284 About Sex
As Cedric thought this, she saw that Isabella had already dried his hair and changed her clothes. So he stood up and followed her into the kitchen.
âYou will graduate soon. What are your plans after graduation?â Cedric washed his hands beside Isabella while she was washing vegetables.
âI planned to get married...â
Isabella paused for a moment and continued, âI donât have any special plans right now.â
Cedric was stunned. âYou were going to get married after graduation? You and that man have already reached the stage of talking about marriage?â
âI guess so...â
âIsnât that a little ridiculous? We have only known each other for less than a month. We didnât really know each other that well. But I was ready to marry him.â
Cedric said coldly, âIt is indeed. It looks like heâs good at pleasing girls. I canât believe that he could persuade you to marry him in such a short time.ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
âNo, not really.â
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Thinking of Josephâs arrogance, Isabella laughed bitterly. âHe said we are a perfect match. He told me that his grandfather likes me very much and hopes to have a grandchild. I trusted it. I was stupid.â
Isabella lowered her head. âHe never said that he loved me. He didnât seem to like me that much...â
âHe just wants a woman to give him a child.â
Cedric concluded, âThis kind of man is selfish and self-centered. Marrying you and having a child with you are his familyâs ideas. He will not treat you as a person in the future. You should be glad that his ex-girlfriend ruined everything. Otherwise, your life will be destroyed by him.â
Isabella stopped cutting the vegetables and stared at Cedric.
âWhat are you thinking?â
Cedric paused. He immediately understood what Isabella meant. He reached out and scratched her nose. âAlthough my family and I want a child too, I would never marry someone I donât love. Iâll do anything for my wife.â
Isabella laughed. âYou sounded like you were experienced.â
âI wonât cheat, nor would I mess with my ex-girlfriends.â
Cedric continued to attack Isabellaâs ex-boyfriend. âBefore we get married, I will make a list of all the girls I have dated and showed it to my wife. So sheâll know everything about my past.â
âMake a list?â Isabella was surprised. âAre there a lot of names?â
âThey come from different countries. In terms of sex partners, I prefer foreign girls. They are more open towards this kind of thing.â
Cedric smiled, âAs for how many there are, I canât remember clearly. However, I have photos of each of them. Sometimes, it was just physical. And the relationship wouldnât last for long.â
Isabella bared her teeth. âWell, I guess they were not your girlfriends. They were just friends with benefits.â
âMaybe.â
Cedric shrugged, not minding it at all. âI donât think itâs a shameful thing to have one-night-stands. Although I could help myself. Compared with real sex, masturbation is just a snack. And itâs not healthy. I was always wondering, so how about girls? Donât you feel horny sometimes?â
âWell...â
Isabellaâs face turned red in an instant.
Cedric spoke like a physiology teacher who was giving lectures to his students. He was calm and reasonable.
However, Isabella felt awkward talking about sex. After all, she didnât grow up abroad like Cedric.
Cedric was thirty years old. He was a mature man. Looking at Isabellaâs red face, he smiled. âWhat about you? How many boyfriends have you had?â
Isabella pursed her lips, not daring to look up. âIf Joseph counts, then only one ... We didnât date. We disliked each other and then we married. That was it.â
âI see.â
Cedric nodded, âIt seems that Joseph treated you as a sex partner or a bedmate. He has never truly loved you. But what about you? Did you ask him for sex?â
Isabella blushed again.
Cedricâs question made her embarrassed.
âI thought about it.â
âBut I failed.â Isabellaâs ears were red.
Cedric was stunned. Looking at the side of Isabellaâs face, he suddenly wanted to hold her in his arms...
âPoor child...â
âThe man couldnât even satisfy her. He is so useless.â
âHe deserved to lose her!â
âFortunately, he lost her!â
Cedric wouldnât care much about his wifeâs past, but he still felt a little unhappy to hear that.
âSorry, maybe I shouldnât bring up the topic.â
Cedric smiled, âGirls here are relatively shy. It seemed like you guys are not very used to talking about such topics? Forgive me.â
âItâs alright...â
âBut I still want to ask you one thing. Would you mind it if your future husband had many partners, just like me?â
In fact, this was the topic that Cedric wanted to ask the most today.
Although he would be honest with his future wife, he also wanted to confirm her attitude about his partners in advance, so that he could make some preparations.
He wished she wouldnât mind it.
If she couldnât, heâll have to change himself and apologize to her.
Hearing Cedricâs words, Isabella instantly remembered how Joseph held Stellaâs hand in the hospital and how he kissed her.
âI do, I do...â
âI actually hope that my future husband will belong to me only, both mentally and physically!â Isabella confirmed.
Cedric was stunned.
âBut things canât be as perfect as imagined.â
âAfter all, we didnât know each other before,â Isabella said with a heavy gaze. âHe wasnât in my life and vise versa. Weâll never know if the person we met now is the one weâre going to spend our whole life with. I believed he was the one for me and I trusted him until I found out that he had an ex-girlfriend. We know what is right and what is wrong only after the thing happened.â
Isabella raised her eyes. Although her expression was a little bitter, her eyes were still full of hope as she looked at the distance. âNo one is perfect. People make mistakes. So I mind it. But Iâll accept it. The most important thing is that he could only see me when after I entered his life, that we belong to each other only for the times to come.â