Him

Fuck your stupid lies, the way you made me feel, hurting , twisted broken , fruit leaking from the peel.

Unclear expectations. Judgement on your mind, defeated. I am weak. Sanity left behind

Clawing insecurities, the doubts . The bleeding skin.

Know not but underlined expectations. I'll surely never win.

You know I won't forget this. Take my memory, I can't bare another thought of you , your presence makes me ill

Our life we shared , and lost . Bittersweet for me I won , but really at what cost.

Understand my reasons, I wish they were not true , I thought you were a different man but that's you proved untrue .