Iâm shaking by the time the car stops. I have no clue about the destination. All I know is that I should stay far away from that place, those people.
From everything.
Ethan didnât try to talk to me, and Iâm glad for that. I wouldnât have been able to converse with him even if my life depended on it.
Iâm back to being that teenage girl who sat in a dark corner in the safe houses the police took me to. I pulled my knees to my chest and trembled all night, unable to rid the victimsâ faces from my mind.
At every trial, their families brought their happy pictures, their toddler albums, their graduation memories â all the things that made them human.
They thrust them in my face and demanded I see how their lives were stolen and could never be retrieved.
In that dark corner, I prayed for their souls. I even asked for forgiveness on Dadâs behalf, but with time, I stopped everything altogether.
I think a part of me died during those excruciatingly long weeks. With every trial, every escape from the media, and every look in Dadâs desolate eyes, pieces of my soul slowly chipped, then scattered.
For eleven years, Iâve been trying to gather them back together again, and just when I thought I finally could, the nightmare rushes back in.
The door opens, and I startle, pushing into Ethanâs side. What if they found me so soon and will now finish what they started eleven years ago?
Maybe my attacker has returned and heâll drag me back to that eighth grave.
A breath leaves me when I get trapped in those grey eyes. Itâs a weird sense of relief, something I never thought Iâd feel upon seeing Jonathan.
Thereâs a crease in the middle of his forehead as if he doesnât approve of the scene. As proof, he clutches me by the elbow and pulls me out of the car. I stumble, but he catches me against him, his arm wrapping tightly around my waist.
He leans back into the car to glare at Ethan. âGet off my property and donât show your face here again.â
âA thank you would be nice,â Ethan shoots back.
âYouâre lucky that Iâm not setting you and your car on fire.â
âIf it werenât for me and my car, Aurora wouldnât have gotten here in time.â
I gulp, imagining what mightâve happened if I had been caught there on my own. Sure I couldâve escaped, but they couldâve recognised me first, or worse, filmed me and caused some sort of a media ruckus.
âThatâs why Iâm allowing you to leave intact.â Jonathan slams the door shut.
Ethan lowers the window. âTake care of yourself, Aurora.â
And just like that, the car speeds down the road.
âThat fucker.â Jonathan stares at the retreating vehicle.
Iâm still shaking, and as much as I want to, I canât stop. There isnât anything I want more than to pull myself together and thenâ¦what? Run? Disappear? Is that even an option anymore?
Jonathan holds me by my shoulders an armâs length away and leans down so he can stare me in the eyes. Thereâs a slight furrow in his brow, only, itâs not his usual disapproval; itâs something similar to concern. âAre you okay?â
Tears gather in my eyes as I shake my head frantically. I donât attempt to speak, because I have no clue what to say, and something tells me Iâd burst out in sobs.
I donât want Jonathan â or anyone â to see me that way.
âYou will be.â His thumb slides under my eyes, gathering the unshed tears and wiping them away. âDo you trust me?â
I stare at him, taken aback by his sudden question.
If heâd asked me that in the past, my answer wouldâve been a definite no â especially after I heard Aliciaâs message. However, ever since that turned out to be null, thereâs been something morbid growing inside me for this man. Maybe trust is part of that?
When I donât answer, he grabs me by the hand, where the wound is almost healed. âYouâll have to trust me on this one.â
Before I can make out what he means, Jonathan drags me to his car. As soon as we slide inside, Moses drives out at full speed. I physically push back against the seat cushions from the force of it.
Jonathan straps a seatbelt across my chest, then asks Moses, âIs everything set?â
âYes, sir.â
âDid Harris confirm?â
âYes, the flight is scheduled upon your arrival.â
âWhoa. Hold on.â I stare between Mosesâs bald head and Jonathan. âWhat flight? Where are we going?â
âAway from here,â Jonathan says simply.
âAway, where?â
He runs his knuckles over my cheek, and I resist the urge to close my eyes and lean into his touch. He always gets to me when he does that. âA place where they canât find you.â
âT-they?â
âMy resources tell me the prosecutor will issue a warrant to bring you in for questioning, and there might be a travel ban.â
âThey can find me?â
âIf Maximâs lawyer can, so can they. Besides, heâs the one who revealed your new identity.â
âWonât I, you know, be considered a fugitive if I leave the country?â
âThereâs no travel ban at the moment. This is completely legal, but even if it isnât, who fucking cares? I wonât let them have you under custody until the trial â thatâs out of the question. Besides, you need to clear your head.â His hand grabs both of mine before he lifts them and kisses my knuckles. âYou havenât stopped shaking.â
Iâm breathless, caught in a trance by the way his lips glide over the back of my hands. Heâs not only kissing them, but in his own way, heâs also comforting me.
Who knew there would be a day where Jonathan King comforts me?
âThere. Thatâs much better.â He cradles my hands, which have stopped trembling, on his lap.
It takes everything in me not to wrap my arms around him in a hug. Heâs offering me an attentiveness that I never thought anyone, let alone he of all people, would show me.
âThen what?â I murmur now that Iâm in a calmer state.
His thumb traces the back of my hand, eliciting small bursts of comfort. âIâll figure it out, but for now, we need to stay away from the media turmoil. When they find out youâre no longer here, Maximâs lawyer will play a media game and fully expose your new identity. Weâre not only talking about where youâre living and your company, but everything he already knows will be discussed by the entire country.â
âHoly shit,â I breathe out in a low murmur. The scenarios heâs painting in my head form like a black doom.
âI know itâs a difficult time, Aurora, but we need to get ready for all possibilities.â
âOh my God! What about H&H and Layla?â
âHarris is on it. I currently own H&H, so Layla should be fine, but I canât guarantee they wonât harass her or her family. They should go stay someplace else. I have Harris arranging a safe hotel for them. Can you ask her to go with him?â
âUhâ¦yeah.â I pull my phone and wince when I find about ten missed calls from Jonathan and five from her.
Jonathanâs hawk-like attention doesnât miss whatâs on my screen and his tone hardens. âAnd next time, answer my fucking calls, Aurora.â
âIâm sorry. Iâ¦wasnât thinking.â Iâm still not â not straight, anyway.
âYou were with Ethan.â
âIâm thankful he was there.â
Jonathanâs grip tightens around my wrist, but he says nothing. He also recognises that I shouldnât have been alone in the midst of people who most likely wouldâve gotten my head on a stick.
I dial Layla and she answers after the first ring. âWhat the F, mate! Donât ghost me. That stuff gives me PTSD now.â
âSorry, Lay. Something came up.â
âNo kidding. Harris is at our house, saying we need to go, or something.â
âYeah, Lay, please go with him. Iâ¦Iâm so sorry I got you, Kenza, and Hamza involved in this. Iâm so sorry.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
The whole case is public now, and sheâll see it eventually. However, I donât want her to hear about it from strangers. âMaxim Griffin, the one whoâs currently all over the news?â
âWhat about that psycho?â
âH-heâs my father, Lay.â
Thereâs no answer from the other side. Itâs the first time Laylaâs been speechless, and itâs not the good type.
âA-are you going to say something?â
âWait up. So youâre, like, the daughter who reported him?â
âYeah.â
âOh.â
âIâm s-so sorry, Lay. I know I shouldâve told you before and Iâm sorry you guys will be implicated in this when my new identity is revealed, so just tell them you didnât know. Say I played you, lied to you.â
âBollocks. Where are you?â
âIâm leaving for a bit. Please follow Harris. Itâs for your own safety. Please.â
âWeâll go to our relatives in Birmingham. Donât worry about us. You just take care of you, okay?â Her voice turns brittle at the end and she pauses before saying, âRemember, youâre my ride or die, mate. Iâve got you.â
âLayâ¦â I choke on my tears, gripping the phone hard.
By the time I end the call, Iâm too emotional to talk. The fact that Layla is on my side without even hearing the full story squeezes my heart. I didnât know I needed her support until now.
Jonathan takes the phone from between my fingers and powers it off.
âWhy are you taking it away?â
âJournalists will start bugging you.â
The rest of the way is spent in silence as Jonathan holds my hand in his lap, still stroking my skin.
If it werenât for my loud thoughts that donât seem like theyâll be cooling down anytime soon, I wouldâve fallen asleep on his lap like I usually do when weâre in a long car ride.
We arrive at a secluded landing area of an airport and a plane waits for us. When we come out, Jonathan places a hand on the small of my back and leads me to it. Moses carries bags, which I didnât know were already packed and loaded, from the car.
The flight attendant, a redhead with a blinding smile, welcomes us in. Jonathan doesnât release me until weâre inside, and thatâs only because the entryway doesnât fit two people at the same time.
The luxury is clear in the furnishings, from the dark ceiling and flooring to the light caramel plush seats that appear custom-made.
The only flights Iâve ever taken were from Leeds to Glasgow, then from Glasgow to London. And those were the lowest classes available. I have no idea what first-class looks like, but something tells me this is a step further.
It isnât until weâre completely inside that I notice no one but us is here.
âDid you book the entire flight?â I ask Jonathan.
âDidnât need to. This is my private jet.â
Right. Not that it should be a surprise that Jonathan has his own jet. He travels around the world a lot. Or thatâs what he did before I came along, as Harris likes to remind me in his snobbish tone.
He lets me sit by the window as if he remembers when I told him that Iâd never left the UK. Iâve never had the chance to look out from a window seat and have always wondered what it would feel like.
Jonathan fastens my seatbelt, then does his own as a suave male voice fills the space.
âWelcome aboard, Mr King and Miss Harper. Weâll be taking off in a few minutes, so please fasten your seatbelts. We will reach our destination in approximately thirteen hours. I wish you a comfortable flight.â
The voice disappears and Iâm about to ask Jonathan where weâre going, considering the time weâll have to spend on the plane. Before I can open my mouth, the flight attendant reappears and nods when she makes sure the seatbelts are in place.
âCan I get you water? A drink?â She focuses on Jonathan and her smile widens as her voice drops. âAnything?â
I narrow my eyes at her as she blatantly flirts with Jonathan. Is she one of his ex-fuck buddies? There could be no other explanation for the way she openly flirts.
The idea of Jonathan touching her in the same way he touches me, kissing her, or even talking to her like he does to me turns my blood hot, then cold.
âWeâre good,â I say, glad I donât snap.
Sheâs still focused on Jonathan as if my words donât matter and I want to claw her eyes out.
Itâs only when Jonathan dismisses her with a finger that she leaves, but she does so with a deliberate sway of her hips.
âI didnât know redheads were your type,â I say before I get the chance to measure my words.
âThey arenât.â
âWell, you obviously had a thing with her.â
âHer?â he repeats, slight amusement shining in his eyes.
âThe flight attendant.â
âI havenât.â
âAre you telling me women just flirt with you?â
âThey do. Doesnât mean I pay them any of my attention.â
I peek at him through my lashes. âNot even her?â
âNo. I donât mix business with pleasure.â
âBut you did with me.â
âTrue, though I never considered you business.â
My teeth sink into my bottom lip at his unsaid words. The fact that he considers me pleasure.
The plane starts moving, then ascends. My nails dig into the plush armrest of the chair. Once again, Jonathan takes my hand in his, and my nerves slowly calm.
I get lost in the early evening sky and the city lights as they get farther away the higher we ascend. The view is mesmerising. I canât believe how much Iâve been missing out in life. Iâm twenty-seven going on twenty-eight, yet I feel like a toddler in this world.
âItâs so beautiful,â I murmur.
âIndeed.â
My attention snaps back to Jonathan, and just like the other time in the park, heâs not watching the view, heâs watching me.
âRight,â I joke. âYouâve probably seen this scenery like a thousand times.â
âIt feels like a first with you.â
My lips part, but no words come out. God. He sometimes says shit that turns me speechless and so utterly touched. How the hell does he do that?
âAre you comfortable?â he asks.
âMmm.â
âYou might want to rest. Here.â He fiddles with something on the side and both chairs fall back in a comfortable reclined position. Jonathan removes the seatbelts and pulls up the armrest so thereâs nothing between us.
I donât hesitate as my head rests on his chest, half my body covers his like we do when we sleep. His fingers caress my hair, and I lean farther into his touch.
It could be his soothing heartbeat or the peaceful atmosphere or that Iâm putting a pause on the chaos back home, but sleep comes almost immediately.
âWhere are we going anyway?â I ask in a half-sleepy tone.
âTo my island.â