Cadel could tell that Yozen was offended. The smile still played at the corners of his mouth, but the air around him had turned cold. The brief flicker of interest had long since turned to unpleasant hostility.
Cadel knew heâd touched a sensitive spot of Yozenâs, but he had no intention of backing down. He had the strength to stay alive, and he had Kunraâs protection.
As long as he had faith, there was no reason to panic.
âIâm sure you have your own standards for assassination, and Iâm not going to mess with them. Iâm not going to try to find value in a human being you deem unworthy of life. But my Knight Order will protect humans.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âSlaying monsters, slaughtering demons that threaten humans. I wonât stop you if you want to assassinate a pig that lives among humans, but that shouldnât be your first priority.â
If people do bring in an assassin, theyâll usually use him as their shadow to do the dirty work that they canât do themselves. It could be killing a competitor, or torturing and blackmailing for a cause.
But Cadel had no competitors he wanted to kill, no information he wanted to blackmail. He just wanted an exceptional warrior to serve in the coming Demon War.
Yozen rubbed his lips together as if pondering Cadelâs words, then tilted his head sharply.
âWhy would I?â
Yozenâs careless hand reached out. Firm fingertips stroked down Cadelâs cheek, over his neckline and collarbone, down to his chest.
Why did this guy keep groping peopleâs bodies? Cadel felt a little irritated, but he tried to remain nonchalant.
Yozen placed a hand over Cadelâs heart and spoke with a chuckle.
âI know Iâm strong, and Iâve had offers to join before, though Iâve never talked to them face to face like you have.â
âI guess you turned them all down. I see you still donât belong anywhere.â
âThey were all places that didnât fit my purpose, andâ¦â¦ there was nothing special about them.â
He raked his fingernails across Cadelâs chest and narrowed his eyes slightly.
âI know why you want me, now tell me why I should want you.â
If it was that kind of reason, Cadel had a few in mind. That was, of course, before he realized who Yozen really was.
Cadel had a rough guess as to what Yozenâs purpose was. Regenerating waste that couldnât function as a human being through death.
Unfortunately, he couldnât bring himself to participate in the slaughter. Killing wasnât something he was comfortable with, and he wasnât willing to go out and kill a gluttonous human.
But that didnât mean Yozen and his values were diametrically opposed. They were back to back, albeit from different directions. They started from the same place.
When Cadel recognized this, Yozenâs spirit, which had been shrinking in front of him, began to cheer up little by little. He was able to vaguely see his existence.
âIf you join, you will be able to save a lot more people than you can with the current method.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âIf the only humans you want to save are those tormented by their own kind, then my offer will not appeal to you. Someone will need revenge, and I have no intention of depriving the world of the Shadow Envoy, even while ignoring their hatred.â
Yozenâs smile faded as his hand dropped away. Cadel looked into Yozenâs bandaged eyes. The pupils barely moved beneath the closed lids.
âWhat I can give you is a chance to make a new choice. A right, not a left, at a fork in the road youâve already traveled once. I can give you the chance to tread the ground that seemed forever untreadable. As you know, itâs easy to go from good to bad, but itâs pretty hard to do the opposite. And I have the power to make it happen.â
Not being able to feel the gaze of the person in front of him created a strange tension. Cadel couldnât read his expression, couldnât infer his thoughts. The only way to gauge Yozenâs reaction was to pick up the shallow strands of emotion floating in the air and weave them together.
At the very least, he could tell that Yozenâs mood had softened a bit.
âIâll think about it.â
âYouâre surprisingly quick on the uptake. Youâd better answer me soon, Iâm a busy man.â
Yozen burst out laughing at Cadelâs joke, but it was true. Why would he try to handle the important task of recruiting the last knight while heading to his destination?
Good.â
Yozen nodded leisurely and took a step in front of Cadel. The distance, which was already close, narrowed to not even an inch. The moment when Cadel felt pressured and was about to step back.
âIâll come find you soon. If you can stop my attack then, you will get your answer.â
ââ¦â¦What?â
âIt doesnât matter if you leave this country, I have your face and name memorized, and I can find you wherever you are.â
An attack? Why would he need to go through all that bullsh*t to get an answer? Flustered, Cadel tried to correct his ridiculous plan.
ââ¦â¦Yozen?â
Literally, in the blink of an eye, Yozen was gone. Even when Cadel looked around, he couldnât see a hair of his head in the dark forest.
âIâm not going to die if I canât stop it, rightâ¦â¦?â
No answer came to his timid question. Cadel stood there for a long time, until Kunraâs warning of human activity forced him to leave.
* * *
The news of Count Keinsteinâs death traveled quickly. Everywhere, people talked about the Countâs death and his past behavior. Most rejoiced in the Countâs death, saying things like, âHe deserved itâ.
Now that the Shadow Envoyâs target was dead, the remaining nobles naturally let their guard down. The Scarlet Scales Knight Order hired by them also returned to their quarters as soon as they learned of the Countâs death.
âI almost killed them all out of boredom. It was hard to hold it in, darling!â
Lydon ran into Cadelâs arms as soon as he saw him, and though his twice the size made it difficult to hold him, he didnât seem to mind.
Cadel stroked Lydonâs silky hair out of habit and looked around at the men he hadnât seen in days. They all looked healthy and unharmed. Cadel himself had been treated separately by another healer before coming here, so he was apparently fine.
âGood work, guys. Everything okay?â
âI was bored enough to wish something had happened on my side, though not on yours, Knight Commander.â
âI donât know if youâre lucky or unlucky that he showed up on your side, Leader. What happened to the recruitmentâ¦â¦? I donât see any new faces.â
While Garuel and Lumen reported on the mission theyâd been free for, Vann forced Lydon away from Cadel, who was half clinging to him. Cadel let out a low sigh, feeling the warmth recede.
âIt didnât go well, and I didnât get a definitive answer.â
âI thought you guys had already talked about that? Though heâd have to be pretty insightless to pass up a chance to join Commander.â
In order to lead his subordinates to Dunkelhai, he faked Yozenâs arrival. Naturally, they were expecting a new recruit, and it was a bit of a surprise.
Cadel scratched his cheeks in shame at the thought of putting his men through so much trouble.
âHe, heâll have to think about it. You know, that guyâs true identity is the âShadow Envoyâ, right? Weâve talked about it in the pastâ¦â¦. Anyway, itâs done, and Iâm sorry it didnât work out.â
âIsnât that the kind of line your subordinates are supposed to say? Youâre soft, Knight Commander.â
âIt doesnât matter if Commanderâs soft or hard, heâs competent, so donât criticize him.â
ââ¦â¦I find that kind of context-free commentary from Sir Van hilarious.â
Fortunately, no subordinates complained about the ambiguity of the recruitment. Cadel assumed it was due to the generosity of his subordinates, but in reality, it was only because no one except Garuel welcomed the new member.
Even Garuel was only curious about the Shadow Envoy. With the exception of Cadel, everyone was pretty happy with the outcome.
âSo weâre just going to sit here and wait for the Shadow Envoyâs answer? Do we have a deadline?â
âIâll get the answer myself, but we wonât wait here, weâll go straight to the Inte Snowfields. Weâve taken up quite a bit more time than expected.â
Cadel didnât tell them that the only way to get answers was to stop Yozenâs attack. He didnât want to get his subordinates involved, and he didnât want them to know the truth because it would only increase their animosity toward Yozen. If he was going to be a member, he was going to have to get along with everyone.
âIâm not going to die trying to stop him alone.â
He had ominous visions of enduring without help and meeting a horrible end, but technically he wasnât alone. With the power of the Kunra, instant death could be avoided at all costs. With his help, Cadel planned to prepare for the attack, even if it was from a distance.
Cadel spoke up, hiding his nervousness.
âWeâll get what we need today, and weâll be on the move tomorrow. I donât need to tell you what the conditions will be like in the snow. Letâs keep our wits together and make sure no one gets hurt.â
Aside from Yozenâs problems, a new main quest was on the horizon. Garuelâs presence had brought a great deal of stability to the Knight Order, but they couldnât let their guard down.
The presence of Cadel Lytos, the intensity of the system, all of it. He had to keep everything covered and hope for success.