The days blurred together. Wake up before the sun. Calls before breakfast. Meetings stacked on meetings. Speech after speech, state after state, rally after rally.
Every hour counted.
We were winningâor at least, we were holding our ground. The polls had us in a dead heat with Trump, some showing me up by two or three points, others showing him creeping ahead. The electoral map was shifting every day, battleground states tightening.
The weight of it all never left me.
Sixty-five days.
That was all the time we had left to make our case to the American people.
And that was terrifying.
The attacks hadn't stopped.
If anything, they had gotten worse.
Trump and his allies had doubled down on everythingâthe birther lies, the racist dog whistles, the misogyny. Fox News was running segments dissecting my laugh, calling me "too ambitious," "too emotional," "too cold," "too weak." Every insult contradicting the last.
But it wasn't just words anymore.
The threats were escalating.
At every rally, we saw the signs: TRUMP OR DEATH.
The FBI had briefed me on new security concernsâonline chatter, extremist groups, people who had convinced themselves that stopping me meant "saving America."
And then there was the issue of voter suppression. Republican-led legislatures were slashing polling places, throwing out ballots, making it harder for peopleâespecially Black and brown communitiesâto vote. Lawsuits were already flying. The DNC was fighting tooth and nail to keep polling places open.
We were in the battle of our lives.
And we were running out of time.
The campaign had shifted into an all-out sprint.
We were everywhere.
Michigan, Pennsylvania, Wisconsin, Arizona, Georgia, Nevada, North Carolinaâthe battleground states that would decide this election. I had practically lived on a plane for the last month, touching down in city after city, shaking hands, giving speeches, meeting voters.
And the peopleâGod, the peopleâwere the reason I kept going.
The college students who waited in line for hours just to hear me speak. The single mothers who pulled me aside to tell me how much this race meant to them. The older Black women who gripped my hands and said, "We've been waiting for this moment our whole lives."
But it wasn't just Democrats who were showing up.
I met Republicansâformer Republicansâwho told me they couldn't stomach voting for Trump again.
I met young voters who had never cared about politics before but told me, "I can't let that man win."
The energy was real.
The question wasâwould it be enough?
We had one major turning point: the first debate.
It had been a bloodbath.
Trump had come out swinging, red-faced and ranting, spewing conspiracy theories and insults. He had refused to answer basic questions. He had liedârepeatedly, brazenly.
And I had let him self-destruct.
I had stayed calm. I had focused on the issues. I had looked straight into the camera and spoken to the American people.
And it had worked.
The instant post-debate polls had me winning by double digits. Even conservative analysts admitted Trump had been "unhinged."
That night, donations had skyrocketed.
But I knew Trump would come back harder.
One of the biggest game-changers had been President Obama.
His endorsement had been expected, but his involvement? That was something else entirely.
He had jumped into this race with both feet.
Not just a speech, not just a statementâhe was on the ground, campaigning with me.
We had done joint rallies in Pennsylvania, Michigan, and Georgia. The crowds were massive, the energy electric.
At one event in Detroit, he had stood beside me, microphone in hand, and said:
"I know Kamala. I've worked with Kamala. And let me tell you somethingâshe's not just ready for this job. She's made for this job."
That clip had gone viral.
And Trump? He was losing it.
The morning after our last rally, Trump had gone on another all-caps rampage on Truth Social.
OBAMA IS TRYING TO STEAL THE ELECTION FOR KAMALA!!!
RIGGED!!! CORRUPT!!!
SHE'S NOT EVEN REALLY BLACK. EVERYONE KNOWS IT.
The usual.
But what scared me wasn't the words.
It was the people who believed them.
It was the fact that Trump was laying the groundwork to claim the election was stolen again.
It was the feeling that, no matter what, he wouldn't accept losing.
That night, after another 16-hour day, I finally made it home.
I sat on the couch, my shoes kicked off, exhaustion sinking into my bones.
Doug handed me a glass of wine and sat beside me. "Long day?"
I huffed out a tired laugh. "Long month."
He rubbed my back, silent for a moment.
Then, softly, he said, "Do you ever stop to think about what this moment means?"
I turned to him.
He gestured at the TV, where a replay of one of my rallies was playing. The crowd was massive, thousands of people chanting my name.
"This has never happened before," he said. "A Black and South Asian woman, this close to the presidency. I meanâthink about that."
I swallowed. "I do think about it."
"All the time?"
"All the time."
Doug nodded, then squeezed my hand. "You're going to win this."
I looked at him, at the unwavering belief in his eyes.
I wanted to believe it, too.
I had to.
Because the alternative?
It wasn't an option.
65 Days to Go.
-Flashback to the debate-
74 days to go.
The stage was cold.
Not in temperature, but in feelingâa sterile, almost clinical kind of coldness that came with the bright lights, the darkened audience, the weight of millions of eyes watching from their living rooms, from bars, from their phones, waiting to see if I would hold my ground or if Donald Trump would find a way to steamroll me.
I had debated before.
I had gone up against men who underestimated me, who sneered and interrupted, who tried to shake me, break me, diminish me.
But nothingânothingâcould have prepared me for debating him.
Trump stood just feet away, shifting from side to side, his jaw locked in that self-satisfied, almost cartoonish scowl. He was already gripping the podium, already flushed, like a man who was moments from throwing a tantrum.
The moderator, a veteran journalist known for his sharp but fair questioning, sat in front of us, shuffling his notes.
Cameras adjusted. Microphones were tested. A producer held up three fingers.
Three seconds.
And thenâ
"Good evening, and welcome to the first presidential debate of 2024."
The sound of applause filled the auditorium, but I barely heard it over the pounding of my own heart. Not from fearâno, I was ready. But because this moment mattered more than almost anything I had done before.
"Tonight," the moderator continued, "Vice President Kamala Harris and former President Donald Trump will go head-to-head in what is expected to be a critical night for both campaigns. The rules are simple: each candidate will have two minutes to answer a question before we allow for open discussion. The candidates have agreed to these rules."
I knew what that meant.
Trump wouldn't follow the rules.
And I would have to decide, in real-time, how to handle it.
I straightened my back, adjusting my microphone.
Here we go.
â
The Economy
"President Trump, the first question goes to you. Inflation and job growth have been central concerns for voters. What would your administration do to address these issues?"
Trump leaned forward, gripping the edges of his podium like he was physically holding himself back.
"Well, first of all, let me just say, this country was so much better when I was president. Everybody knows it. We had the best economy, the lowest unemployment. Then sheâ" He gestured at me. "âand Biden came in, and they destroyed it. Just completely destroyed it. Worst economy in history."
I didn't flinch.
I let him dig his own hole.
The moderator tilted his head. "Sir, just to clarify, the U.S. economy has added over 13 million jobs in the last four yearsâ"
"Fake numbers. You know it, I know it." Trump waved a hand, dismissing facts like they were a mild inconvenience. "They're cooking the books. Everyone says it. And let's talk about gas prices, huh? When I was president, gas was so cheap. Now? Now, people can barely afford to drive. It's a disaster. She's a disaster."
There it was.
Not even five minutes in, and he was already trying to make this personal.
I inhaled, steady.
"My turn?" I asked, my voice level, controlled.
The moderator nodded.
I turned to the camera, looking directly at the American people.
"Mr. Trump says the economy was better under him. But let's talk about what actually happened."
I could feel the room shiftâjust a little.
"When Donald Trump left office, we were facing the worst economic crisis since the Great Depression. Millions of jobs lost. Small businesses shuttered. People waiting in food lines just to feed their families. We didn't just inherit that crisisâwe fixed it. We put Americans back to work. We rebuilt manufacturing. We passed legislation to lower prescription drug costs, to invest in clean energy, to help families afford childcare.
And what was Donald Trump doing?
Complaining. Lying. Golfing."
A ripple of laughter swept through the audience.
Trump's face twitched. He jabbed a finger in my direction. "She's lying. You know she's lying."
"Mr. Trump, please allow the Vice President to finish her time."
Trump scoffed, shaking his head.
I continued. "The truth is, we are recovering. The economy is growing. But what we can't afford is another four years of Donald Trump's reckless policiesâpolicies that only helped the ultra-wealthy while working families got left behind."
I turned back to the moderator. "Next question?"
â
Abortion Rights
This was the moment I had been waiting for.
"Vice President Harris, abortion rights have been a defining issue this election. What is your position?"
I didn't hesitate.
"Women should have the right to control their own bodies. Period."
Applause erupted before the moderator could even cut it off.
I let it die down before continuing.
"Under Donald Trump, the Supreme Court overturned Roe v. Wade, stripping away a constitutional right that had existed for fifty years. Because of him, millions of women have been forced to carry pregnancies against their will. Doctors have been threatened with prison time just for providing medical care. Women have died because they were denied lifesaving procedures.
That is the reality of Donald Trump's America."
Trump rolled his eyes, muttering something under his breath.
"Mr. Trump," the moderator said, "your response?"
Trump smirked. "Look, nobody cares more about women than me, okay? Nobody."
A low groan moved through the crowd.
"And honestly? Women love me," he continued. "The fake news media, they don't want to talk about it, but millions of women support me. And let's be realânobody is even thinking about abortion. The only ones who care are the radical left, the extremists, people like herâ"
I arched a brow. "The majority of Americans support abortion rights."
"That's not true," he snapped.
"It is."
"It's not."
I turned to the audience, exhaling like I was dealing with an unruly child. "See, this is the problem. This...." MOTHERFUCKA, "......former President doesn't deal in facts. He deals in feelings, in chaos, in fear. But here's the truth: if he's elected again, he will sign a national abortion ban. That is not a hypothetical. It is a promise."
Trump scoffed.
"Women deserve better than that," I finished.
â
By the end of the debate, Trump was red-faced, flustered, and furious.
I had let him unravel. I had let him talk himself into the ground. I had stayed focused, calm, and presidential.
And it had worked.
That night, every major news outlet called it:
"HARRIS DOMINATES FIRST DEBATE."
"TRUMP UNHINGED AS HARRIS HOLDS HER GROUND."
"A NIGHTMARE PERFORMANCE FOR TRUMP."
The campaign raised $20 million within twenty-four hours.
And just like that, the race had changed.