Chapter 28 Mayaâs POV-
The silence that followed my confession stretched on for an eternity. It was a deafening quiet, broken only by the soft rasp of my motherâs breath and the frantic hammering of my own heart. Ivanâs face was a canvas of emotions-confusion, hurt, disbelief- flitting across his features se quickly I couldnât keep track. Then, a realization dawned on me, chilling and stark. He truly hadnât known.
The dam within me had burst, and the words tumbled out and I couldnât control. âMy father didnât want you to know,â I rushed out, my voice raw with a mixture of guilt and desperation. âHe erased every trace of it. Alex and I⦠We were married for three years. We were mates. Then, he rejected me. I was pregnant with ivy and Nate, but he didnât know. He still doesnât. And itâs going to stay that way. Ivan, I just⦠I just donât want to keep lying to you anymore.â
He remained silent, his gaze locked on mine, his expression unreadable. It was torture, that silence, each passing second stretching into an agonizing eternity. âPlease,â I pleaded, my voice dropping to a whisper. âSay something. Anythingâ
Finally, he shook his head slowly, as if trying to clear his thoughts. âThe woman I married⦠was married before? Not just to anyone, but to Alex Thorne? Who happens to be my little sisterâs fiancé?â His voice was a low rumble, laced with disbelief.
The mention of Miranda jolted me back to the present. A flicker of apprehension crossed my face.
He studied me for a long moment, his brow furrowed in concentration. âWhat else do I need to know?â He asked, âBecause I can tell thereâs more from that look.â
âThere is. I, uhm, kind of attacked her at a bar. And you may have⦠beaten her up.â
Instead of the anger I expected, he surprised me when a wry smile tugged at the corner of his lips. âSomeone finally did it,â he said, a hint of amusement in his voice. âI have a list of people whoâve been dying to see her get whatâs coming to her.â
My jaw dropped. âYouâre not⦠mad?â
He let out a long sigh. âI donât know what to feel. Regarding Miranda, well I know she had it coming. She takes pleasure in annoying people. Someone finally cracked. Iâm surprised she hasnât called me yet to cuss you out,â then he let out a sigh, âAnd then Alex. I donât know but the thought that you and him⦠Amaya, this is a lot to take in.â
âItâs over,â I said with conviction. âWhatever happened in the past is staying buried. And I promise you, thatâs where it will stay, I donât want to live with you anymore, Ivan. Like Natalia said, I need a fresh start, and I want you to be a part of that fresh start. No one else.â
A wave of relief washed over his face, followed by that familiar boyish grin that always made me tingle, âYou really mean that?â
alie âYes,â I said, meeting his gaze head on. âAnd I know my father already had my things moved to your apartment. Even though Iâm pretty ticked off that you didnât ask me first, Iâll happily move in with you.â
A chuckle escaped his lips. âWell, that was about to be my next question. Considering the situation hereâ¦â he trailed off, gesturing towards the chaotic state of the house.
âExactly,â I said, a small smile playing on my lips. âA fresh start indeed.â
Gently, I shifted away from the couch, careful not to disturb my motherâs slumber. The silence of the house felt heavy again, punctuated only by her soft breaths. I placed a fluffy pillow under her head, tucking the edges in for good measure Moving towards him, I wasnât sure what exactly I should do but he cut out my thinking process when he wrapped his hands around me, pulling me close. He buried his head in my hair, taking so whiff, âEverything about you is just so perfect and I really want this to work and Iâm sorry I didnât ask you first about moving your things. I guess I was kind of mad at you but I really Iâm sorry.â
Slope 28 A small smille tugged at the corner of my lips as he let me go looking into my eyes. âWell, as you can see,â I gestured towards the overall state of the house, âI donât exactly have many options right now so I guess I canât really be mad,â
âTrue,â a thoughtful look crossing his face. âBut are you sure thatâs what you really want?â
I met his gaze head-on. âYes,â I said, my voice firm. âThis whole mess, itâs made me realize a lot of things. I donât want to live a lie anymore, Ivan. Not with you, not with anyone. And the truth is⦠I want this to work. I want us to work.â
He reached out, his hand gently cupping my cheek. âMe too, Amaya,â he said, his voice sincere. âMore than anything. But it wonât be easy. Thereâs a lot to unpack, a lot to figure out.â
âI know,â I said, squeezing his hand. âMy past is⦠complicated, to say the least. And your sister⦠well, letâs just say things could get awkward at family gatherings.â
He let out a humorless laugh. âAwkward? Try nuclear meltdown.â
I winced. âRight. Maybe we can avoid family gatherings for a while.â
A smile spread across his face. âWe can definitely talk about that. But seriously, Iâm willing to try. Weâre both willing to try, right?â
âAbsolutely,â I said, returning his smile. âWe take things one step at a time.
A harsh buzzing sound cut through the tender moment, shattering the fragile peace. He pulled out his phone, his brow furrowing as he checked the screen. âItâs a friend,â he said, his voice apologetic. âHe might know something about your fatherâs case. I need to take this.â
I sighed, âOf course, I mumbled, the weight of the situation settling back on my shoulders. âGo ahead.â
He gave me a quick squeeze before moving away, his phone pressed to his car as he walked towards the window. Straining to hear him over the low murmur of his conversation. My gaze drifted to my mother, still fast asleep on the couch. A sliver of guilt p r i c k d at me. I knew she had never really tried to be a mother. Just a trophy wife to my father but maybe I could have tried to be a better daughter.
âYeah, Iâm here,â Ivanâs voice rose slightly, his tone tense distracting me. He paused for a moment, listening intently. âA lead? Are you sure this guyâs reliable?â Another pause, punctuated by a few short, clipped responses.
My curiosity piqued. A lead? Could this be the break they needed to clear my fatherâs name? I inched closer, hoping to catch a snippet of the conversation, but he kept his voice low, his back turned towards me.
Finally, he ended the call with a curt âThanks, I appreciate it,â and slipped his phone back into his pocket. Turning around, he met my gaze, a mixture of emotions swirling in his eyes.
âThere might be something. My friend knows someone who used to work with your father. Heâs willing to meet with us tomorrow, but he wants to keep it discreet.â
âDiscreet?â echoed, apprehension creeping into my voice. âWhy?â
He hesitated for a moment, then ran a hand through his hair. âHe thinks there might be more to your fatherâs case than the FBI is letting on. He says there could beâ¦some powerful people involved.â
âSo, what do we do?â
âWe tread carefully,â He replied, his jaw clenched tight. âThis friend of mine, letâs call him Yuri, wants to meet in a neutral location. Somewhere the feds wouldnât think to look.â
âNeutral location?â My 17â³ My stomach chumed. âLike what?â
Chapter 28 stumble upon us there.â
Haunted? The last thing I needed was to add phosts to the ever-growing list of problems. But the thought of getting some answers outweighed my fear.
âAlright. Letâs do it. When?â
âTomorrow night,â His eyes locked on mine, âBut Amaya, before we dive headfirst into some potential mob hangout, thereâs something you need to know.â
He paused, his expression unreadable. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic drumbeat in the sudden silence.
âWhat is it?â I asked, a tremor in my voice.
Ivan leaned closer, âBeing Alphas⦠Leaders of packs isnât easy and sometimes to stay in charge, you might need to get your hands dirty and Iâm not innocent of it. I just want you to know that your father isnât innocent of this either.â
The blood drained from my face. Just as I opened my mouth to speak, a loud rapping echoed at the front door, shattering the already fragile calm.
We exchanged a startled glance, the weight of the unknown settling on our shoulders.
Who could be here at this hour, and what did they want?