Chapter 58: chapter 58

After sharing his sufferings with Kabir, Sanjay left..Even Kabir came out of the office and reached home..He didn't see Nidhi in the living room so walked towards his bedroom ,but didn't find her..When he was searching for her, Kabir's mom  asked," Are you looking for Nidhi??""Yeah mom", he said embarrassingly.."She joined coaching classes and she said her classes will  end at 6:00 Pm.."Kabir was shocked to hear the news, she didn't tell anything about this..Kabir asked the institute name  and drove his car towards it..He wanted to clear things between him and Nidhi..When he reached there he got to know that it will take another half an hour for class to finish..He waited in his car..On the other hand, Nidhi came out of the institute after half an hour and saw Kabir's car outside.. She was surprised to see him here but she ignored and walked towards the road  for an auto..When Kabir saw her, he came out of the car and called ," Nidhi"..She stood rooted  when she heard her name.."wow!! the guy looks handsome and he drives such an expensive car"..  Nidhi heard her classmates blabbering..She didn't want to create a scene on the very first day, so she turned around and sat in his car..A smile appeared on his lips when he saw her sitting.She just closed her eyes without giving a glance to Kabir. Kabir sighed and drove the car.. Nidhi didn't know where he was taking her..She opened her eyes when she realized the car had stopped..She looked at the surroundings and recognised  where she is now.Kabir thought he would talk to her while eating, so he brought her to the restaurant..Kabir opened the car and stood outside waiting for her to come out..But Nidhi didn't.. He thought she was angry and walked towards her door ,leaned  over  the car window and said," Nidhi, please come out.. I want to talk to you.."Nidhi was stubborn, she didn't respond to him nor did she get down from the car.There was a tsunami in her heart and tears welled up in her eyes..Kabir understood she is angry and got back into the car..He looked at her and said," Nidhi, about yesterday night I am really sorry.. I shouldn't have behaved with you like that.. I know it was a sudden shock for you.. But to be frank  I thought it's Nandini and kissed you.. I am really sorry.."Nidhi glared at him when she heard him.She felt disgusting.. She closed her eyes and clenched her fists tightly. She didn't understand what to say..Seeing her being mute, Kabir said, " Nidhi, speak something ?? Why are you making a fuss just for a kiss.. Nidhi opened her eyes which turned red because of anger.." Kabir, I would have been happy if you had really kissed me, but you took me for someone else.I don't like to be compared with Nandini.. I have my own individuality. I know you love Nandini but that doesn't mean that you start seeing her in me Kabir..it's suffocating "..I will wait for you till my last breath to accept me as Nidhi but I am not ready to get accepted just because I share similarities with her.. Even now ,you have brought me to the restaurant which Nandini loved?? Do you think I can  eat comfortably here??"Nidhi tried to explain her pain to Kabir.Kabir was annoyed when he heard her and he asked , " What do you mean by this?? you want me to forget Nandini?? that will never happen.. it was you who wanted to marry me in spite of knowing how much I love Nandini..  I never came to you.. What do you think ??, I can accept you just because you married me.. Listen Nidhi, if you want to live  with me you have to make Nandini as part of your life.. and besides you are jealous of a person who is no more, I didn't expect this from you.. I can't forget my first love and start loving you as if she was never part of my life.. That's highly impossible.If you can't accept this life you are free , just send me the divorce be papers and I will sign them.."Nidhi was dumbfounded when she heard him..She just wanted to escape from this moment as if it never happened in her life. She never expected to hear this from him..she thought it's useless to talk to him..With tears in her eyes ,she got down from the car, stopped the auto coming on  the road and got into it..Kabir was astonished to see Nidhi leaving so abruptly..He didn't expect this..He clenched his fists and tried to control his anger. "Nidhi was literally gulping her tears ,she didn't want anyone seeing her crying on the road..She was already feeling dizzy because of  sleeplessness and being hungry since  morning.. She felt like all her energy was drained..She  just hoped she would reach home as quickly as possible..Her state of mind was completely blank right now..she went into the bathroom to  take  shower and felt relieved..When she came out she heard a knock on her bedroom door..It was Kabir's mom.. she was worried about Nidhi.. " Nidhi you look so pale , don't tell me you haven't eaten anything since morning??"Nidhi's eyes were moist because of tears.. Kabir's mom understood and dragged her downstairs and made Nidhi sit on the dining table.Nidhi, I know you are upset with Kabir, if you don't eat , where will you get the energy to fight with him??.. eat ,I have made your favourite food today..Nidhi didn't feel like eating but She gave up because of Kabir's mom.."Mom, can I sleep in the guest room ?,please..""But Nidhi,  I don't think it's a good idea. I don't know what happened between you and Kabir recently, but I feel husband and wife should  be in the same room.."Nidhi smirked and said, " Husband and wife , I don't think such a kind of relationship existed between us till now mom, so don't worry.  I just want some space please."..Kabir's mom sighed and agreed reluctantly.Nidhi walked towards her room and packed all  her belongings and moved to the guest  room..She sat on the chair in the balcony, remembering what Kabir said to her in the car.. tears welled up in her eyes.. Everyone including Sanjana said no to her wedding with Kabir.They knew this would happen to her , but she was so stubborn at that time  and didn't listen to anyone..lost in her thoughts, with tears in her eyes  she didn't know when she fell asleep on the chair..When Kabir reached home ,he saw his room empty, he checked his wardrobe and  didn't find Nidhi's clothes.  He sighed and hurriedly checked the guest room and saw her sleeping on the chair with stains of tears all over her face..He felt bad for her for a moment and thought he behaved rashly with her.He picked her up from the chair, and made her sleep on the bed..he didn't know why he felt bad when he saw her crying.. but when he remembered her words anger rose in his heart and left the room angrily..