For a moment, I think itâs a play of my imagination.
However, the image forms clear in front of me. My blurry vision slowly takes him in from bottom to top. The sophisticated shoes, the pressed suit, the big, masculine watch that gives off the same hard vibe as him.
And then his face. Those sharp features and defined jawline that are meant to cut. His hair appears slightly damp, which means he got caught in the drizzle outside.
Itâs only when Iâm trapped in his steel eyes that I finally breathe. Or maybe I stop breathing altogether.
I cut off eye contact before I see that look. The one he gave me last night and this morning. The look that guts me open without him having to say a word.
Jonathan slides into the chair beside me with utter confidence, as if Aiden and Elsaâs dining table is an extension of the King mansion. It takes everything in me not to stare at him some more, get lost in him some more. Justâ¦more.
Aiden joins his wife, but before he can sit down, Jonathanâs authoritative tone makes him pause. âWhereâs my plate?â
âYou werenât invited. Thereâs no more food.â
Elsa starts to push her pasta in her father-in-lawâs direction. âYou can have mine.â
Aiden presses his palm over hers, gently stopping her. âNonsense. Iâll get him a plate.â
Jonathan raises a perfect brow. âI thought there was no more food.â
His son narrows his eyes on him for a beat before he disappears into the kitchen.
âHow did you find me?â I whisper what Iâm thinking.
This is another reason why I donât drink. My inhibitions kind of disappear, and sometimes, I donât know when Iâm thinking aloud.
âI always know where you are.â He removes his jacket, places it on the chair beside him, and loosens his tie. âYou donât really think you can escape me, do you?â
I should focus on what heâs saying, but my entire attention is robbed by the way his lean, masculine fingers glide over the tie, wrapping around it. Tugging on it.
Why am I not that tie?
As if answering my thought, Jonathanâs knuckles glide over my cheek, turning up the heat a notch. âYouâre warm. Have you been drinking?â
I motion at my half-empty third glass. âA little?â
His gaze holds mine, and Iâm caged in the moment. Itâs like heâs taking me hostage, and I canât, under any circumstances, find a way out.
Not that I want to.
Aiden re-joins us and places the plate in front of his father â not so gently, might I add. Jonathan takes a moment before he drops his hand from my cheek.
âWhat is this supposed to be?â Jonathan asks as he stares at the pasta with meatballs.
âFood. Eat it.â Aiden pauses. âOr donât.â
âYou made it?â
âSo what if I did?â
âIs it edible?â
âIt is,â both Elsa and I say at the same time, then we break down in giggles.
Jonathan throws me an indecipherable glance before he takes a tentative bite of his food. Although Aiden pretends to be focused on his plate, his gaze keeps filtering back to his father.
The latter says nothing, but he keeps eating, which means he likes it. Jonathan is a tyrant and picky in everything â food included. He wouldnât have continued if he didnât like it.
Elsa asks Aiden to pass her the salt, and he says no because itâs not good for her health. Elsa tells him heâs being too much.
While theyâre busy arguing, I lean over to Jonathan until his woodsy scent smothers me and murmur, âTell him you like it.â
He turns his head so his lips are mere inches away from mine. His attention remains on my mouth as he whispers back, âWhat was that?â
I gulp at the heated look in his eyes. Itâs so different from the one he gave me this morning. Maybe that one will never appear again? Or is this wishful thinking because Iâm drunk. âThe pasta. Tell Aiden you like it. That would mean so much to him.â
âHow do you know that?â
âI just do.â
Even though he doesnât show it â and never would â Aiden does care about his fatherâs approval, in a way. Thereâs just a deep hole between father and son thatâs almost impossible to mend, and after talking with Aiden, Iâm certain it started after Aliciaâs death. Instead of fulfilling child Aidenâs emotional needs, Jonathan brought him up to be just like him. Impenetrable, hard, controlling. In his mind, he probably wanted his son to be the best, like everything about his own life. However, I donât think Aiden knows that. I feel like he thinks his father doesnât care about him in any other way, except for the fact that heâs his heir.
Jonathan does, though. I hear him every other day asking Harris for updates about Aiden and Levi. From the outside, it might seem like an extension of his control freak nature, and to some extent, it is, but he also makes sure theyâre fine and protected. Jonathan is the type who brings the world down if anyone so much as bothers his family. He just doesnât express it. In turn, Aiden doesnât know it. Thereâs a huge gap between father and son, and itâll take a long time to resolve the pile of miscommunication cluttered in their relationship.
But baby steps, right?
I pull away before Jonathan brushes his lips against mine. From the way heâs staring at me, I donât doubt that he might actually do it.
Itâs not only because of PDA, but Iâm also kind of worried about my reaction in my drunken state. Who knows if Iâll start clawing at his clothes right in front of his son and daughter-in-law?
âItâs different from Margotâs.â Jonathan pauses eating to pour himself a glass of wine. âItâs good.â
Both Elsa and Aiden halt their banter about the salt and stare at Jonathan as if heâs grown a few heads.
I wouldnât be surprised if this was the first time the tyrant ever complimented Aiden. He can be so heartless sometimes.
Okay, most of the time.
Aiden clears his throat but remains silent.
Itâs Elsa who grins like a proud mama. âHe cooks the best food ever.â
âMaybe he can cook something for the family dinner next time.â Jonathan is speaking to Aiden, but he stares at me over the rim of his glass, and I pretend Iâm not the subject of his attention.
âOnly if Levi does,â Aiden says.
âMake it a competition, then.â Jonathan takes a sip of his wine. âAurora and I will be judges.â
Elsa points her glass of wine at herself. âHow about me?â
âYour and Astridâs votes arenât subjective. Youâre forbidden from voting.â
She appears disappointed, but she touches her husbandâs bicep. âIâm sure Aiden will win.â
âWeâll see.â
Iâm about to reprimand Jonathan for being his usual aloof self, but the sadistic spark in Aidenâs eyes stops me. He likes the challenge his father is throwing his and Leviâs way.
The King men surely think differently. Itâs like they bond over battles and wars.
As a confirmation to my theory, after dinner, Aiden does the dishes, then sits with Jonathan around a coffee table on which thereâs a glass chessboard. Itâs similar to the one at home, where Jonathan has taught me how to play.
Or tried to, anyway. I usually end up straddling his lap or splayed all over the chessboard as he fucks me.
I fight the flush that covers my skin but fail. Thank God for the wine; otherwise, my arousal would be clear.
Both Jonathan and Aidenâs poses are similar, their grey eyes sharpened as they think of ways to bring the other down.
As Elsa and I finish our no-idea-how-many glass of wine, my attention is robbed by Jonathanâs pure masculine beauty. He leans both elbows on his knees and forms a steeple at his chin with his fingers. Those long fingers that I canât stop staring at â or at him.
It takes them both a long time to make a move because, I assume, they calculate like hell before attempting it. When Jonathan slides a piece forwards, heâs so sure and confident. Thereâs no question that heâll win. Aiden might pose a threat, but itâs still too early for him to beat his father.
That doesnât stop the younger King from trying, though. He grew up to be a force not to be trifled with.
Be proud, Alicia. Your boy is now a man.
âTheyâre so alike,â Elsa whispers from beside me. Weâre snuggled on the sofa opposite them, sharing a soft blanket.
âI know,â I murmur back. âDoes Jonathan always come over to play with Aiden?â
âWeâve been living here for fifteen months, and this is the first time Jonathan has stepped foot into our house. I thought heâd never come over, so thank you for bringing him. I know it means a lot to Aiden.â
âI didnât bring him.â
âYes, you did.â She grins and it appears child-like, considering her drunken state. âTold you. Youâre the colours in his life.â
Am I, though?
After all, heâs been disappointed in me since last night. Even the alcohol isnât able to make me forget about that part.
We watch them some more as we talk about university and the differences between my experience of it and hers.
When my eyes droop, Elsa leads me upstairs and into the guest room I changed my clothes in earlier.
Thereâs a bed, a half-empty antique wardrobe, and a tall side lamp. Itâs simple, beautiful, and cosy.
âSorry itâs not much.â Elsa brings out blankets from the wardrobe. âI havenât had the chance to properly decorate it. Aiden said weâd never have guests, because heâd kick them out.â
âSounds like Aiden.â
âTell me about it.â She rolls her eyes and motions at the fresh towels and the silky nightgown on the bed. âLet me know if you need anything else.â
âThank you.â
âIâm the one who should thank you for coming into our lives.â She hugs me, her coconut scent mixing with the wine. âThank you so much for giving Aiden a chance to not only move on from Alicia, but to also find some middle ground with his father.â
âI did nothing.â
She pulls back, a smile on her flushed face. âYeah, you did. Aiden had a weird relationship with Jonathan and, deep down, itâs because of Aliciaâs death. The fact that youâre trying to mend it means a lot to him. He doesnât know how to be grateful, so Iâll do that on his behalf.â
The devotion and affection she has for her husband warms my heart. Age really doesnât matter. They might be barely twenty, but they share the connection of an old couple in complete harmony. âAiden is so lucky to have you in his life, Elsa.â
âAnd Jonathan is lucky to have you in his.â
I wouldnât be so sure about that.
After Elsa leaves, I strip off the dress and underwear to put on the nightgown. It takes me several minutes due to my drunken state. I trip and catch myself, only to trip again.
âStupid clothes,â I mumble.
You know what? Who needs a nightgown? My skin is on fire anyway.
I kick all the clothes away, slip under the covers, and close my eyes.
Much better.
It doesnât take me long to fall asleep. I dream of strong hands twisting my nipples and fingers slipping into my pussy. My back arches off the bed as a moan falls from my lips.
The fingers angle inside me, hitting my sweet spot. I writhe in their merciless hold, needing more.
Oh. There. Just there.
He curls his fingers deeper inside me. âHere?â
My eyes snap open at the familiar voice.
Itâs not a dream. Itâs Jonathan.