Of all the reinforcements officially dispatched by Wester, Bart and his crew were Otou-samaâs guards, so they were invited to the castle to participate in the celebration party. However, although the war is over, the chaos in Easter hasnât subsided yet, so it was decided that such a glamourous event wasnât appropriate yet.
âI donât want to go to a party. Iâd rather they let us walk freely around the capital,â Bart told me secretly.
âSo, I canât go with you to the castle, but I can see you from time to time when you get back. You okay with that?â
âAi. Awishthair ish coming withh me tho thhe cashthwe, sho ithâsh awrighth.â (Ai. Alistair is coming with me to the castle, so itâs alright)
âYouâre right. It seems like Prince Huu is also at the castle, so maybe you can meet him?â
âHuu! I forgoth abouth him.â
Alistair and the others were staying at the Lisburns because Alistair was related to them, but Prince Huu is royalty, so heâs being entertained at the castle.
âYou canât forget about him. He may act like that, but he was worried about you, Lei.â
âAi.â
Huuâs attitude is hard to understand, but he was definitely worried about me. So, I was happy inside the carriage heading to the castle since I might be able to meet Huu.
âFufun, funfun.â
âKyee.â
The dragons also seemed to be having fun. Nii-sama was with me today too.
âI wonder if Nico ish awrighth?â
âHmm. He probably wasnât feeling like you when you first came back from Wester.â
âSame ash Lei.â
At that time, I had tried my best to be a good girl since I didnât want to worry everyone.
âI wnow heâsh thrying noth tho be shewfishh.â (I know heâs trying not to be selfish)
âLei, so you were really holding back.â
Dammit, he was leading me on. When I looked at Otou-samaâs face, it didnât seem like he was leading me on, his face was just full of love for me.
âI donâth wnow whath shewfishh ish.â
I think I didnât know what to do every day even though I was being cared for and protected. But Nico has his father, Lam-ojisama, his mother and Prince Al with him.
âThe Princes are also busy.â
Otou-sama is also busy because of the war, so thereâs no way the royal family wouldnât be busy. I became unhappy and waited for the carriage to head to the Princeâs Palace.
Then as soon as the carriage stopped, I opened the door and jumped out. Nii-sama sensed that I would do this and quickly picked me up and put me down.
âNico!â
âLei. Itâs been a long time.â
Nico, who always arrogantly turns around to look at me, was standing quietly in the garden even though he was smiling. He had more guards with him than usual and Lam-ojisama was standing behind him. Lam-ojisama usually had a mischievous smile on his face, but he looked worried right now.
This is definitely strange. Nico would usually come running up to me, but today, he was waiting quietly for me. If heâs not going to come towards me, then Iâll go to him.
I began to run fiercely.
âAh.â
And fell splendidly. My fall even made a sound. I felt Nii-sama rush towards me, but he stopped right behind me because he knew that I didnât like being helped up. But Nico didnât come towards me. He would normally get worried and hold his hand out to help me get up.
âNico!â
Heâs not coming. I jerked my face up while still on the ground. There might be grass on me, but who cares? Nico was worried about me and reached out his hand, but he hesitated because he didnât know if he could move or not. Donât you always help me without hesitation?
âNico! Run!â
As the people around Nico gasped at my voice, Nico began running as if a switch had flipped inside of him. I also managed to get up and sit down.
Nico slid into me, then he took out his handkerchief and wiped the mud off my cheeks.
âYou still canât run Lei, so donât force yourself to.â
âI can run. Ithâsh your fauwth for noth coming tho me.â (I can run. Itâs your fault for not coming to me)
âIâm sorry.â
âI feww becaushe you didnâth come tho me.â
I didnât fall because he didnât come to me, but when I saw Nicoâs serious expression, tears came out of my eyes for some reason.
âNicoâsh, waaaah~!â
âLei.â
Nico timidly put his arms around me when I suddenly started crying.
âIthâsh noth Nicoâsh fauwth.â
âDidnât you say it was my fault a second ago?â
âNoth Nicoâsh fauwth! You did your beshth! you behaved yourshewf!â
âLei.â
Nico hugged me tighter. I wasnât talking about now when I mentioned that it wasnât his fault and that he had done his best. I was talking about the incident that both of us had safely overcome.
âIf I had been more careful. If only I was stronger. Then that might not happen.â
âNo! Ish noth Nicoâsh fauwth!ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
He really did think it was his fault. He must have worried that if he had acted better, then he might not have bothered those around him.
âEveryone wash awrighth becaushe Nico and I did our beshth. Lei and Nico did greath!â (Everyone was alright because Nico and I did our best. Lei and Nico did great)
âBut...â
I squeezed Nicoâs cheeks with both hands.
âIsh noth Nicoâsh fauwth! Ithâsh everyone ewsheâsh fauwth shince thhey didnâth shave ush righth away.â (Itâs not Nicoâs fault. Itâs everyone elseâs fault since they didnât save us right away)
âYou canât say that.â
Heâs even serious at a time like this. I stood up and pulled Nicoâs hand to make him stand up. Thereâs mud on my clothes at the front, but I donât care. We walked away from everyone and started running towards the garden. The guards tried to follow us.
âDonâth come!â
Lam-ojisama stopped them when I said this.
âSthupid. Weaw. Bweh.â(Stupid. Weak. Bleh) I shouted every bad word I could think of as an infant and ran with Nico towards the trees we always climb. No one followed us.
âYouâre surprisingly sharp tongued.â
âIthâsh awrighth tho shay thhoshe thhingsh shomethimesh.â (Itâs alright to say those things sometimes)
âI see.â
I looked next to me and Nico looked refreshed.
âIsh not Nicoâsh fauwth.â
âItâs not my fault?â
âAi. Kidsh can do whath thhey wanth.â
âEven if theyâre a Prince?â
âAi. Of courshe. Lei awsho doesh whath shhe wanthsh.â
I said while remembering my own position, âEven if Iâm thhe daughther of a Four Marquish.â
âCan the daughter of a Four Marquis say âblehâ?â
âProbabwy noth.â
âHaha.â Nico finally laughed.
âTo make my mother not cry, and my father not worry, this...â
Nico pointed at his stomach.
âNo. Up a bith more.â
âHere?â
âYesh. Thathâsh where your hearth ish.â
âThis becomes painful.â
It was tiring for him to act in a way that wouldnât worry them. But for a child, that isnât a good way to live.
âIthâsh awrighth for her tho cry. Ithâsh awrighth for him tho worry. Thathâsh thhe job of aduwthsh.â
âWorrying is their job?â
âAi. The aduwthsh wiww do shomethhing abouth ith.â
I found two branches in the grass even though the garden was well cared for and rarely had dangerous items lying around.
âVenth your anger withh thhish.â
âVent my anger?â
âSwing ith around and hith thhingsh. Ah! Ah!â
âLike when we hit the letter âeâ?â
I remembered when I met Nico. How nostalgic.
âYup. Swashh and hith. Ah!â (Slash and hit)
âAh! Argh!â
âIth wash shcary. I wishhed shomeone had shaved ush earwier. Ah!â
âIt was scary! Gah!â
At the end, they even pointed their swords at us. And âThe hard bread washnâth yummy ath awwâ (The hard bread wasnât yummy at all)
âGah!â
âIth wash shthuffy under thhe bed!â
âAh!â
It was really tough. Nico was already absorbed in swinging the branch.
âAlright Lei. Iâll race you to that tree!â
âOway!â
âAh, thatâs not fair! You started running before me!â
Iâm slow, so Iâll lose if I donât run before you.
That morning, we didnât even notice that Alistair had arrived and played until we were tired, and our voices were hoarse.