If you want something done, you should get your hands dirty.
I donât do that â usually. I have no problem crushing people with lawful methods. I even like seeing them struggle to turn the law to their favour and fail.
The law stands with the strongest. And in this world, thatâs me.
However, when lawful methods donât work, itâs time to go to the other side of the wall.
Harris has been coming up blank with the identity of Auroraâs attacker, even by using the intel given to him by our top-notch security company.
Since the law-abiding security team didnât bring anything, I find myself at the Rhodes estate.
The duke of the house, Tristan Rhodes, has agreed to my offer, as he should, considering I gave him a discount I wouldnât present to anyone else. His family is returning to business in the near future and he needs any push he can get in the right direction.
Iâm willing to enter a profitable partnership with him for what heâll give me in return.
As Moses drives down the long, undulated road, Harris watches out the window, his calculative gaze lingering on the countless security guards stationed in each corner covering almost every surface of the property. Their grim faces and the metal glinting from their sides hint at the damage they can cause if they choose to attack.
âThis is like a crime lordâs house, not a dukeâs.â Harris faces me, his tablet lying on his lap for the first time inâ¦well, ever. âMaybe we should consider other ways.â
âIts similarity with a crime lordâs residence is what makes it useful. I will not waste more time.â
The man who fucking stabbed Aurora will be brought to his knees in front of her sooner rather than later.
Harris scrolls through his tablet. âOkay, letâs go through the information we have one more time. Tristan and his cousin, Aaron Rhodes, are the only remaining members of the once-powerful Rhodes family. They spent most of their childhood and teenage years in a boarding school after a fire that wiped out the rest of their family, but there are rumours.â
âThat they were betrayed and the fire was instigated. That information is going viral in the aristocratic community. Many say that Tristan and Aaron are back for revenge.â
âCorrect, but Iâve been doing some more digging andâ¦â He lifts his head and readjusts his glasses with his index and middle finger. âItâs rumoured that theyâre trained in combat, which shouldnât be the case since theyâve never been in the military.â
âPerfect. That means Tristan knows the people I need and wonât waste my time.â
âIt means theyâre dangerous, sir. Doing business with them is one thing, but getting involved in their secret lives is an entirely different territory.â
âIf it gets me what I want, I donât mind.â
âHow about your principle of not taking risky decisions?â
âRisky decisions need to be made sometimes for better opportunities. Besides, Tristan is a businessman before anything else. He knows how to speak the language of profit.â
The car comes to a halt, and I step out, buttoning my jacket.
This isnât the first time Iâve been here, but I usually come to the Rhodes estate with either guests or Ethanâs unwelcome presence to conclude business deals.
A security man motions at me to go into the northern wing. There are four wings in the estate, and Tristan always welcomes his guests in this one.
The other wings sit majestically in the distance â eastern, western, and southern â forming a massive rectangular shape. Despite the effort Tristan and Aaron have spent in turning this place into what resembles a palace, thereâs a certain haunting quality to the Rhodes estate.
Itâs probably because of the fire and the number of people who lost their lives in it.
It reeks of death; I can smell it no matter how many flowers and perfumes are used to mask it.
A statue of a knight on a black horse sits majestically in the middle of the reception hall. Another statue, a black jaguar with blue gems as eyes, stares down his nose at me.
Thatâs another weird quirk of the Rhodesâ. They actually raise live jaguars as pets.
I follow the security man up the sweeping marble stairs until we reach Tristanâs office. He stops, straightening as if he needs to be presentable for the task, before he knocks on the door.
âCome in,â Tristanâs levelled voice reaches us from the inside.
The buff man opens the door and nods at me to go in. As soon as I enter, the door closes. I have no doubt the security team member will stay in front of the office in case I pose a threat to his employer.
Not that I would. Heâs an ally, and I take good care of my allies.
Tristan isnât behind his large desk. Heâs casually sitting in the lounge area, reading from a newspaper. Heâs wearing a dark blue striped suit. Italian. Interesting. Nobles usually prefer English cut suits, but Tristan is an exception to his title in many ways.
He and his cousin have black hair and dark eyes that differentiates them in a crowd. Although Tristan is in his mid-thirties, he has the mind of someone much older. The most fascinating part is that he doesnât like to show it â almost as if heâs living a secret life, as Harris suggested.
Upon my arrival, he neatly folds the newspaper and slides it onto the table, showcasing his family crest ring that rests on his index finger. Taking his time, he stands up and buttons his jacket. âJonathan, welcome.â
I take his hand in a firm handshake. âYour Grace.â
âWeâre past the titlesâ nonsense. Tristan is enough.â He motions at the chesterfield sofa across from him. âPlease.â
I unbutton my jacket and sit down, acutely noticing that the contact he said would be waiting for me isnât here.
âDo you want anything to drink?â
My gaze discreetly takes in my surroundings, so I commemorate details in case thereâs a need for an escape plan. I might consider Tristan an ally, but I never allow myself to get too comfortable. âIâll take cognac on ice.â
âExcellent choice.â He strides across to his minibar and pours us both a drink. And while I know he prefers scotch, he returns with two cognacs.
Thatâs a good tactic to show how open-minded he is, and to put me at ease in return. Only, I never leave myself unprotected.
He pauses near the open balcony thatâs directly opposite me before he settles across from me. Well, wellâ¦
âHave I shown up early?â I take a sip of my drink.
âNo, not at all. Perfect timing as usual, Jonathan.â Cradling the drink in his hand, he leans his elbows on his knees. âI just thought we could talk about your needs before I put you in contact with my man.â
âI need someone to be found.â
His expression doesnât change, but I sense how his mind is calculating. Heâs a bit like me in how he masters which emotions to show and which to keep buried. âWeâll need more than that. Background?â
âNot much, except that he mustâve lived in Leeds or North Yorkshire for a while, or he couldâve visited them often.â After all, Moses lost all trace of him because he knew the area more than Moses did.
âHow about your reason for wanting to find him?â He motions at my neck. âDoes it have to do with that?â
The scratch Aurora left on my neck. It was like a cornered kitten trying to find a way out.
âCould be.â
âAnd?â
âIs knowing the reason necessary?â
âIâm afraid, yes, Jonathan. Letâs just say my man doesnât like ââ he makes air quotes ââ âboringâ missions.
âItâs related to Maxim Griffinâs murders.â Thatâs all he needs to know.
Tristan raises a brow, appearing impressed. âThatâs certainly not boring.â
âI assume youâve heard about Maxim.â
âWho hasnât? Letâs just say heâs weak for choosing helpless victims.â
âIâm in.â The voice reaches me before a man saunters in from the balcony. I figured someone was out there, but I thought it could be one of Tristanâs endless security folk.
The man standing in front of me has a sophisticated aura about him. Heâs wearing a designer shirt and trousers. No jacket or tie â which means heâs not a businessman but likes elegance. His hair is styled, and his features are sharp but not in a criminal kind of way, more like how models look. Heâs certainly not what I expected from what Tristan said about him.
According to the duke, this man was a key player in the Russian mafia in New York. What I found impressive about his background is the fact that he killed for a living for a long time and his speciality is tracking and finding.
His face is definitely not what I had in mind. I thought I would find a buff man with mean, angular features.
Heâs certainly not that. Moreover, he appears to be younger than Tristan, barely in his early thirties. The only thing that hints at his true nature is the sparkling in his light blue eyes. Mentioning Maximâs name is a deal sealer for him.
Killers and their need to outsmart each other is a translation of their egos. They like knowing theyâre the smartest and strongest alive.
Itâs something Iâll use to my complete advantage.
âJonathan, this is Kyle.â Tristan motions at him. âAn old associate of mine.â
âAssociate?â Kyle scoffs. His accent is standard English, but thereâs something in its undertone that I canât quite pinpoint. Itâs like he learnt to speak that way but had to shed another accent. A northerner, perhaps? Scottish? Irish? âStop the nonsense and tell him we used to kill together.â
âKyle.â Tristan glares at him.
âWhat?â Kyle sits beside him and snatches his drink. âI didnât know it was a secret.â
âItâs safe with me,â I say. Not that I didnât suspect it. The Rhodes family has always given off vibes, especially Tristanâs cousin, Aaron.
âIt better be.â Kyle takes his time to savour his drink. âOr else weâll have toâ¦you knowâ¦shut you up with other methods.â
âYouâre not allowed to threaten my guests, Kyle.â
âIâm just putting it out there.â Kyle is the type who speaks with complete nonchalance, appearing almost bored, but he knows exactly what heâs doing.
Not that he rattles me. No one does.
Or more accurately, no one aside from the woman whoâs locked in her room because she was trying to escape.
I canât believe she attempted to fucking jump right after she was attacked. My chest constricts whenever I think of what couldâve happened if Moses and I had been even a few seconds too late.
Or if I hadnât been there to catch her.
The fact that she changed so suddenly has been sending my mind into overdrive. I barely slept last night. Every time I closed my eyes, her vulnerable fainted state came to mind.
It doesnât help that my bed feels empty without her. It shouldnât, but it fucking does.
Pushing that thought out of my head, I focus on Kyle. âCan you find who Iâm looking for?â
âI can find anyone.â
âTristan will forward you all the information we have.â I take a drink. âI want him alive.â
Both Tristan and Kyle smile at that. But the sadism that shines in Kyleâs eyes is nothing like Iâve seen before. Itâs almost as if he finds a sick pleasure in it. âI love it when theyâre aliveâ¦at first.â
âWhatâs the time frame?â I ask.
âAs long as it takes. Iâll be in touch when I find your guy, or girl, you never know.â
âName your price and Iâll pay.â
âI donât need money.â He stands. âOnce the mission is complete, Iâll take payment in the form of a favour.â
I donât like that idea. Money is more about cutting loose ends, but a favour could be anything. However, since my choices are limited, I nod.
âPerfect. Looking forward to this.â He heads to the balcony. âAnd here I thought England was boring.â
âThereâs a door,â Tristan says in a semi-exasperated, semi-resigned tone.
âDoors are dull.â And with that, Kyle jumps from the balcony.
Tristan shakes his head, then smiles at me. âYou can trust Kyle with this. Heâs one of the best.â
âIâm counting on that.â
âMay I ask what you intend to do with this man once you find him?â
âMake him wish he was never alive.â
Because no one, and I mean no-fucking-one, touches whatâs mine and lives.
I reach home somewhere after seven. Harris stays at the company to send me updates about an upcoming merger.
Usually, Iâd remain with him, but my attention is constantly robbed by the wild presence I left at home. Although thereâs security and Margot is to bring Aurora meals, I donât trust she wonât do something stupid.
Aurora is not only like an injured animal. Sheâs also trapped, and they tend to bite any chance they get.
A tiny woman in baggy clothes is shouting at the front gate guard. Layla. Of course. I knew sheâd show up here and create a ruckus over her friendâs disappearance.
I motion at Moses to stop, and he obeys. The front gate guard nods at me in acknowledgement.
She points a finger at herself. âIâm talking to you. Pay attention, or better yet, let me in.â
âNot going to happen, Miss Hussaini,â I speak to her through my window.
She whirls around and narrows her fierce eyes on me. âJohnny! Whereâs Aurora? What have you done to her?â
âDone to her? What makes you think Iâve done anything to her?â
âShe would never skip a day at work without telling me first, and she hasnât answered my calls and texts for more than forty hours.â
âThatâs oddly precise.â
âThatâs because sheâs never done it.â
âSheâs a bit unwell and needs rest.â
âUnwell how?â
âSick, tired, or both.â
âThen tell your bloke here to let me in so I can check on her.â
âIâm afraid thatâs not possible at the moment.â
âWhy not? Unless you did something to her!â She gasps. âI swear if you donât let me see her, Iâm going to call the police.â
âYou wonât be able to do anything to me, Miss Hussaini, but if youâre stupid enough to call the police, Iâll bring your family to the ground.â
She lifts her chin. Layla is Auroraâs friend, all right. âIâm not afraid of you.â
âYou ought to be.â I let the window go up, slowly muting her shouts. Sheâs screaming about how sheâll take this to social media and spouting every threat under the sun.
The gate opens and Moses drives in. The guard holds Layla as she tries to bolt after me.
Thereâs loyalty in that woman. I like it. But I also meant it about crushing her if she goes against me.
I step into the house, ready to find Aurora and make her talk. Itâs long overdue. Surely, she also doesnât like to stay away from her company and her weird friend.
âSir?â
Margotâs hesitant voice stops me at the base of the stairs. Sheâs standing there with a silent Tom.
âYes?â
Her skin is pale and she swallows a few times but doesnât say anything.
My inner alarms go off at the same time. âWhatâs going on, Margot? Did something happen to Aurora?â
I checked in a few hours ago to make sure sheâd had her lunch, and Margot didnât mention anything.
âWhatâs going on?â I say with a stern voice when neither of them speaks.
Itâs Margot who finally does. âAfter I brought her lunch, Miss Aurora hasâ¦beenâ¦â
âWhat?â
âScreaming. Breaking things. The crashes could be heard from downstairs. Sheâs calmed down a bit now, but it was so similar toâ¦â
Tom shakes his head at her, and she clamps her lips shut.
But I know who she was going to compare her to, even if she didnât say the words.
So similar to Alicia.
Fuck.
I loosen my tie as I ascend the stairs, then turn the key in the lock. The scene I see in front of me is utter fucking chaos.
The coffee table is turned upside down, clothes are thrown on the ground, some torn, and the lamp is broken in pieces at the side of the bed.
I step inside and close the door, pocketing the key.
Since Auroraâs nowhere to be found, I expect her to be in the bathroom. Iâm a few steps in when she darts behind me, towards the door.
I grab her by the wrist, careful not to hurt her injured palms. The bandages are already bloodied, which means sheâs reopened her wounds.
Again.
Not that it should be a surprise with the amount of damage sheâs caused. This fucking woman has no care whatsoever for her own safety.
She thrashes against me, her face red and her loose black hair flying in all directions.
I grab her by the throat and push her down against the mattress. My body overpowers hers as I hover above her. âStop.â
She squirms, one of her hands hitting me across the chest, but the other remains inert by her side. Her face is pale â minus her flushed cheeks. Her lips are cracked and have lost their natural rosy colour, and the cut on the side of them is bloodied as well. Her deep blue eyes are frantic, pupils dilated â could be due to lack of sleep or her angry fit or both.
âYouâre reopening your fucking wounds, Aurora. What is wrong with you?â
âYou.â Sheâs breathing harshly â so much so that her words are muffled with her breaths. âIf you donât let me go, youâll regret it.â
âIs that so?â
âDonât underestimate me, Jonathan. I lived on the streets for way too long. I can cause you damage.â
âThen why arenât you?â
She lifts the hand that was limp by her side only moments ago. I thought she was only bleeding because she reopened her wound, but turns it out, sheâs been squeezing a shard of glass. She points it at my neck, her breathing still chopped and uneven, but her eyes are blazing with sure determination.
This fucking woman has no thought for her safety whatsoever if she was holding a shard of glass against her already wounded palm. Or maybe an injury or two doesnât matter to her as long as she gets to run.
Sheâs an expert at that.
Running the fuck away.
âWhat are you going to do with that, Aurora? Are you going to slice my throat?â
âI will if you donât let me go.â
âThe only way Iâll let you out is if you fucking talk, so you might as well go for it.â
âI canât stay here.â
âWhy not?â
âI just canât.â Her voice breaks.
âTry again.â
âLet me go, Jonathan, please.â
âNo.â
âIâll hurt you.â
âDo it.â
âI really will.â
âFucking do it then.â
She pushes the shard against my throat and I see the widening of her eyes before I feel the sting of the cut.
Then my blood flows to her face.