The feeling of your lips on mine
It still plays over in my mind
It's been a few months now
I wonder how
How do you take over my brain
You're slowly driving me insane
I hold on only for my son
I've known for awhile we were done
Giving up isn't easy and it really hurts
Not being their first
The way they indulge your pain
Like a run away train
Seeing them makes it worse
They were supposed to be your first
Letting go will lessen the pain
But how do you tell that to your brain
Your heart isn't ready to give up
It seems to be stuck
They invade your every thought
You stand rooted in your spot
Quickly don't look at their face
Because of regret and pain, you won't find a trace
They must not truly care
They weren't even supposed to be there
Them showing up was a surprise
Revenge isn't wise
Get on your knees and pray
Karma will find them one day
She is just and swift
Just pray for their name to be on the list