGood morning, Slavochka,â I murmur, going down on my haunches in front of his chair. Switching to Russian, I ask, âDid you have a good night?â
He nods, eyes big and wary, and my ribcage tightens with a familiar squeezing pain. I want to step away, end the conversation so I can be rid of the discomfort, but instead, I lean into it, letting myself feel it as I smile gently at my son.
Heâs so muchâtoo muchâlike me, but maybe with Chloe in his life, he wonât follow in my footsteps.
Maybe he wonât grow up hating me the way I hated my old man.
âWhere is Chloe?â I ask, and my smile broadens as his eyes brighten at the mention of her name.
âI donât know,â he says shyly and glances up at Lyudmila, whoâs putting berries into his bowl of cream of wheat.
âI havenât seen her this morning,â she says. âMaybe sheâs still sleeping?â
My smile fades, an unpleasant feeling stirring low in my gut. I havenât checked in Chloeâs room, but I assumed she left my bed to start her day, not sleep in hers. Rising to my feet, I tell Slava, âIâm going to go find your teacher. Youâre eager for your English lessons, right?â
He nods vigorously, and I grin at him. On impulse, I ruffle his hair the way Iâve seen Chloe do it, and ignoring the surprised look on Lyudmilaâs face, I go back upstairs.
The door to Chloeâs room is shut, so I knock and wait a few seconds. When no response comes, I open it and walk in.
The blinds are still closed, blocking most of the daylight, but I can see a small mound on the bed under the covers.
She is sleeping, after all.
A tender smile tugs at my lips as I approach the bed and sit down on the edge. Sheâs lying turned away from me, the blanket covering her up to her neck, leaving only her hair spread out on the pillow. For some reason, it looks much darker in this light, the golden streaks missing.
Leaning over her, I lift my hand to gently brush the hair off her faceâonly to jerk my fingers back as my heart launches into a furious gallop.
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â I growl at my sister as she rolls over onto her back and blinks open her eyes. âWhere is Chloe?â
She blinks a few more times, then slowly sits up. âWhat?â she says hoarsely, pushing her hair off her face with an unsteady hand. She smells like a drug cocktail, I realize, my fury growing as she asks dazedly, âWhat are you doing in my room?â
I jackknife to my feet. âYour fucking room?â
She stares up at me. âI donâtâ¦â Her eyes sweep the bedroom, and the confusion on her face slowly morphs into horrified comprehension. âOh, shit. Chloe.â
My stomach tightens with an awful premonition, and it takes every shred of restraint I possess not to grab and shake her. âWhere the fuck is she? What did you do?â
My sisterâs spine straightens, her eyes narrowing on my face. âMe? What are you doing in her bedroom?â
âAlina,â I warn through clenched teeth, and whatever she sees on my face convinces her that she canât fuck with me right now.
âLook, I may haveâ¦â She dampens her lips. âI may have told her some things.â
âWhat things?â
âAbout you and⦠and our father.â
Fuck. âWhat exactly did you tell her?â
âProbably more than I shouldâve,â Alina admits, even as her chin lifts defiantly. âBut she deserves to know what sheâs getting herself into, donât you think?â
My hands flex at my sides, rage pulsing through every cell in my body. If it were anyone but my sister, theyâd already be bleeding out. âSo you told her⦠what? That I killed him? Gutted him like a fucking fish?â
She whitens but doesnât look away. âI donât remember, exactly.â
Of course she doesnât. She was fucking highâstill is, probably.
Leaning over the bed, I yank the blanket off her. This is my fault for babying her, letting her wallow in her weakness. âGet up and get dressed,â I bite out as she scrambles back, eyes wide. âWeâre going to search this place top to bottom, and when we find her, youâll tell her that you made it all up. Every last word, understand?â
âKolyaâ¦â Thereâs a strange note in her voice. âHave you looked in the garage?â
My blood ices over. âWhat?â
âI found the keys in your bedside drawer,â she says defiantly. âAnd I gave them back to her. Sheâs a person, not a thing, and if she wants to leave, you have no rightââ
âYou fucking idiot,â I whisper, so overcome by rage and terror I can hardly speak. âSheâs got assassins after her. If she left here and they get to herâ¦â
And as my sister blanches, I pivot on my heel and sprint to the garage.
Sure enough, the Toyota is gone, the garage door raised.
Cursing violently, I run back into the houseâonly to nearly mow down Lyudmila, whoâs stepped out of the kitchen to see what the ruckus is about.
âTell Pavel I need him. Now,â I bark into her startled face and race upstairs to my office.
Grabbing my computer, I pull up the footage from the gate cameras and rewind the recording until I see Chloeâs car pulling up to the gate. The time stamp reads 7:05 a.m.âwell over two hours ago.
By now, she could be anywhere.
She could be dead.
The thought is so unbearable, so paralyzing, that I cease breathing for a moment. Then logic kicks in.
Unless Chloeâs enemies were camped out right outside my compound, thereâs no way theyâve found her so quickly. And with our infrared drones patrolling the area, my guards wouldâve known it if they were there.
The most likely scenario is that Chloe is fine, albeit freaked out by Alinaâs revelations. I still have time to find her and get her back here, where sheâll be safe.
A fraction calmer, I videocall Konstantin.
âI need you to scan the footage from every camera in a two-hundred-mile radius of my compound for any sighting of Chloeâs car in the last two hours,â I say as soon as my brotherâs face fills my screen. âStart with the gas stationsâPavel mentioned the car was low on fuel.â
To Konstantinâs credit, he doesnât ask any questions. âIâll get my guys right on it.â
âCall my phone when you have it. Iâll be in the car.â
He nods and disconnects.
I call my guards next. âGet Kirilov and come up to the house,â I order when Arkash picks up. âFull gear. Weâre going on a road trip.â
I donât expect to run into trouble retrieving Chloe, but only an idiot doesnât prepare for the worst.
âBe there in ten,â Arkash replies.
As I hang up, a knock sounds at my door and Pavel comes in.
âThe girl?â he asks tersely, and I nod, already striding toward the wall in the back.
I press my palm to a hidden panel, and a section of the wall slides away, revealing a small room full of weapons and battle gearâthe main armory in the house.
âGear up,â I tell him, stripping off my shirt. âWeâre going to get her back.â
I put on a bulletproof vest and button my shirt over it to avoid looking conspicuous. Pavel does the same, and we each strap on several weapons.
If we do run into trouble, weâll be ready.
Kirilov and Arkash are already pulling up to the house in an armored SUV when we step outside. Pavel and I jump into the backseat, and we tear down the driveway, gravel flying. I donât have a concrete destination in mind, but thereâs only one road leading down the mountain, and wherever Chloe is by the time Konstantin calls me, weâll be closer to her than if we stay here and wait. Besides, we can start with the nearby gas stations as well, see if someone mightâve spotted Chloe at one of them.
âWhat happened?â Pavel asks quietly as we clear the gate. âWhy did she leave?â
My upper lip curls. âAlina.â
âAh.â He falls silent then, staring out the window, and I do the same, trying to ignore the heavy thudding in my chestâand the growing pain of betrayal spreading through it.
My zaychik ran.
She left me.
Just like that, without so much as a goodbye.
Itâs unreasonable to feel this way, I know. I am the kind of man she should fear and despise. Whatever my sister told her in her drugged-out state mustâve painted me in the worst possible light, but that doesnât mean Alinaâs story is untrue.
I did kill our father in front of her.
Still, Chloeâs desertion hurts. She gave herself to me. She came willingly into my arms. Last night was so much more than sex, our connection so deep I feel it in my bones. But she must not. Because if she did, she wouldâve known Iâd never harm her; she wouldâve trusted me to protect her. The fact that sheâd rather be out there, facing mortal danger, speaks volumes about her opinion of me.
Sheâs afraid of me.
She thinks Iâm a monster.
My jaw hardens, a dark resolve settling in as the car picks up speed. I shouldâve kept those keys in a safe, not my nightstandâand I definitely shouldâve warned the guards not to open the gate for her car. It didnât occur to me that sheâd run after last night, but it shouldâveâand I wonât make that mistake again.
When I get her back, sheâs not leaving.
I wonât let her.
Iâll do whatever it takes to keep her safe.
The first gas station we stop at is manned by a pale, pimply twenty-something with a hint of a beer belly.
âNope, havenât seen her,â he says after peering at Chloeâs picture. âCute chick, though. Whatâs her deal? She part-Asian? Latina?â
âWhat about a blue Toyota Corolla circa late nineties?â I ask softly, and whatever the guy sees on my face causes him to lose what little color he possesses. âAny car like that stop by?â
âNo, sorry, man.â He gulps. âI wouldâve seen it. Iâve only had two other customers today.â
I glance at Pavel, and he jerks his chin toward the exit.
Like me, he doesnât think the guy is lying.
The next closest gas station is the one by the town. A white-haired cashier looks up from a newspaper as Pavel and I walk in, her rheumy gaze sharpening as she takes in our appearance.
I approach the counter and pull out Chloeâs photo. âHave you seen this girl? Or a blue Corolla circa late nineties?â
The old woman puts on a pair of glasses and carefully examines the photo before looking up at me. âYou two cops or something?â she asks in a croaky voice.
I rein in my impatience with effort. âOr something. Have you seen her this morning or not?â
âNot this morning, no.â She squints up at me through her glasses. âWould you look at that pretty face⦠just like one of them magazines. And so nicely dressed, too. You her boyfriend, dearie?â
My hand tightens on the edge of the counter. âWhen did you see her?â
âOh, about a week ago. She stopped by to get gas, asked about a job listing in the paper. I havenât seen her since, and I told them that.â
Ice fills my chest. âThem?â
âTwo fellas, about your height. Came by yesterday, late in the day. Showed me her picture and all. I told them I only saw her that one time, and I have no idea where she wentââ
âWhat did they look like, exactly?â Pavel cuts in as I stand frozen, my mind racing a mile a second.
Theyâre here.
They know she was here.
Worse yet, they know she was looking at my job listing.
âThe two fellas? Well, tall, like I said. Oneâs got dark hair, a little lighter than hisââshe waves at meââthe otherâs more like you. You know, salt and pepper, except kind of balding.â
Pavelâs jaw tightens. âAge? Race? Body build?â
âCaucasian. Thirtiesâforties for the older one, maybe. Kind of big and muscular.â She looks me up and down. âNot as pretty as him, thatâs for sure.â
âAnything else?â Pavel demands. âTattoos, scars? What were they wearing?â
âJeans, I think. Or khakis? I donât remember for sure. Black or gray shirts, maybe navy blue. Something dark. No scars, I donât think. Oh, butââshe brightensââthe older one had a tattoo on the inside of his wrist. I saw the edge of it under his sleeve.â
âDid they ask about the job listing?â I ask, keeping my voice even despite the rage and fear pounding through me.
I have to know how bad the situation is, how close they are to finding her.
The woman nods. âSure did. Wanted to know all about it, who and what and where. I told them I donât know for sure, but it was probably that old Jamieson property up in the mountains, the one that was bought out by that rich Russian. Sayââshe squints up at Pavelââwhereâs that accent of yours from? You boys wouldnât happen to be fromââ
âThank you,â I say tersely and pull out my phone to call Konstantin as we hurry back to the car.
As soon as my brother picks up, I rattle off the description weâve gotten and demand an update on the search.
Itâs infinitely more urgent that we find Chloe now, before the assassins do.
âNothing yet,â Konstantin says. âIn factâ Wait a minute. Let me call you back. I think we just got a hit.â
I was about to jump into the SUV, but now I pace in front of it, my adrenaline levels climbing with each passing second.
We may already be too late.
They know about my compound and Chloeâs interest in it.
Maybe they werenât camped out by the gate when she drove out, but they couldnât have been far.
Spinning around, I rap on the window next to Pavel. âGet a medical team over to the compound,â I tell him tersely. âWe might need it.â
My phone vibrates in my pocket, and I snatch it up. âYeah?â
âNo sightings, but we got a partially erased tape,â Konstantin reports. âSame digital signature as the others. Two hours wiped outâand it looks like it was done about a half hour ago. If I had to guess, Iâd say theyâve caught her scent and donât want anyone to know that.â
Iâm already halfway inside the car. âWhereâs the tape from?â
âA gas station some forty miles west of you. Iâll send you the coordinates.â
I hang up and order Kirilov to hit the gas.