are you happier today
than you were with me?
do you remember that May
we spent together by the sea?
I'm living a colorless life
nothing satisfies me much,
are you the blade or the knife -
are you missing my touch?
I crave to see you again
accidentally on a street,
in the middle of pouring rain -
where we thought we'd never meet
and I long to kiss your head
and whisper softly into your ear,
I should have been with you instead -
I should have been near.