Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Evan waited for David; he wasn’t sure why he was here waiting for the jackass.

But he wanted to know why all of the sudden David felt like they need it to talk, he thought they had said everything they need it when they broke up.

Still he felt like a little spark of hope had been lit, maybe David wanted to be with him, maybe he wanted to come out of the closet and finally be together out in the open as a real couple.

That was a lot of maybes for a broken up relationship. Evan scoffed and ran his hands through his dark hair.

‘’Hello Evan, I’m happy you’re here.’’ The voice that always used to make his heart beat fast, only made his blood pressure rise and not in a good way. He was mad at how easy David could manipulate him, how at the snaps of his fingers Evan was ready to get on his knees and worship the bastard.

‘’What do you want David?’’ Evan gritted his teeth.

‘’I was thinking what we had was good, we were good together Evan, don’t you think?’’ David purred as he slowly walks til he was right in front of Evan.

‘’I thought we were, but you didn’t want to be gay, remember?’’ Evan sneered pissed off at the jerk.

‘’That’s because I’m not gay, what I have with you is different, I’m not gay I just like to mix it a little every once in a great while.’’  David was talking out of his ass and Evan was starting to feel sick, how could he have been this blind?

‘’You know, the fact that you like to fuck a man’s ass, and have your dick suck by a man, well I thought that was what it meant to be gay, you’re telling me I have it wrong?’’ Evan tilted his head to the side with his eyebrows scrunched up in fake confusion.

‘’I’m not saying that you’re- shit, look all I know is that I’m not gay.’’ David grimaced at the disbelief in Evan’s eyes.

‘’Well you’ve been faking it pretty good for this last year, and it’s not as if I made a pass at you when we first met.’’ Evan was throwing it all back at David’s face and it felt good to finally be able to stand up to the asshole.

‘’You’re the only guy I’ve fucked, and I’ve been with lots of girls before.’’ David pointed out.

‘’Yeah, I remember and I also remember that you would come to me after being with them, just so you can get off.’’ David flinched at Evan’s words.

‘’You knew what you were getting into, I never made any promises.’’ David pointed an accusing finger at Evan.

‘’And I’m to blame for not saying to hell with your closeted ass, do I need to remind you that you were my first?’’ Evan narrow his eyes at David, he didn’t know whether he wanted to punch the fucker or say to hell with you and leave.

‘’Are you going to tell your soon to be wife about having your dick suck by a man?’’ Evan continues with his stabs, he knew he was being petty, but who can blame him?

‘’No, she has nothing to do with that.’’ David pale at the glint Evan had in his eyes.

‘’Evan, please don’t tell her.’’ He begged and Evan wanted to laugh at this.

‘’Don’t worry, I’m not that petty besides, in case you forgot, I got someone new.’’ The words felt like he was swallowing dirt, how low and pathetic he was being, lying about Andrew being his new lover. If Drew heard him he was pretty sure his best friend would punch him and turn his back on him.

‘’I remember.’’ David whispers he moves closer to Evan, ‘’I was thinking that maybe we could still see each other in secret, how about we go back to your place.’’ Was David being serious? Was all Evan could think about as he felt himself being pulled into David’s arms.

‘’You seem to forget, we’re not together anymore.’’ Evan drawls dryly.

‘’We can continue with what we had.’’ David proposed and Evan felt rage bubbling inside.

‘’Why, why in the hell would I want to be your dirty little secret, when I deserve more.’’ Evan watched in silence as David wreck his head for an answer, before he used to feel pity for poor and confused David but now, now he knew what the fucker really was.

‘’Because, I miss you. I didn’t think –‘’ David swallowed hard. ‘’I thought if I got married with a girl than I wouldn’t be.’’ David paused not knowing how to finish his explanations.

‘’Be gay.’’ Evan finished for David; he had forgotten he was still in David’s embrace, so he winces when David’s fingers dug in tighter into his waist.

‘’I’m not gay.’’ David was still in denial, how cute Evan thought, he almost could laugh at the situation he was in, standing inside the dirty little hotel room where they would meet up to have some non-straight sex.

‘’I like sex with you, but only you, so that doesn’t make me gay.’’ David released his grip and walked away.

Evan watched in silence. His chest was empty, how on earth did he think he was in love with this self-center confused man?

‘’The reason I asked you to meet me here, was because I’m not a total bastard,’’ Evan rolled his eyes at that statement as he thought yeah an I’m not a man, I’m a girl, he almost chuckles at his words but refrained as he lets David speak.

‘’I want you back, I was fucking jealous when I saw you with that old man, and he can’t have you!’’ David says and before he continues Evan cuts him off. ‘’How do you propose we do this?’’ Evan deadpanned.

‘’There’s got to be a way to work this out, I mean we could do what we always did.’’ Was that hope in David’s voice?

‘’What? Wait you want to have your cake and eat it too? Live with your wife and come see me when you need a little something extra?’’ The sudden hope on David’s face made Evan laugh.

‘’Ah no, wait that’s a hell no, not the slightest bit interested.’’ Evan shook his head no, while laughing.

‘’Why? Because of that old man, tell me how many Viagra pills does he have to take? In order to satisfied you and make you come once’’ David questions.

‘’Ah baby, he doesn’t need any Viagra, he can held his orgasm until I at least come twice, and just between me and you,’’ Evan whispers putting his hands up to his mouth as if he was going to tell David a secret, ‘’he can go all night long, and my god the things he does with his hands should be illegal.’’ Evan grinned at the anger in David’s eyes.

‘’Can’t you see how jealous I am? Doesn’t that prove how much I miss you?’’ David coos as he tried to reach for Evan.

Evan moved away and scoffs.

David moved fast and before Evan could shake him off, David pulled him in tight and kissed him. Evan let him. Maybe he was curious, or maybe he was the one with something to prove, he was happy to find out that kissing David was like kissing a girl, nothing. Not even a spark of desire.

He felt free, he was no longer infatuated with David, ‘’don’t you feel anything.’’ David questions as soon as the kiss ended.

Evan shook his head no, he wasn’t lying he didn’t feel anything, but a wanting desire to be kissing someone else, someone cuter, sweet and perhaps older.

Shit, Evan was thinking of Andrew and how nice it felt to have the older’s man’s touched. It was a simple hand touched and sparks flew that day.

‘’It’s because of that old guy?’’ David clenches his jaw.

‘’Because this is over, David, it’s been over since you decided to marry a girl, since you decided we were nothing but two guys having dirty sinful sex, so please just leave me alone, I’m moving on since that’s what you decided to do.’’ Evan spoke firmly, he finish talking and left the hotel room, for the first time since he started visiting the dirty hotel, he was leaving fresh and clean instead of smelling like sex, and his dignity was intact instead of on the ground.

Evan smiles as he calls for a cab, he was going home to study.

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Andrew was sitting on the couch with a beer on his hand, and if someone asked him what he was watching he couldn’t tell you if it was football or a john Wayne movie.

He was thinking about Evan, Andrew had heard he and Drew arguing about Evan going to meet that guy David, the ex-boyfriend, the one that thought Andrew and Evan were an item and neither of them corrected the guy. Andrew didn’t know why it bothered him so much that Evan was going to meet David.

He had a sinking feeling in his stomach, maybe he was worried that the ex- might hurt Evan, maybe he didn’t want Evan heartbroken and crying again.

After all, he should be protecting the boys, since he was Drew’s father and if Evan got hurt than Drew would worry.

Yeah that was a good explanation, than why do I feel different with Evan?

Evan made him smile; Evan was sweet and thought of others. His son was the same but Andrew still knew the feelings he was having for Evan weren’t of a dad towards a son, no this were different.

He wanted to taste Evan’s lips; he wanted to hug Evan when he was feeling down and just be there for him whenever he needed a shoulder to lean on.

He likes Evan as more than his son’s friend, it was in a romantic level and it was scaring Andrew.

He never even looked at a man’s direction before in his life, one afternoon with Evan and he couldn’t stop thinking about the younger man.

‘’Dad! Hey old man, I’ve been calling your name.’’ Drew’s voice sounded amused.

‘’Sorry, my mind was on something else.’’ Andrew replies rubbing his face with his hand. Jesus Christ if Drew find out what I was thinking, he would get pissed off.

‘’I said, do you want to order pizza?’’ Andrew tries to smile while nodding at his son.

‘’Cool, Evan is on his way back so we can order something for him, I swear you two are the only weirdoes that like anchovies as a topping.’’ Drew bemused as he picks up the phone and dial the number.

Andrew’s breath caught in his throat, he didn’t if it was because Evan liked anchovies like him or because Evan was coming home. He needs to move out of here and soon.

No way was he going to jeopardize his son’s friendship with Evan, especially when he didn’t know what the hell was going on with him.

For now, he was going to make sure never to be alone with Evan in the room.

‘’I’m home!’’ The happy voice made Andrew’s stomach feel things he never felt before in his life, not even with his ex-wife. At that moment he knew avoiding Evan was going to be a lot harder then he thought.

Andrew felt like a perverted old man.