Mikage Saeka Beyond Reach
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Chapter 3: Mikage Saeka Beyond Reach
Part 2
The next day, the school was festive.
âHey, youâve heard? Mikage-san!â
âJust now! That oneââ
âAhh. Itâs over⦠my youth ends hereââ
Hallways, classrooms, stair landings, everywhere.
The morning was quiet, but by lunchtime, everyone knew. Second year class eight was no exception, the commotion continued.
âWhat a messâ¦â complained Hiura.
The traffic in the hallway was heavier than usual today, so we refrain from trespassing on the rooftop. As a result, we had lunch in the classroom.
âMikage-chan⦠what a shame.â Reiji, without looking very disappointed, joked.
At least when compared to Minatoâs, this atmosphere was way better this time. And since it wasnât something to be shy about, everyone voiced out their thoughts. Although isnât this spreading too fast?
âSo, where did it start?â
âMikage-chan herself. I just checked earlier.â
âDigging peopleâs info is still your job, huh?â
âNope, pretty much everyone knows that.â
Hm⦠I guess everyone does.
âI heard the guy sheâs dating is her childhood friend and does modeling! A perfect match for her, donât you think?â
âAhh, finally⦠there goes my chanceâ¦â
âYou donât have one from the start. Theyâve liked each other for quite a long time.â
The information circulating was quite detailed. And accurate to boot. Saying she didnât want to hide things, rather, wasnât this too open?
âYuzuki-chan, The Angel, now Mikage. Weâre not short of rumors, eh, Akashi?â teased Reiwa.
âUrgh, enough with the same talk every minute? Iâm going mad.â
âYouâre always mad, Hiuraâ
âThen Iâll go on a rampage.â
âPlease donât, we donât need any more topics.â
Nope, we donât need any mess like, âPlus Four Hiura finally destroys the school building!â
âStill , Mikage-san had been silent the whole time. Donât you think sheâd have reported some progress before dropping the bombshell? I wonder what happened.â He looked meaningfully at me.
Somehow, his white teeth grin flet obnoxious.
âWhat are you getting at?â
âHmm? Nothing,â He said frivolously, âYou might know something, thatâs what Iâm saying.â
âWhy should I know?â
âThereâs no âWhy should I know with youâ, never.â
âReiji.â
âWhoopsie. There, there, cool down, buddy. Heâs moving away, right, so she quickly confessed.â
âSo you were leading me around.â
âAbout what, I wonder.â
Tch, this guyâ¦
Well, now that it came to this, Shida must have heardâ¦
âãâãâ
ââIâve heardâ
When I sent a message to him that night, he called back right after. I shifted my gaze longingly to the tumbler containing melon soda.
ââitâs like you said⦠she was also trying to realize her own romance tooâ¦â
âYeahâ¦â
ââItâs over⦠my dream, huhâ¦â listlessly, he sighed. âCongratulations on her part. Iâm not happy, though. I hope she is happyâ¦â
Heâs getting a little incoherentâ¦
But still, he still had to confess, I needed to make him. He might not realize it now, but there was on;y one choice that wouldnât leave him with regret.
The answer would be a guaranteed denial, but I had to push his back. This feeling had to end, one way or another.
âShidaâ¦â
ââAngelââ
âEh?â We spoke at the same time. No, considering the connection lag, Shida spoke first.
ââYou first. I need to make up my mind.â
âNope, Shida, saying that you have to make up your mind made me nervous. Spill it now.â
ââIâm not sure if I should tell you, butâ¦â he stammered. âBut I had given up on Mikage-san since the start.â
That was disturbing. I had a hundred questions, but the best thing to do was probably hear what he had to say first.
ââbefore you called me⦠and even after weâve started the consultation, Iâve no illusion that it would be a yes, Angel or not⦠I wasnât expecting anythingâ
âSo?â I urged.
Iâm not even going to confess anymore. That was the only word I feared.
But all I could do was listen to him.
ââYouâve been trying to make my confession a success. For that, Iâm incredibly grateful. But I didnât want to win over Mikage-san or anything like that.â
âShida?â I asked tentatively.
ââStill, Iâ¦!â his voice gained momentum. What would make him like that, I had no idea. âI still want to confess to Mikage-san!â
âHuh?â
Shidaâ¦
ââThatâs lame, I know. I only want to get my feelings across and end it. Thatâs all.â
No, youâre not lameâ¦
ââI know itâs crazy. Confessing is to ask someone out, or at least get their attention. Itâs supposed to be an important thing and yet Iâ¦â
Yes, thatâs it. Thatâs the spirit.
ââI want to have a proper endingâ¦! For my own sake, Iâll tell her I like her. Iâll do it! I !â
âHuhâ¦â I sighed incredulously.
That âIâ in the end was grammatically incorrect, wasnât it? Your lexiconâs dropping, Shida.
ââI donât just like her romantically! I admire her as a person too! Iâll tell herr!! Iâve always admire you! Aahhhhââ
âShidaâ
ââY-yeah?â
âIâll say my piece.â
âG-go ahead?â
Youâre an idiot, Shida, but properly idiotic.
âTell her! Youâll have your show! Iâll be watching!â Carried by the atmosphere, gone was my cool.
We might as well be idiots together.
ââYuck, whatâs thatâ¦?â
Forgetting my demeanor, we laughed and teased at each otherâs lines. After a few solid minutes, our laughter came to an end.
ââYou must have known, right? That I donât have a chance.â
That was not an easy question to answer.
âItâs not about impossible or not, is it?â
ââHaha, I guess not.â He laughed amusedly. âThe fact that she has someone she likes is as clear as day, and you still call out to me. Success isnât in your intention from the beginning.â
âT-thatâs not how I thinkâ¦â
ââ No, no, I get it. You arenât here to save me, but to make me take the plunge. Thanks for doing that. I finally know what I want.â
Hmm⦠he saw right through my intentions. Youâre sharper than you let on, Shida. Or it was simply obvious when what I was doing was sending him to make an impossible confession.
ââSo, how do I do?â
âDo what?â
ââThe confession.â
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I canât decide if this guyâs smart or dumb.
ââ¦Do whatever you like. Call her out, tell her your feelings.
ââThat sounds⦠ordinary.â
âLike I said, whatever you like. Mind you, she has a boyfriend, so keep it within bounds.â
ââAgh! Why do you have to remind me thatâ¦â
âDonât tell me youâve already forgotten itâ¦â
Maybe this idiot would just turn out fine. Probably.