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He felt like throwing up. If he had to describe how I felt right now, it would be like throwing up.
âWhy the hell is there so much to studyâ¦â¦.?â
The books Mamil had brought with him didnât just fill the desk, they were piled in a mountain in the corner of the room. It would take days to read them all, let alone study them.
Cadel mechanically flipped through the pages, rubbing the corners of his eyes, which were stinging from too many hours of hard work. Endless pages of printing, complicated formulas, and technical language. His mind was racing. His brain was fried by the urgency to learn everything quickly and take the test.
âIâd rather have Lydon steal it for me.â
After eight hours of dismal thoughts and the stress of reading, Cadel finally dropped his head and closed his eyes. There was no way he could read anymore.
Counting the number of books he had to read, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at the seat next to him.
ââ¦â¦He sleeps well.â
There, at Cadelâs side, was Lydon, slumped over the desk, fast asleep. At first, Lydon had interrupted Cadelâs studies with flirtatious jokes and physical contact, but then heâd quietly watched Cadel, not making a noise. Cadel was so focused that he didnât even realize what Lydon was doing. It seemed like Lydon was tired of waiting and fell asleep.
Lying on his side with his arms crossed, his face was wrinkle-free and serene. His rhythmic breathing, long eyelashes, fair skin, and light blonde hair created a peaceful atmosphere.
âHow can he sleep so beautifully?â
Despite his crazy and hard-to-comprehend tendencies, he had a surprisingly beautiful face when he was still.
âItâs just that he canât stay still.â
As Cadel gently brushed the hair that had fallen down to the corner of Lydonâs eyes, the corners of his mouth that were cute like a cat twitched. He wanted to tease Lydon for no reason, so he kept rubbing his head, but Lydon only gave him a small stir and didnât open his eyes. Finally, after affectionately rubbing Lydonâs soft cheek, Cadel pulled his hand away with a low sigh. The thought of having to study again was overwhelming him.
With that brief distraction, as Cadel was about to turn his eyes back to the printings, he heard a grumpy voice coming from behind him.
âYour lover?â
Reflexively, Cadel turned his head to see Mamil, who had been there for who knows how long, organizing the food heâd brought in from outside, glancing alternately at Cadel, who looked surprised, and Lydon, who slept soundly.
âYes? Whatâ¦â¦ Heâs just my comrade.â
âYouâre just groping your comrade like that? Youâre a very cheeky commander.â
ââ¦â¦I didnât grope him.â
When his thoughtless behavior was pointed out, his face heated up for no reason. What on earth was he thinking to create such a misunderstanding? Cadel, who had never expected to hear such words from the mouth of a middle-aged man like Mamil, was visibly embarrassed.
âIs it because the foundation of this world is female-oriented? Is everyone tolerant of this?â
He only petted Lydon while he was sleeping because he thought Lydon was cute. It was shocking that he was loving the same man once he was conscious of it. When he first transmigrated into Cadel Lytos, he never imagined such a change.
Mamil placed the sandwich in front of Cadel, who squirmed in embarrassment, and checked the amount of reading he had done.
âIf youâre dating someone, itâs better to avoid those in power. Itâs not bad if youâre in a relationship with a fairy.â
âIâm not dating him, even though he looks like this, heâs still a prince.â
âIt doesnât matter if you are of different races. If I had to choose between your subordinates, Iâd go with the greatsword wielder.â
âNo choosing! Why are you doing this, really?â
Cadel grunted in exasperation, shoveling his sandwich into his mouth. Anyway, Mamil, who had figured out how much Cadel had read, just had to say what he had to say.
âWhile youâre busy groping a guy youâre not dating, read at least one more book. Youâve got a lot of momentum, but itâs a slow burn.â
[Achievements remaining for the title [8-Star Magician]: 72/100]
When clearing a quest, the achievement value was not displayed. Most of it came to mind while he was with his teacher, Mamil, so Cadel was surprised that the next level wasnât that far away. Although he had fought numerous battles since he had just become a 7-star, he did not feel that it helped him grow.
âI was too busy trying to survive to care.â
It was proof that all the hard work hadnât been in vain, and Cadel was overwhelmed with pride.
[Magic achievements have increased slightly!]
[Achievements remaining for the title [8-Star Magician]: 74/100]
The cramming for the Grass of Opportunity was more daunting than he could have imagined, but the payoff was more tangible than ever.
Each time he beat a book, he would get an achievement from 1 to 4. At this rate, heâd be an 8-star magician by the time he took the test. It motivated Cadel in a different way. The stronger he got, the more powerful he became, the less pressure he had to put on his subordinates.
âDarling, arenât you going to fall in love with books? Iâm going to be blinded by jealousy!â
Of course, for Lydon, it was all just a tedious wait. Lydonâs patience, which had been stretched thin by Cadelâs studying these past few days, had been racing through the underground at high speed.
He hated Cadel for not paying attention to him, hated the way Cadel berated him whenever he got in his way, and had long since forgotten why heâd come to Mamil in the first place.
âI told you to at least go for a walk alone. The progress is so slow that studying all day isnât enough. Donât disturb me.â
âI already went for a walk! You didnât even know I was gone, right?â
âAhâ¦â¦ really? Then come back again.â
ââ¦â¦Iâm ad. I could tear up every book in here and it wouldnât be any more tattered than my heart. Shall I show you?â
Despite his timid threats, Cadel steadfastly flipped through the pages. How could this be? Rage surged through Lydon at the hateful piece of paper that had stolen Cadelâs attention.
Glaring at the mountain of books, Lydon plucked one out with an irritated hand. His red eyes rolled wildly as he scanned the pages.
âWhy do you need to learn this?â
âWhat I lack is theory. I have to study to use more diverse and perfect magic in real life.â
âThese are all trivial things I learned as an infant. What are you learning here?â
ââ¦â¦Infant?â
Cadelâs eyes finally shifted at the embarrassing remarks. Despite the much-anticipated attention, Lydonâs eyes were still on the âtrivialâ book.
âItâs similar to the theory that Grandpa Melphis taught me. I remember learning it around that time when I was 20.â
â20, 20 years old is infantileâ¦â¦?â
âYeah. Because fairies and humans grow at different speeds.â
If 20 was considered infantile, then how old was Lydon? Cadel wanted to ask, but he couldnât bring himself to speak for fear of the answer that would come back.
âCadel abandoned me because of this basic theory? This is ridiculous.â
âItâs a completely non-basic issue to me. Even now, I feel like Iâm pulling my hair out trying to understand each and every one of them.â
Even though Cadel wanted to ask questions in a timely manner about issues he did not understand, his teacher, Mamil, was often away due to work. He had a lot of questions to ask, so he could only learn them late in the evening when Mamil came. Studying like that was bound to be inefficient, but that didnât mean he couldnât hold on to Mamil, who had been dispatched to the Empire, all night.
Cadel lamented with a sigh, and Lydonâs eyes lit up as he closed the book without hesitation.
âDo you want me to tell you?â
ââ¦â¦You?â
âIf I tell you, Cadelâs study will be completed faster. Okay? Do you want me to tell you? Letâs do that. Iâll teach you well!â
Despite Cadelâs reluctance, Lydon stuck his face in. Cadel nodded, feeling a little guilty because he knew Lydon was going to be stubborn even if he refused. If Lydonâs teachings could help him, it would be a win-win.
âSo where should I start explaining?â