I don't say my words out loud.
As I'm scared of getting heard.
I wish sometimes if I would have been mute,
Then no one will hear a word.
I don't say my words out loud.
As I am afraid someone will get hurt.
As I know the thorns piercing inside me,
Can be an arrow that can make you injured.
I don't say the words out loud.
Because I know the weights it holds.
I'm scared you might fall from it.
Since it is hard to control.
I'm afraid I might lose you.
Since you won't try to understand.
So I kept quiet.
Because losing you was never once I dreamt.
I'm scared of saying my opinions.
As I know it won't work out.
So I choose to remain silent.
Sitting out of the crowd.