What happened since then, you say? Father didnât have enough time. So as always, he would never see me in the mornings, but would always come to see me after heâd returned home from work. From after dinner until I slept, he would always keep me by his side, no matter what he did.
He would even take me to his office when he was busy. I would try to walk along the desk, climb the sofa and read the documents that had fallen down onto the floor while father was organising some difficult documents.
I tried to read them to amuse myself as if I had been given an easy book to read, but I could only read the easy words. I could feel father looking at me while I was doing this with his sharp eyes, which felt slightly gentler.
Brother would join us when he came home for the weekends. Father still had a lot of work to do on holidays; there were times when he would go out in decent clothes and times when he would ride the horse somewhere, but he would usually spend time with us when he was home.
When we laid down and read picture books, he would also lie down and read his documents. I wonder if his job is stressful. I wonder what his job is. Itâs a mystery.
âThe sight a small person sees is interesting. Do you look at the world like this, Luke and Leila?â Father said in admiration as he looked around everywhere while lying down.
âI donât see it like this. Only Leila does.â
âNaai, Niinii. Swame.â
âLeila is saying youâre the same.â
âCheeky kid,â brother said, and he pinched my cheeks, so I tried to get up. My brother caught me and father held brother down; it was entertaining during the holidays.
When I was about to turn one, brotherâs holidays didnât consist of just playing, his magic circulation training had also started. It only looked to me as if he was sitting down and closing his eyes to concentrate. And Iâve never seen the thing called magic. Why does he have to practice magic circulation in a world with no magic?
âAs you know, amongst the four Marquis Houses, our Albans House and Stanâs Lisburn House sustain this kingdomâs barrier. Luke, your power is big enough, but if you continue to channel your big power as it is, then your life will be shortened. You have to be able to effectively channel your magic into the magic stone without waste,â father always repeated this to brother. I finally learnt my surname, and I also discovered that there were other nobles in this world.
âItâs rare to have two people with violet eyes in the same generation. I also feel that Leila has a large amount of magic power. It would become so much easier if you two worked together.â
I was quite surprised when I heard this. Apparently, I had magic power too. That power was channelled into a magic stone. Something that brother, father and I have but Hannah and Sebas didnât. I had the chance to find out about this surprisingly early.
One day, Hannah was doing something to the light in the room. This was the first time Iâd seen her do this.
âAnna. Whaht?â
Hannah took something out of the light which was situated in a high place and showed it to me. It was slightly red and looked like a small crystal.
âThis is a magic stone for light. The power is fading in this, so I have to get someone to channel more magic into this; so we can use it again.â
âMwagic?â
âYes.â
I was able to speak a little now. Are magic stones like batteries? And that means that father has magic.
âTosyama, duo?â 1)
Hannah giggled at my question.
âMaster uses all his magic for the barrier. Even we can fill things with a little magic, but we usually collect the stones and bring them to a magic shop,â Hannah said; then she let me hold the magic stone that I was so interested in and went back up again to install the new magic stone. The new stone was a deep violet.
I sat down and studied the magic stone which I had been entrusted with. The tiny, small stone that could fit in a babyâs hand was clear. I wondered how one channelled their magic into the stone as I held it firmly; then suddenly, magic began to flow from my body into the magic stone as if a switch had been flipped. It felt as if something warm was being gushed out from within. When I got lightheaded, I felt as if the colour was drained from my face. It stopped as soon as it began.
The stone changed into a dark violet.
It felt similar to being lightheaded, but my condition wasnât bad. Which meant that it was probably the magic that was flowing through me before. I softly grasped the magic stone, and it repelled my magic as if saying it didnât need anymore. I could understand how magic felt a bit better if I could hold more magic stones.
âLeila-sama? Do you like the magic stone? Hyaah!â
Was hyaah an unattractive scream for a 15-year-old? I shook my head apologetically.
âAnna, no.â
âItâs not the time for you to be saying no! Do you feel bad-, eer, letâs go to Sebas!â Hannah said as she picked me up with the magic stone and took me to where Sebas was. Isnât it better for her to confiscate the magic stone?
âI apologise. I thought that Leila-sama wouldnât eat the magic stone even if I gave it to her because sheâs smart......â Hannah explained to Sebas.
Rude, much? Iâve never been so careless as to put something in my mouth before, you know? And thatâs not the problem. Hannah is really disappointing sometimes. Sebas made me sit on a chair; then he kneeled down, grabbed my hands, looked into my eyes, touched my neck and then put me down and let me walk a little.
âHmm, sheâs not cold. She doesnât have a fever either. Her complexion is normal, and sheâs walking normally.â
Then he picked me up while looking relieved.
âLeila-sama, do you have any idea what youâve done?â
I accidentally channelled my magic, but what should I say? I shook my hands.
âPoof, sumfing, âear.â
âSomething suddenly came out of your hand, didnât it?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âAai.â
âHmm.â
Sebas frowned and instructed Hannah, âAt any rate, you mustnât let anything magic stone related near Leila-sama. It could harm her health depending on the situation.â
âOkay.â
Hannah looks like sheâs going to cry. Well, it canât be helped.
âLeila-sama?â
âAi.â
âIt is not the time to think that Hannah canât be helped.â
âUoah.â
Dammit. Why does it seem like Sebas knows what Iâm thinking? The target turned to me.
âWhy do you think Master is training Luke-sama so hard when heâs smart? If itâs just about channelling magic, then anyone with magic can do it. But, you could shorten your life if you channel all your magic into a magic stone that isnât compatible with you.â
âSebas-sama, even if you telling something like that to Leila-sama-,â Hannah tried to intervene.
âNo, Leila-sama can understand me. She has a lot of magic power. But, do you understand how much Luke-sama and Master would mourn for you if the worst case were to happen?â
I hung my head in shame. They were already mourning this much from losing mother, how much more would they mourn if they were to lose me too?
But, wait. What if itâs just one magic stone? What if I got father or Sebas to watch me while I did it?
âItâs hopeless even if you look at me with eyes like that. You can start when youâre 10. That is final.â
Tsk. I clung to Sebas and rubbed my head against his chest.
âGahh. Youâre not allowed!â
My strategy failed. I think I heard Sebas mutter, âThat was a close one.â Iâll endure a little for now about magic.