âHe isnât going in,â Dad says firmly as he looks at Valerie, who glances at me.
I raise my hands in surrender, before passing her the antidote. âThatâs fine, Just ⦠I need to know if itâll work:â
It has to. Fuck at this moment a part of me is terrified that if this fails⦠everything I did was in vainâ¦
âIâll let you know as soon as Iâve checked it,â Valerie says as she lets herself inside the safehouse leaving me alone with Dad.
âHow did Zaia get hurt?â I ask the burning question that has been on my mind since I found out.
âIn her confrontation with your mother, she was shot in the waist.â
I look up sharply, guilt and worry rushing through me. âSheâs shot? But that was recent, and sheâs out there fighting?â I ask, my heart thundering.
âWell, she is the Alpha. What did you expect her to do?â he replies coldly. âEven if it isnât the best option, it is what she must do.â
I exhale in irritation, letting his words sink in and the unspoken message in them loud and clear.
If I was here, as Alpha, she wouldnât have to be the one leading this fight⦠Iâll join her the moment that Sia has that antidoteâ¦
âI was angry and upset when she left this pack, feeling as if she was the one who could fix you, but I canât blame her after everything you keep doing. When will enough be enough?â
I let his remark about fixing me slide.
âWhat are you trying to say?â I ask, glaring ahead into the night as the sounds of the clash from all around surround us.
All I can think of is that sheâs injured, fuck I need to go to her.
They want to get in, také over⦠overpower the Sublime, and kill them⦠Zade and Gaultier were raised as killing machines, and I donât want Zaia facing them.
âThat she was never in the wrong⦠I see that now⦠when will you fix things, Sebastian? When will you stop her suffering?â His voice is quiet, and I mask my surprise at his concern for Zaia.
Long ago, she was his and momâs favourite, but after a while, he started turning against herâ¦
I tilt my head, frowning as I observe him. âTell me, Dad, was Mom the one instigating matters regarding Zaia? Your words now and the hatred I remember after she left, donât exactly go hand in hand.â
Heâs silent for a moment before he looks away. âI was a fool. Looking back, I realise I was just too blinded⦠the way she worked⦠I fell for it, but itâs no excuse. I made mistakes, they are on me.
Blaming another doesnât make the fact I listened any less.â
Trueâ¦
We fall silent and after a while; I glance at the door behind me, feeling impatient. âSheâs taking too long.
Call her.â I say to Dad. He frowns and pauses. By now Gerard might know that something isnât right.
âShe wants us to come inside,â he says just as the door unlocks and is pulled open.
I find myself staring at Hugh Toussaint. His eyes flash when he sees me before he steps aside, allowing us in.
âHow is it?â I ask as he leads the way down the hall to the panic room, the safe place I had created in case the safe house was infiltrated. A place that can withstand a lot more.
Where is Valerie?
âThereâs some bad news, Iâm afraidâ¦â Hugh begins as we step through the safe house door.
âWhat is it?â Aran asks coldly.
But my stomach is already sinking when I see Valerie standing at the small door that leads to the panic room. Tears in her eyes as she holds the vial in her hand.
âWhat is it?â I ask quietly, dreading the answer.
âItâs not an antidote⦠you were tricked, Sebastianâ¦â she whispers, looking away in frustration as she struggles to control her anger.