Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.
How does one recover from such pain?
I know this time I wonât have another chance because no one deserves more than a secondâ¦
Iâve not only broken her trust, but Iâve also shattered it beyond repair.
But despite it all, I know Iâve made the right decision and donât regret it.
Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.
There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.
Itâs chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge⦠someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.
Which makes it obvious thereâs a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power. What irks me is thereâs a camera inside my safe house.
A place that only a select few have enteredâ¦.but something that means the enemy is close to us.
I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus⦠I know itâs not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend.
Without her by my side, itâs hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to doâ¦
I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?
Who was the one who put the cameras there?
They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.
Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much?
My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.
The good thing is, sheâs the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the pack.
It was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing Iâm the reason that sheâs not longer able to trust anyone.
Sheâs incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, sheâs surviving because sheâs a fighter and a true Alphaâ¦
But how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once more..
If anything happens to her, Iâll-
âEat, then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back⦠not sure why heâs trusting you.â Zade, Zaiaâs twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box.
I look up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. âAnd why would he want me to do that?â I ask, cocking a brow.
âBecause thereâs that bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitchâs father.â
âAnd yours,â I say coldly, trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel inside.
Hugh. They have Hugh, why?
Heâs been a great help to Zaia, is that why?
âNo, he isnât. I donât see him as family,â he snarls.
Hugh is here⦠so thatâs why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to why.
If I can free him I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Siaâs life.
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