71. A Taste of Desire ZAIA.
âI want to make a request.â âSure, what is it, Val?â âI⦠I donât want anyone to be allowed to enter my room without you. Valerieâs request replays in my mind even as I leave her room. She doesnât even want Jai thereâ¦
What is her reason? When I asked her she said nothing, but for someone who doesnât remember, she made it clear out there that she remembered some stuff. After all, she mentioned a âheâ I want to know more, but sheâs not in a good frame of mind right now.
I head upstairs to the childrenâs room and for the first time, I feel uneasy about them being alone with Mom. Itâs terrifying not being able to trust those around me. This makes me feel guilty too. She loves me, right?
I feel so⦠alone. With Dad having to stay behind, it will be on me to protect my children and Valerie.
Jai- I can trust Jai and I think I can trust Atticus. I know I donât agree with every decision he makes, but I donât feel like he is the enemy.
And then, of course, I have Sebastian. The one I know I can trust no matter what. Iâm grateful he will be by my side, right now I feel like he is whatâs keeping me going. I need him.
But Iâm still not getting anywhere. There are things that donât make sense to me. I mean, Mom has been here for so long and always supported me⦠am I being paranoid?
Well, pondering over the whyâs wonât help. I learned long ago, one should always trust their instinctsâ¦.
I check in on the children, deciding Iâll be spending the night with them. I just want to check on Sebastian once more before I shower and head to their room.
Goddess, even in my own home, I feel uneasy. I check a few of the windows and look outside to make sure the guards are in place before I walk to Sebastianâs room.
When we returned Jai said Sebastian had awakened shortly afterwards and was restless, so had decided to go for a run. Thatâs something Sebastian always did and Iâm glad he was ok.
I open his bedroom door after knocking lightly and look around the room. The bed is empty, but I see the slight dirt on the floor. Hearing the sound of the shower running fills me with relief, and I walk to the bathroom door. âSebastian? Are you alright?â I ask, my heart skipping a beat, knowing heâll be naked inside. I stay outside the door.
Thereâs silence for a moment before he speaks. âOf course I am. Are you worried about me?â âI was, and then you left for a run. Were you ok shifting with those injuries?â I answer.
âWhy donât you step inside and take a look for yourself?â he replies huskily. My stomach does a flip, but I donât hesitate, slowly stepping inside. I see Sebastian in the shower.
My throat goes dry as I watch the water run down his godly body. Oh fuckâ¦
His muscles flex as he brushes his hair off his face, and I swallow as I admire his body and then I realise his body is bruise and injury free. Not one woundâ¦
I look up, shocked, his vibrant blue eyes meet mine and he smiles slightly. âI guess shifting helps,â he says, rubbing the soap between his hands before he runs his hands over the planes of his abs.
âIâm gladâ¦â I say, feeling relieved. âI was worriedâ¦â
âOh yeah? Well, if youâre still worried, why not come a little closer, so you can be reassured I really am perfectly fine?â He smirks dangerously, and my heart thumps in response. The way he makes me react is intenseâ¦
âIâm not sure thatâs a good ideaâ¦â I say, running my fingers through my hair. âYour body says otherwise,â He replies, his gaze on my breasts as he leans back against the shower wall. He runs his soapy hand over his cock, stroking it slowly for a moment, his eyes on me.
I want to fuck him. He looks so damn sexy right now. Oh, Goddessâ¦
âHow can you be so certain, from all the way over there?â I ask. âThen how about you come over here so I can be certain?â he counters. âYou really are smooth,â I say as I make my way closer to him.
He smirks as I walk into the wide shower, the water drenching me, and he leans forward, pulling me closer. I gasp as Iâm hit with the full downpour of water and he tilts his head, smirking as he looks down at me.
âItâs cold!â He always did prefer the cold showers.âIâll heat you upâ¦â He replies, brushing his thumb over my lips.
I can feel his body against me through the thin fabric of my dress. He raises his hand, slowly brushing my hair back from my face. âYouâre an incredible woman, Zaia⦠always remember that,â he says.
I frown slightly, âWhy do I need to remember that? You are here to remind me and since Iâm going to have to put up with you at the Dark Hollow Falls Pack, itâs only fair, you boost my ego too.â I say, resting my hand on his chest, caressing the peppering of hair on it. It should be illegal to be so handsomeâ¦.
I can feel him hardening against my stomach, and he tilts his head. âThereâs far more I can do than boost your ego, Little Fox⦠if you allow meâ¦â he says quietly.
Our eyes meet and I know thereâs something slightly different in him. Is it because of what happened with the Triquetra forming and that it included Atticus? Iâm not sure⦠but as I gaze into his too⦠eyes, I realise that he needs me.
âThis doesnât change anything.â I say as I cup his face. He frowns slightly. âAre we talking about thisâ¦
or earlier?â he murmurs as he grips my waist, pressing me against himself.
I raise an eyebrow. âI meant the entire thing with the Triquetra⦠besides, who said weâre about to do anything right now?â I tease seductively.
âI did.â He responds arrogantly, as he swiftly hoists me up and, turning, presses me up against the wall making me gasp.
But I canât help but smile, excitement washing through me as I lock my legs around his waist and bite my lip. âYou really are the sexiest man in this world,â I whisper before we both lean in, and our lips meet in a passionate kiss.
âFuck,â he groans against my lip the moment I grind my core against his stomach. He grabs my breast, squeezing it and I sigh against his lips, our hands grope the otherâs body, trying to feel and touch every part we can reach as our lips move in perfect sync.
He knows how to kiss⦠Fuck, heâs excellent at it. A little rough, pretty dominant, and very passionate and when he kisses me; itâs like he wants to devour me completely. Making me feel like Iâm the only woman he wantsâ¦
âYou ARE the only woman I wantâ¦â he whispers, his deep voice a low rumble through his chest. I frown slightly. Did I say that out loud? Iâm about to speak when he bites down on my neck, sending sizzling pleasure through me.
The urge to have him mark me fills my mind, my core clenching in need. I can feel his dick against my ass, and I want him inside of me. I gasp when he squeezes my breast again.
âFuck me.â I breathe, making him groan as he nibbles on my earlobe. Simultaneously, he reaches down and pushes aside my underwear.
âAre you ready for me?â he purrs huskily as he squeezes his fingers inside of me and I moan loudly.
âOh, you are so fucking readyâ¦â he growls.
I open my eyes just as his lips claim mine once more and he slams into me. I gasp as pleasure rushes through me, accompanied by a sting of pain.
My nails dig into his skin as I try to take a moment to adapt but he has other plans as he pulls out and drives back in with one slow yet relentless hard thrust, making me whimper. He hits the spot oh so perfectly and I feel lightheaded.
A devilish smirk crosses his lips as his hand grabs my neck, squeezing hard. âShow me that tongue.â
He growls huskily and I obey, gasping for air. My heart thumps as he tilts his head, stroking my tongue erotically with his own. Oh fuckâ¦
I caress his with my own before he takes my tongue into his mouth, kissing me so sensually I feel my pussy throb. He continues to drive into me torturously slow, yet hard. Each time hitting the spot and making me moan in pleasure and satisfaction.
âThereâs my good girl⦠I want to hear you scream⦠let me hear how good Iâm making you feelâ¦â He says quietly, his voice holding a powerful command at the same time.
I moan in response as he speeds up a little and slams into me harder. The mix of pain and pleasure as he drives deep into me makes me lock my arr arms around his neck, burying my head into my shoulder to stop myself from screaming out.
I can barely breathe as he pounds into me, and soon I am unable to hold back my moans and screams.
âYou are so fucking tight, but Iâll help stretch you out.â He murmurs as he lets go of my ass and instead hooks his arms under my thighs as he drives into me again.
âOuch, fuck! Thatâs it!â I whimper hornily as he keeps pounding me harder and faster. âThatâs it. Fuck my pussy⦠Fuck Bastian!â
The water above soaks us both. Iâm extra aware of the heat of our bodies as they rub against one another as he fucks me.
âThatâs it, take me all in,â he groans, and I whimper. I feel overly full. He moves back slightly, I lean my back against the wall as he looks down at where our bodies connect as he rams into me roughly..
I canât help but scream out his name as his speed becomes intense and I feel myself nearing. My back rubs against the hard tiled wall behind me, my breasts bounce, and my eyes are half closed as I drown in the pleasure.
Through my hooded eyes, I see his eyes glowing steely silver, his canines elongated, and I donât know why⦠but it just makes him look even hotterâ¦
âYouâreâ¦.â I trail off, but he knows what I mean because he leans in kissing me roughly. âWeâre fucking born to be animals, Foxie⦠so why hold back?â he growls. Heâs rightâ¦
I yank him closer, kissing him back with equal passion and lust. Iâm so close, so fucking close. Why do I get this man so much? Because weâre soulmates⦠destined for each otherâ¦
Iâve never heard of what happens if a rejected couple re-marks on one another, but Iâm ready to find out. âMark me,â I whisper through my haze of pleasure.
Clawing my hand down his chest, cutting into his smooth skin, I allow his blood to wash away with the water. His eyes flash as he leans in, brushing his nose possessively against my neck. âOh, yeahâ¦â
âIâm coming.â I breathe. âThen come for me, princess.â He growls huskily, sinking his teeth into my neck, sending me off the edge, as an intense orgasm explodes through meâ¦