âSit down, Kingston. Youâre not walking up the damn stairs tonight.â Cade and Hudson are arguing while I stand in the family room, staring out the wall of windows making up the entire side of his house. The snow has just started falling outside, and the view of the lake at the end of Hudsonâs backyard looks like part of a Norman Rockwell painting.
No matter how many times I see it, this view always takes my breath away.
Hudsonâs house sits on the banks of Kroydon Lake, and the waterfalls play a constant soothing melody in the distance. He moved in a year ago after spending months on renovations, and from the first time I stepped inside, Iâve been in awe of how warm and homey it is.
Not at all the bachelor pad most of us were expecting. Reclaimed wood floors and a stacked stone fireplace take center stage on the first floor, surrounded by windows and oversized, plush furniture. Everything about it screams beauty and comfort . . . and money.
Hudson spared no expense making this home his own personal retreat.
The Kingston family is Philadelphia royalty. They own half the city. Itâs easy to forget that when youâre talking with them because they donât act like . . . well, like how Iâd imagine billionaires would act.
Which I guess isnât exactly a fair assumption.
âMaddie . . .â I spin around to find Cade standing behind me. âHeâs on the couch, and heâs grouchy. Donât let him convince you heâs okay to walk up the steps tonight. Make him wait until tomorrow.â He hesitates, then pulls his keys from his pockets. âYou sure about staying here? You could always come stay with Scarlet and me until Dixon gets home.â
âUmm, no thanks, Cade. My brother may like to think I need to be taken care of, but I did manage to live on my own for four years before I moved in with him. Iâll be fine.â
Cade laughs as he shakes his head. âI gotcha. But give him a break. We big brothers like to think itâs our job to keep our little sisters safe. I think I was more upset when Imogen moved out than she was.â He takes a step back and points toward the giant sectional sofa where Hudsonâs flipping through channels on the TV. âHeâs gonna be a pain in the ass, Mads. Call me if you need me.â
âOkay. Thanks.â I follow him to the door, then lock it once heâs gone.
A chill runs down my spine, thinking about locking another door earlier tonight and what happened afterward. I pull the detectiveâs card from my pocket and flip it over. Iâm not sure what exactly he thought Iâd remember and be able to tell him, but I was given instructions to call if anything came to mind.
I kick my Uggs off and sit them next to the front door, then pad barefoot over the cold hardwood floor into the kitchen in search of something to drink. The space is massive and open, with high ceilings and open shelving instead of cabinets lining the walls. Everything is spotless and sitting perfectly in its place, and I wonder whether thatâs because Hudson is secretly OCD or if he has a housekeeper.
My phone rings, drawing me from the rabbit hole my mind started spiraling down. When I pull it from my pocket, the face of my best friend, Daphne, is flashing back at me.
âHey. Iâm standing in your closet. What do you want me to pack for you?â
Daphne and I roomed together all four years in college. Then she lived with Brandon and me after we graduated. Of course, that was before she moved in with, and eventually married, Hudsonâs oldest brother, Max. âWhat the heck, D?â I lower my voice, not wanting it to carry into the other room. âWhat are you doing in my closet?â
âScarlet called and asked me to pack you a bag. What the hell happened?â
I grab two bottles of water from the fridge and look to see if Hudson has any wine hiding in there. Itâs going to be a long night. âIâm fine. Someone broke into Crucible tonight. Hudson tried to catch them but slipped. He hurt his knee, but heâs going to be fine too.â
âScarletâs making too big of a deal out of this. I can get my own clothes, D.â
âYou sure you know what youâre doing, Mads?â
âWhat do you mean? Itâs only a few nights. Iâll be fine.â I pull myself up to sit on the granite counter. âHeâs not hurt too bad. He can put weight on it, but itâs swollen and sore. I should be fine to help for a few days.â
I hear Daphne going through my closet and unzipping a bag, then she groans, âThatâs not what Iâm talking about, and you know it. You two have danced around each other for years.â
âHudson flirts with everyone, D. Weâre friends. Thatâs it. I think I can resist him for a few more days.â Itâs not like I have much of a choice. âWhat do you think Iâm going to do? Jump into bed with him?â Heat prickles my skin again, and I canât believe how hot that idea makes me.
âHeâs not a long-term guy, Mads. And youâre not a one-night-stand girl.â
âI guess stranger things have happened. I mean, look at you and Max.â I laugh quietly as I look around again. I definitely didnât see myself ending up here tonight. âIâll be fine, D. Iâll call you tomorrow.â
âI guess so. Just be careful. Love you, Mads.â
âLove you too, D.â I end the call, grab a banana from the counter, and hop down. Then I pull out a pack of peas from the freezer and snag the towel sitting next to the sink before I hurry across the cold floor to where Hudson sits reclined on one of those fancy armchairs at the end of the sectional. His leg is raised in front of him, and a commentator on ESPN is discussing his upcoming fight.
Hudson looks up at me, and the look on his face breaks my heart a little. âHow are you feeling, Mads?â Thereâs no silly smile, only exhaustion pulling at the corners of his eyes.
âYouâre the one who got hurt. Because you were making sure I was safe.â Once the towel is wrapped around the peas, I place them gently on his knee. âThe doctor said you need to keep ice on it.â
Hudson pats the couch next to him. âSit down, Madison. You look like youâre about to fall over.â
âIâm fine.â I hold up the banana and water. âAre you hungry?â
He takes them from me and puts them on the end table. âNo. I ate before I came back to the gym. How about you? Have you eaten anything? Do you need to test your sugar or something?â
I stare at him, not sure why Iâm surprised heâd even think to ask that. Everyone knows Iâm a diabetic, even if itâs not something I make a big deal about. âI had some trail mix at the hospital. But I should probably check my sugar. And maybe take a shower. I never got one after my class tonight.â
âThe shower in my bathroom is the only one with soap and shampoo. Itâs at the end of the hall at the top of the stairs.â He points behind me. âThereâs a linen cabinet inside with clean towels and a laundry basket by my bed that has clean clothes in it, if you want to borrow something.â
âThanks. Iâll take you up on that. Daphneâs going to drop my stuff off later tonight. Do you need anything?â I ask, trying to push down my discomfort at the idea of invading Hudsonâs personal space.
He flashes me a forced grin. âNah, sunshine. Iâm good.â
I grab my purse and quickly make my way up the stairs and down the long hall. The door to his bedroom is open, but when I step into his space, it feels wrong.
Thereâs something intrinsically intimate about being in this manâs room.
An unnerving level of comfort that makes me squirm.
Another fireplace sits in the corner of the room with two chairs off to the side and a huge bed anchoring the space. The furniture looks well-loved, not brand new. And it dawns on me that this isnât a space meant to be seen. This is a private space heâs comfortable in. And Iâm not sure if comfortable being in here.
I like flirty Hudson. Heâs easy to spar with.
Heâs easy to disregard as a serious threat to my heart.
This . . . this is something else.
Something about this makes it just a little harder to keep Hudson Kingston in the box Iâve put him in. A flashy and ostentatious bedroom would have firmed up my manwhore assumptions. It would have helped me strengthen my walls. This . . . for some reason, this may have created the first crack in those walls, that Iâve solidly fortified since I was a little girl.
Maddie slips up the stairs, and I grab my phone from the end table. The damn thing hasnât stopped vibrating since we left the hospital. No doubt, my familyâs message thread has been blowing up. Thatâs never a good sign.
My brothers, sisters, and I are definitely codependent.
Weâre loud. Weâre obnoxious. And weâre viciously loyal to each other.
We can always count on each other to have our backs. You can also always count on them to serve you your ass when you fuck up. And when I look at the screen and see my sister Lenny yelling at me, I wish I could say Iâm surprised.
Once I close out of the group text and take the peas off my knee, I try to settle my mind without any luck.
Iâm defending my title in nine days.
Nine fucking days, and Iâm supposed to stay off my leg for three of them.
Iâm in good shape.
Hell, Iâm in shape. But I still have fifteen pounds I need to cut before the fight. And every minute of training matters when youâre in that ring. Cocky is great for show, and the league loves a good show. But cockiness doesnât win fights. Hard fucking work does. And being laid up for a few days is going to blow.
Thereâs a knock at the front door before it swings open, which means one of my siblings just walked in. Some days, I regret giving them keys, but itâs something weâve always all done.
My brother Max, and his wife, Daphne, walk into the family room with a suitcase, book bag, computer bag, and a cat carrier in hand.
. Women need a ton of shit.
Daphne opens the metal gate on the carrier, and Maddieâs black-and-white cat, Cinder, darts across the room. The damn thing hates me. I havenât been around it much, but it hisses and swishes its tail whenever Iâve been at her house.
âWhere is she?â Daphne asks with a hand on her very pregnant belly.
âTaking a shower.â I motion toward the staircase, and Max and I watch his wife take the book bag up to Maddie.
Max looks me over before his eyes settle on my knee. âHow are you feeling?â
âSore as shit. But Iâll be fine.â I adjust the peas and wince. âIâm assuming Scarlet called.â
Max nods. âHowâs she doing? What the fuck happened?â
âShe seems okay. I donât know if itâs hit her yet. That guy was behind her. He wasnât going for the money or for Cadeâs office. He was behind her. Iâve never been so fucking glad to forget my phone in my life.â
âHave the police said anything about any leads yet?â
âNot yet. But Iâm going to call them tomorrow.â
âPretty sure Scarletâs already given them hell,â Max huffs before he motions toward the TV. âTurn it up.â
Theyâre interviewing Spider Ramirez. This fuckhead has wanted my title for two goddamned years. He hasnât earned the fight, but that hasnât stopped him from talking shit about me and Crucible every chance heâs gotten.
Asshole.
Max leans against the back of the couch. âYou gonna give in and fight this little shit after you win next week?â
âFuck him. Heâs gotta earn it.â
I put in my time. Heâs gotta do the same.
Even with a bum knee, Iâm not worried about winning next weekâs fight.
You donât train like I do year-fucking-round and have a doubt.
My thoughts stop on a dime when the sweet scent of honey and vanilla wafts into the room.
skin always smells like honey and vanilla. Even after sheâs finished sweating through a hot yoga class, Madison Dixon smells delicious.
And like a man searching for an oasis in the desert, she draws me in. I want to taste her skin. Her lips. Her fucking cunt to see if sheâs as sweet as she smells.
It takes a few more minutes before she finally walks back into the room and takes my breath away. She drops down on the couch and lets Cinder curl around her. âHey, baby,â she purrs at the damn cat, and that voice . . . fuck me.
When she stands up with the black and white furball in her arms, Daphne hugs her and whispers something that makes Maddie blush.
Max grips my shoulder. âI think thatâs my cue. Call me if you need anything.â
âThanks, man.â
Maddie walks my brother and sister-in-law to the door and locks it behind them, then joins me on the couch.
Close, but not touching.
Because Maddie never touches.
Not unless I initiate it.
Thereâs a story there.
One Iâve never asked about. But I will . . . eventually.
Her flawless skin has a warm pink glow from her shower, and her long hair is damp and hanging down her back. An old Philly Kings t-shirt is slipping off one bare shoulder and hangs down to her knees, covering the top half of her bare legs, and fuck me . . . sheâs got a pair of socks that look like theyâre made from a sweater pulled up to her knees. Iâve got no clue why thatâs so sexy. But my new goal in life might be to fuck her with those socks on.
Goddamn, Iâm an asshole.
Sheâs fucking perfect, and Iâm fucking screwed.
I run my hand over my face and remind myself of Cadeâs rules.
No drama.
No booze.
No women.
Two more weeks of camp before the fight.
âSo,â she hesitates and tucks her legs up underneath herself. âDo you get the Hallmark channel here, King?â
Fuck me. Itâs going to be a long night.