Amelia didnât return to her chamber.She ranâbarefoot and breathlessâdown the stone corridors, her dress catching on corners and her heartbeat thundering louder than her thoughts. Sunlight streamed through the palace windows, too bright, as if mocking her misery. Servants turned their heads in surprise as she passed, but no one dared to stop her. She didnât look back. She couldnât.She burst through the doors into the palace garden, where the sky stretched wide and unforgiving, and the air buzzed with the scent of roses and fresh earth. Her legs carried her until they could no longer bear the weight of her emotions. She collapsed beneath the large willow tree in the farthest corner, where its sweeping branches hung low like a curtain, shielding her from the world.She curled into herself, clutching her knees to her chest. The tears came quickly, silently, carving their path down her cheeks. The vibrant garden blurred around her.Caspian had followed her, quietly. He stood just beyond the curtain of willow branches, his presence still and watchful. He didnât speak at first. He only listened.And then he heard her whisperâlow and trembling, like a wound reopened.âWhy me?â she choked. âWhy do I always end up as the pawn in their cruel games? Iâve done nothing. Nothing to deserve this. So why is it always me?âCaspianâs voice came gently through the leaves. âYouâre not a pawn, Amelia. And I swear⦠I wonât let anything like this happen to you again. Not while Iâm alive.âShe froze. Her breath caught. Slowly, she lifted her tear-streaked face and looked at him through the veil of green, but her eyesâthose stormy, furious eyesâwere filled with something darker.âWho the hell are you to protect me?â she snapped, standing unsteadily. âI donât even know who you are. Everythingâeverything thatâs happened to me began with you. You brought me here. You caged me in this palace. You watched while I sufferedâand what? Enjoyed it?âHer voice cracked.âYou bastard.âCaspian didnât flinch. He didnât speak right away. He just looked at herâhis expression unreadable, quiet. Then a small, pained smile pulled at the corner of his lips.âYouâre wrong,â he said softly. âI didnât keep you here to hurt you. I kept you here to keep you safe. Iâve seen whatâs out there, Amelia. I know whatâs coming. And I couldnât bear the thought of something happening to you.ââI donât want your protection,â she said, her voice sharp as glass. âAnd what exactly are you protecting me from? It was you and your men who hurt me. No one else.ââThatâs not true,â Caspian said quickly. âThe creature who took youâheâs dangerous. He abducted you once. Heâll come for you again. He isnâtâââStop.â Her voice was icy. âDonât twist this. Ameliaâs eyes narrowed, her brows furrowing as disbelief twisted across her tear-stained face. âThat 'creature', you're talking about, saved my life. I am still breathing because of him.â her voice sharp and unyielding. âYou moronâit was your father who tried to kill me.âThe words hit Caspian like a slap, but he stood his ground, jaw clenched. âAmelia, you donât understandââBut she cut him off, her voice rising with every syllable, raw and desperate. âNo, itâs you who doesnât understand!â Her fists trembled at her sides as she took a shaky step forward. âYou keep talking about protecting me, but all Iâve felt since the moment I stepped into your world is pain.âHer voice cracked, but she kept going. âLet me go. Please⦠Iâm begging you. I just want to live my lifeâon my own terms. Not behind walls. Not under watch. Iâm not your prisoner.âCaspian's voice rose, not in anger, but in desperation masked by frustration. âNo, you are not,â he snapped. âYou are not my prisoner, Amelia." His expression hardened, "I never treated you like one.â He took a step forward, eyes fixed on her. âNow go to your chamber. We will talk when you calm down.âAmelia didnât move. Her chin lifted slightly, her gaze locked with his, unwavering. âNo,â she said firmly. âWe have nothing to talk about. We have nothing in common.âHis expression darkened, pain flickering across his features. âGo now,â he said coldly. âOr I will take you there myself. Do you want that?âAmelia shot Caspian a fierce glare but didnât say a word. Instead, she turned sharply and began stomping toward the castle, her footsteps echoing with anger across the stone path. Caspian let out a heavy sigh, ran a hand through his hair, and took a long, steadying breath before following her in silence.After sending Amelia back to her chamber, Caspian remained in the corridor for a moment, watching the heavy wooden doors close behind her. His face was unreadable, but his eyes burned with a mixture of anger and betrayal. Turning to the nearest maid, he spoke coldly, his voice devoid of warmth.âDo not leave her alone. Not for a second. I want someone watching her at all times. Do you understand?âThe maid nodded quickly, bowing her head as she hurried away.Caspian exhaled sharply and made his way to his own chambers. The large room was dimly lit, the fireplace casting flickering shadows against the stone walls. He didnât bother removing his cloak. Crossing the room in a few long strides, he grabbed a crystal decanter and poured himself a full glass of deep red wine. Without pause, he downed it in a single gulp, the burn of it doing little to calm the storm inside him.Just then, there was a knock at the door. Caspian didnât answer, but it creaked open slightly, and Felix stepped inside. His expression was cautious, eyes scanning the room until they landed on the king.âYour Majesty,â he said gently, concern lacing his voice, âare you all right?âCaspian turned toward him, his glare sharp and laced with frustration. âShe was defending that creature,â he said, his voice rising. âShe said he protected her. And I am the one who's hurting her.â He tossed the empty glass onto a nearby table with a sharp clink. âShe took his side, Felix. That winged thing.âFelix stepped closer, choosing his words carefully. âShe was angry, sire. Hurt and confused. I donât believe she meant what she said. Not truly.âCaspian paced a few steps, then turned to Felix with narrowed eyes. âWhy did you let her visit Rosaline? This is your doing.âFelix bowed his head, his hands behind his back in silent remorse. âForgive me, my lord. But I had no right to disobey the former queenâs orders."Caspian clenched his fists, the tendons in his hands tightening. âFrom now on, I want her watched. I want to know where she goes, who she speaks to, and what she does. I trust no one but you, Felix.âFelix straightened, his voice resolute. âI will do that, my lord. You have nothing to worry about. She wonât leave my sight.âThere was a long pause. Caspianâs shoulders relaxed ever so slightly. Without a word, he poured a second glass of wine and extended it toward Felix.Felix blinked in surprise. âYour Majesty⦠I canât. What if the maids see? Or someone else?âCaspian gave a dry laugh, lifting his own glass. âIâm not offering it to a knight. Iâm offering it to an old friend. If it bothers you, close the damn door.âFelix looked around, half-smiling, then turned and quietly shut the door behind him. The room felt heavier now, sealed off from the world outside.He took the glass from Caspianâs hand.âFor old times, then,â Felix said quietly.Caspian nodded. âFor old times.âThey stood in silence for a moment, drinking, the only sound the crackling of the fire and the weight of all that remained unsaid.
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Beneath The Pale Blue Eyes•Words: 7756