I carry a sleeping Aurora in my arms from the bathroom to the bedroom.
I keep telling her that falling asleep in the bathtub is dangerous, but she mumbles that Iâm there.
Itâs true. I am there. I donât take the fact that she trusts me enough to fall asleep in my arms for granted.
Since I took her a few days ago, Iâve been trying to spend as much time with her as physically possible.
Not having her sleep next to me on an everyday basis has been torture. Needless to say, Iâve been having blue balls for all the times I didnât fuck her or spank her until she begged me to come.
But hereâs the strangest part. Itâs not only about the physical connection â even if it started that way. While I love how she comes undone under my touch, I enjoy how she curls into my embrace more. How she wraps her arms and legs around me while she sleeps. How she holds on to me when she has nightmares. How my name is the first thing she whispers when she wakes up. How she grabs my arm and invites me to the baths I run for her.
Most of all, I enjoy how she tells me about her days and her work. How she retells one of her and Laylaâs adventures with a huge smile on her face. How she keeps urging me to get in touch with Aiden and Levi because theyâre my family.
Aurora barged into my life, wreaked havoc in my order, and disrupted my chessboard. At first, the moves she made were insignificant, but they kept escalating with time. By the time I noticed the changes, it was already too late to kick her out.
Not that I would.
If anything, Iâm keeping her.
All of her.
She smells of her apple lotion that Iâve become lowkey addicted to. Itâs not even about the scent of apples â itâs about her natural body warmth mingled with it. Itâs a trademark that no other human being would be able to replicate.
I canât get enough of it no matter how long I fill my nostrils with it.
She moans softly when I place her on the bed. I cover her with a sheet over her bathrobe and spend a few minutes watching her.
It doesnât matter how often I see her soft face with the tiny features, full lips and long lashes. It doesnât matter whether sheâs asleep or awake.
I canât get enough of watching her, of wanting to get so close that she wonât be able to leave.
Am I being overbearing? Probably.
But I honestly canât imagine my life without her in it. If anything, Iâve forgotten how I used to live before she came along.
I brush my lips against her forehead before I begrudgingly leave her side and step into my closet.
After putting on a tuxedo, I stand in front of the mirror to do my bowtie. While I hate to leave Auroraâs side, I have a banquet to attend.
Sheâs out for the night after the thorough fucking and bath massage.
Besides, if I even attempt to skip tonight, Harris will show up here and bitch for an hour about meetings like the workaholic he is.
Itâs strange that I used to be exactly like him â if not more demanding â but now, the idea of leaving takes all my self-restraint.
Tiny hands wrap around my chest from behind as her warmth glues to my back.
Auroraâs head peeks from the side and she meets my gaze in the mirror. âGoing somewhere?â
âWork.â
âWhat happened to âweâll stay in bed all day?ââ She tries to hide her disappointment from her overly expressive eyes and fails. She can be so adorable sometimes.
âDidnât we, wild one?â
âWell, not really.â
âI think your arse and pussy would testify otherwise.â
She hides her face against my jacket to camouflage the flaming of her cheeks. I get the urge to grab her and kiss the fuck out of her.
So I do just that.
Spinning around, I wrap my hand around her throat. Her dark blue eyes meet mine, wide, expectant, and I meet those expectations when I slam my lips to hers.
I lost count of how much Iâve kissed her but each time she melts against me, her tiny fingers wrapping around my bicep or nape, it feels like a first.
And like every first, I feast on her luscious lips, grabbing her by the arse and pulling her against my trousers.
Iâm rock hard again. Fuck.
Pulling away, I breathe against her mouth without releasing neither her arse nor throat. âGo back to sleep.â
âDo you not want me with you?â
âWhat the fuck is that nonsense?â
âWellâ¦â she stares at her feet. âYou donât take me with you to events or even invite me.â
I place two fingers underneath her chin, forcing her to stare up at me. âDidnât you say you donât want to take part in anything that has to do with âmy world?ââ
âThat was before. I thoughtâ¦â
âYou thought what?â
âI thought you were embarrassed to have me on your arm.â
âWhy would I be embarrassed?â
âYouâre not the type to be embarrassed, but, you know.â
âNo, I donât know. Youâre not my dirty little secret, Aurora. Iâll shout at the top of the world that youâre mine if thatâs what it will take.â
Her delicate throat works up and down with a swallow. âBut people will talk about my resemblance to Alicia.â
âFuck people, and Alicia has been dead for eleven years. I donât think she minds.â
âSo youâre not keeping it a secret?â
âWhy the fuck would I announce in front of the world that youâre my fiancée if I was keeping it a secret? Stop having those thoughts, okay?â
âOkay.â A smile grazes her lips as she tiptoes and kisses me on my cheeks. âHave fun.â
I grab her by the arm before she can leave. âWhere do you think youâre going?â
âBack to sleep.â
âForget about that. Youâre coming with me.â
âI am?â
âIf you want to. I would be happy if you came with me and made the night less boring.â I rephrase so it doesnât come off as if Iâm ordering her around.
Aurora is a strong, independent woman, and needs her choices. I think part of the reason why she acted up the other time was because I completely took that will away.
Itâs hard to give a choice when Iâm used to my orders being met, but for her, I will learn. Eventually.
âI would love to.â She wraps her arms around my neck and seals her lips to mine.
As I kiss her, I know, I just know that thereâs only one choice I would never give her.
The choice to leave me.