Later that evening, Caspian found May alone in one of the long candle-lit corridors. She stood before a tall window, her reflection mingled with the moonlight on the glass.âYou look the same,â he said quietly, joining her.She glanced at him and smiled. âAnd you look like a man who has finally made peace with himself.âHe hesitated. âIâm trying. Iâm glad you came,â he said.âI would not have stayed away,â she replied. âNot when the boy I raised is about to take a step toward something as sacred as choosing a life partner.ââSheâs lovely,â May said. âNot for her face, or her charm. But for her spirit. Mayâs gaze lingered on Caspian for a moment longer than usual, her heart heavy with something unspoken. Caspian looked tiredâbut not the kind of tired sleep could fix.âI noticed the way she looks at you,â May said quietly, her voice barely rising above the rustling leaves. âIs there something you want to tell me, Caspian?âCaspian didnât look at her right away. His eyes drifted to the horizon. Then he gave a faint smile, more bittersweet than warm. âThereâs a whole world of things I want to tell you⦠I just donât know where to start.âMay stepped closer. She lifted one hand and gently placed it against his cheek. Her touch was soft, grounding. âStart anywhere. Iâm here now. Iâm sorry I couldnât be by your side during your hardest moments. I shouldâve been, and I regret that more than you know. But⦠you know you can trust me, right? I need you to know that.âCaspianâs eyes softened. He turned his face slightly into her palm, as if drawing comfort from her touch. Then, he reached up, took her hand in both of his, and brought it to his lips, pressing a kiss to the back of her handâtender, reverent.âI trust you more than anyone in this world,â he said, his voice barely above a whisper. âYou were never really gone aunt May. He gently touched his chest. âI kept you with me, through it all.âMay blinked, her eyes glistening. âThen let me be here for you now. Whatever youâre carrying, you donât have to carry it alone.âCaspian hesitated, then gave a slow nod. âMaybe one day Iâll find the right words." He let out a quiet sigh, âYou donât have to carry any guilt. Donât worry about me. Just enjoy your time here."A quiet smile played on Mayâs lips. âOf course Iâll enjoy my time here. As long as youâre around, it already feels like home.âThey stood together in a silence that spoke louder than words, wrapped in the gentle stillness of the night as it quietly settled around them.The morning sun spilled softly through the tall windows, casting warm golden streaks across the marble floor. Birds chirped faintly outside, but the calm of the morning didnât last long.A sudden burst of hurried footsteps echoed down the corridor, followed by the swift opening of Ameliaâs chamber doors. Andrea and Elise, her personal maids, entered in a flurry, their cheeks flushed and eyes wide with urgency.âMy lady!â Elise called breathlessly. âHis Majesty has ordered us to prepare you at onceâfor the royal hunting.âAmelia, still seated on the edge of her bed in her morning robe, looked up with a frown creasing her brow. Her voice was quiet but sharp. âRoyal hunting? Nobody told me anything about that.âAndrea gave a nervous glance toward Elise before stepping forward, hands folded respectfully. âForgive us, my lady, but the order came just moments ago. Please⦠allow us to help you dress.âAmelia stood up slowly, the silk of her robe whispering against the floor. Her expression hardened.âI donât want to go,â she said firmly.Both maids froze, exchanging anxious looks. Andrea stepped forward cautiously, her voice low. âBut my lady, itâs the Kingâs command. If we fail to prepare youâ¦ââI said no,â Amelia interrupted sharply, her tone more resolute this time. âI refuse.âElise tried again, more gently this time. âPerhaps you could at least speak to His Majesty? If heâââEnough,â Amelia cut in, her voice cold now. âLeave me alone.âThe room fell silent, heavy with the weight of her words. The two maids, though clearly torn between duty and concern, bowed their heads respectfully.âAs you wish, my lady,â Andrea murmured, and together they backed out of the room, closing the doors softly behind them.Amelia stood still for a long moment after they left, her jaw clenched, eyes fixed on nothing in particular.A few moments passed in tense silence before Elise returned, her footsteps hurried and uncertain. She paused just inside the doorway, catching her breath.âMy lady,â she said, her voice trembling slightly, âHis Majesty is asking for your presence in his chamber.âAmelia let out a soft, weary sigh, her fingers still curled loosely at her sides. She rose from her seat and turned toward her wardrobe.âIâll change,â she said flatly.Elise stepped forward, reaching for the gown with practiced hands. âAllow me to assistâââNo,â Amelia said, cutting her off gently but firmly. âI can do it myself. You donât have to help.âElise paused, her arms halfway extended, then slowly let them fall back to her sides. She lowered her head in silent obedience, sensing the storm within Amelia that words couldnât soothe.After slipping into a more formal dressâAmelia walked toward the door without another word. Elise trailed behind her, careful not to speak unless spoken to.When they arrived, Elise knocked respectfully. A moment later, a deep voice from within called, âEnter.âThe doors opened, and for the first time, Amelia stepped into Caspianâs private chamber. The space was enormous, grander than sheâd imagined. Sunlight streamed through tall arched windows, illuminating rich tapestries, polished furniture, and the glint of silver accents. The scent of cedarwood and leather filled the roomâelegant, masculine, and refined.Caspian stood near the mirror, dressed in a deep navy hunting coat embroidered with gold. Two butlers moved around him, adjusting the details of his attire. His presence filled the room like a command. And beside him, standing quietly with his hands behind his back, was Felix. When his eyes met Ameliaâs, he offered a polite bow.Amelia lowered her gaze and gave a small bow to the King. âYour Majesty.âCaspian turned, his expression unreadable. âI heard from your maid that you refused to join us for the royal hunt,â he said, voice calm but tinged with disappointment. âIs that true, My Lady?"She kept her gaze lowered, her hands clasped tightly in front of her. âHunting is not my thing, Your Majesty. Iâm not used to it. Iâve never hunted before.âCaspian studied her for a moment, then spoke with a measured tone. âYou werenât used to many things before coming here. Thatâs perfectly understandable. But once you become Queen, youâll need to do things a Queen is supposed to do.â He finished with a faint smirk playing on his lips.Caspianâs twisted words made Ameliaâs stomach twist. âI find no pleasure in killing animals. I prefer them to be alive.â she said, lifting her eyes just enough to meet his.Caspianâs smirk deepened. âYou donât have to kill animals, my lady. Just accompany me. Thatâs all you have to do. Now go get ready. The horses will be prepared soon.â With that, Caspian turned back to the mirror.Ameliaâs stomach tightened, but she forced herself to stay calm. She understood nowâthis wasnât about hunting. It was about control, about being molded into a version of herself that fit the role heâd already chosen for her.Elise bowed deeply before retreating. Amelia, however, did not. She turned silently and walked out of the room, her back straight. The doors closed behind her with a soft thud, but the echo lingered in the chamberâand in Caspianâs mind.Felix glanced at the King, raising a brow subtly.Caspian didnât look away from his reflection. âSheâll come around,â he murmured.
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