A Fatherâs Opinion ZAIA. âI wouldnât have expected this from you, Zaia,â Aran says as he sits behind his office desk in the Pack Building. His jaw is clenched, and his eyes are harsh as he sits there, watching me.
âI do apologise, but you have been refusing to answer my calls or to meet me and there is a lot we need to discuss,â I say, walking in and shutting the door behind me. The sound of my heels is loud in the silent room.
âAnd what exactly do we need to discuss? You have already disobeyed me, and you have been visiting Sebastian when I gave strict orders not to. So why should I bother to talk to you when there is nothing to say?â he asks coldly.
I tilt my head, taking a seat opposite him and I lean back, crossing my legs. âBecause you are Sebastianâs father and no matter how much you two clash, he is still your son.â
He scoffs. âSo, he hasnât shared with you that I am not his father?â Raising an eyebrow, I play with a strand of my hair.
âNot his father? How can you not be his father? Yes, he told me you had a sperm donor, but that doesnât take away the fact that he is your son.
Whether a child is adopted, or created via a sperm donor, any child you take in and raise as your son or daughter is yours. Sebastian is your son, no one elseâs.â
Thereâs a glint of something in his eyes before he looks away and he swallows, adjusting his tie, but he does not reply. âYou and Sebastian are far too alike, and that is why you clash,â I add.
They have a lot of differences, but they do have similarities and I donât know why Aran is so against him, but I am not here to make things worse but to try to fix them. He sits back and scoffs as if what I have said is amusing.
âWe have never seen eye to eye, yet despite everything I have done for him, he has done nothing but show me arrogance and disrespect. in return. Why should I acknowledge him?â
âYou did acknowledge him when you first made. him Alpha. Why is it that things got worse between you two after my divorce?â I ask.
Iâm not a fool, and although he seemed angry at me when I finally did decide to come back, our divorce was the starting point of things getting worse between the two.
He doesnât respond, staring at me as if wanting me to say what I have to and leave quickly.
âLook, I know Gerard is your cousin and you two might be close, but the way you had Sebastian arrested without hearing what happened was not right. He is your son, and you know him. Would he really harm someone like that?â
âHe was possibly angry at him. He had reason to be after all. I know the way Sebastian works.â âWhat reason could there have been, unless he was instigated?â
âHe was instigated. Didnât he tell you?â He raises an eyebrow before he lets out an arrogant scoff. I mask my feelings, wondering what else Sebastian is hiding from me. What does he mean he had reason to be angry at him?
âTell me what reason?â He refuses to answer, and I suppress my annoyance. âWell, I donât think his reason has anything to do with it, because I was the one who pushed Gerard.â
My words are soft but clear, and this time he isnât able to keep his mask of indifference on his face.
âDo continue.â âItâs a long story. Allow me to start from the beginning. But first, tell me, Mr. King, how much do you know about the Blood Born? The Sable and the Sublime, two triquetras to either guide our kind back to our goddess or the other sent to âcleanseâ the planet or, in other words, destroy our kind.â I ask. âI may have heard of it in passing,â he says. casually, but I have a gut feeling he knows more.
âOf course, you would have. I have not hidden it and although you werenât at The Crystal Shadows Pack the night that the Sublime Triquetra was formed, your allies were. And I know word has spread. I know you know that I am the final piece of the Sublime, the side that I chose. And Gerard, well⦠not only was he the shooter when I was abroad, but he is also part of those who believe and support the Sableâ¦â
Jai had confirmed that there was not a mark on him, which meant he was just on their side, not one of the three points. Aran frowns, and thereâs a glimmer of surprise in his eyes.
So, he didnât know about Gerard. He needs to know everything. I realise that if I need to get through to someone as stubborn as Aran King, then I need to be firm and clear.
Feeling a little more certain, I continue, quickly telling him how Sebastian had divorced me because of the threats, how his life was threatened and so was mine. The poisoning whilst I was pregnant, Atticus, Valerie, what the man had said to her. I tell him everything and return to Gerard.
ââ¦he admitted to being the shooter, and he threatened me. He wants me to stay away from Sebastian and that he is the reason Sia is sick.
Before my babies were born, he had someone inject me with something. God knows which visit or where this happened, but he attempted to blackmail me. If I stay away from Sebastian, he will give me the antidote Sia needs.â
For the first time, thereâs concern on his face. â Thereâs something wrong with her?â
I nod, âWe have tried so many avenues, even tried to heal her naturally. So many tests have been performed. Attempted treatment, nothing has worked. She is extremely weak.â I explain, my heart clenching at the thought of my little one.
âAnd so learning of Gerardâs involvement, you pushed him?â he says frowning.
âNot entirely. I pushed him after he kissed me forcefully and in my rage, I pushed him off me. Sebastian only took the blame to protect me,â I say quietly.
âThen you should be in prison, not him,â he answers. âMaybe, but Gerard is a monster and Sebastian and I are a team and will always protect one another, no matter who hates us for it and that wonât change.â
He shakes his head, smirking humourlessly. âItâs too late. Far too late.â
Those words again, Iâm sure heâ said them that day it all happened too. âWhat do you mean?â I ask. He sits back, pressing his fingertips together.
âThe thing is, Zaia, you two never should have split. Your relationship will never be the same. When something is broken once, it cannot be whole again. Those cracks remain. Iâve always disliked your family, but I knew you were the one who could save Sebastian, and so I approved of you.â
He now sits forward, his face as hard as ever, but his voice isnât so hostile. âBut itâs too late now.â
Is that regret in his tone?
âWhat do you mean?â He shakes his head. âI was told by someone long ago that there was a possible darkness in Sebastianâs future⦠and as long as he united. with his fated mate, he will be safe⦠but if they were ever to break apart, then he is doomed.â
His words send a wave of fear through me, and I frown deeply, but they also confirm he knew a lot more than he had admitted.
âNo⦠I donât believe that.â
He exhales sharply. âYou donât need to, but it is the truth. I knew that day it wasnât Sebastian who pushed Gerard. He wasnât in the room long enough and with the door open, we should have heard it and we did not. I knew you did it, but the thing is Zaia, when you chose Sublime, you ultimately tipped Sebastianâs scale to the dark side.â
âNo. Donât say-â
âDonât speak the truth? No! You wanted to hear it, so hear it. I may not have believed it all wholeheartedly, but to stay on the side of caution, I took the necessary precautions. It made sure you two were united. Things may be different now, but several years ago, I wanted to protect my son at all costs.â
I donât want to hear this! âWe can still help him. He may have the Blood Born symbol but-â
âSo, itâs already too late⦠Then, like myself, you need to see Sebastian as the enemy because the moment you two rejected one another was just the start and nothing can ever change that.â My heart is thudding. I donât want to hear this. I canâtâ¦
âI will give you one piece of advice, Zaia. Sebastian is better off remaining in prison. because if he is set free, I can assure you not only will you be making a grave mistake, but you will damn us all. The choice is in your hands.â