A few days later.
I was able to reflect on my failure during the study session and, at the same time, the school ushered in the examination period.
âGood morning, Yamato-kun!â
Yuzu walked to me, as I lingered by our usual waiting spot in the morning.
âYo!â I lightly waved my hand in greeting and we walked together side by side.
The reason I failed to make the clarification the other day was that I started the conversation out of the blue and it ended up drifting off. So this time, Iâd better get the timing right before I start the conversation.
âTa-da! Look at this, I made this yesterday!â Yuzu took out palm-sized cards bound together by a ring. With English words on the front and Japanese translations on the back, they were a standard test-preparation item1.
âFlashcards? Why? Are you not confident with English?â
The fact that she deliberately took extra measures means that she was aware that this was her weak point.
âJust a bit. How about you, Yamato-kun?â
âHmm⦠Iâm not that good at it, I guess. It might be a good idea to memorise vocabulary before the exam.â
When you see people taking these kinds of measures more than you do, it can make you a bit uneasy.
Yuzu mightâve gleaned my uneasiness when she tapped my shoulder to make me relax and said, âWell, well, itâs enough for you to remember the words I love you, okay?â
âThose are words that have zero practical use for me!â
âI donât think so. You can just say them to me anytime.â
âOkay. From now on, when I wanna bring up the topic of playing games, Iâll say âI love you.ââ
âThatâs the worst way to use it! Isnât that how jerks are? Using the words âI love youâ to deceive their partners to whom they are indifferent?!â
âThatâs not true,â I furtively averted my gaze.
âHow suspiciousâ¦â Yuzu stared at me, but she seemed to be reminded of something as she thumped her fist on her other palm.
âOh, right. Rather than that, after we are finished with the exams, why donât we go somewhere and have a blast?â
âHm? That low-key sounds like a death flag2.â
When I looked at her sceptically, Yuzu simply gave me a grin.
âDonât you remember promising me to go buy a muffler together? We can go for that too.â
Oh, I kinda remember having made such a promise. It might raise my motivation if I anticipate something fun in the future, so thereâs no reason to object.
âWell, I donât mind⦠When should we go?â
âThe day after the exam?3â
I hesitated at her suggestion.
âMn⦠On that day, I plan to go buy games.â
This was my reward for surviving the exam. This, I couldnât compromise on.
âYou can buy that anytime. You also have them in your room.â
Yuzu was irritated by my attitude.
âCanât you somehow allow that? Please, Yuzu. I love you.â
âThatâs the worst way to use that phrase! What are you doing, putting it into practice as soon as you can?!â
Tskâ¦Â That didnât work.
There was no choice. Iâll just have to put up with borrowing some games I like from the clubroom.
âAlright. Iâve promised you after all.â
When I agreed, Yuzuâs face lit up at once.
âYay! Okay, so itâs decided. We have to work hard on our tests to ensure we have a good time celebrating later.â
âThatâs right. For that, Iâd like to sort out some concerns beforehand.â
Alright, itâs now! Iâll speak out here and now!
âListen here, Yuzu. Actuallyââ
âUm, this wordâ¦â
But a beat too late, it seemed. Yuzu had already returned her gaze to her flash cards. Apparently, thanks to the post-examination plan she had made, she was explosively motivated to study.
âYay, I got it right. But, I want to remember it more perfectlyâ¦â Yuzu mumbled as she stared into the flash cards.
ââ¦Hey.â
I tugged her arm and plopped her into my chest.
âKyah! What are you doing so suddenly? You want to cuddle? If thatâs the case, Iâm sorry for being so cute,â Yuzuâs eyes widened as she said that while not forgetting her spirit of narcissism.
Speechless as I was, I only pointed to the electric pole right in front of her.
âItâs good to be passionate about studying, but look in front. Ninomiya Kinjiro is no longer in fashion in this era4.â
If I hadnât stopped her, she would have hit the pole head-on.
Yuzu seemed to realise her mistake, so her face went sullen as she said, âWhoa, that was dangerous. Itâll be a loss to the world if my face were to be injured. So close!â
âNo doubt the world will suffer no loss in any way, but be careful!â
When I scolded her with an unflinching gaze, she turned away, looking embarrassed.
âSorry. You see, raising test scores is also an important part of maintaining my image. That was unintentional.â
When it was only the two of us, I almost forgot that this girl wore the facade of an honours student. Apparently, she was putting in more effort to excel in this exam than I had imagined.
âI know that, but if you get an injury because of this, thatâs so lame.â
As I answered that, a subtle hesitation sprouted up inside me. If I were to bring up the Christmas matter right at this time to Yuzu, she would undoubtedly get upset. Following that, her performance during the exam might be affected.
Thatâs⦠not good. Iâll be so sorry.
âOh, yes. Letâs do it like this!â
While I was wallowing in my thoughts, I was interrupted by Yuzu who crossed her arms with mine.
âWhy so sudden?!â I exclaimed in surprise.
From close proximity, Yuzu showed me her smug face as she explained, âLike this, even when I focus on my flashcards, Yamato-kun will automatically lead me away from obstacles. As expected of me, what a perfect strategy!â
âDonât I look like a caregiver this way?â
I was somewhat embarrassed while in this pose, but I was finally resolved in my heart. For the time being, Iâd wait for the exams to be over before bringing up that matter to Yuzu.
It somehow felt like the longer I put it off, the more this was going to be a quagmire, but I had no other choice. So, I held back my agitation and amended my course of action.
âBy the way, how about you, Yamato-kun? Youâre confident in this exam?â
âUm, just normal? Maybe, Iâll score just like usual.â
My grades were basically somewhere in the middle to the upper-middle range. Since I started going out with Yuzu, my grades improved a bit because I studied more with her, but even then I was a guy who didnât have anything outstanding.
âIs that so? Just be careful not to get failing grades. If you have to attend remedial classes⦠the much looked forward to Christmas will come to nought.â
Her usual cheerful appearance was nowhere to be seen, Yuzuâs face flushed red, and she warned me so with a downcast look.
Sure enough, she totally believed she was going to get a love confession, right?
âOwâ¦Okay⦠Iâll do my best.â
Oh no! What a complicated feeling! I feel like Iâm being crushed by some strange guilt! I feel like I need to take back my resolve and clear up this misunderstanding right now!
However, if that resulted in jeopardising Yuzuâs gradesâ¦Â Ugh.
âAlright. Iâm looking forward to Christmas. Iâll do my best at studying too!â Yuzu displayed her motivation with a refreshing smile.
Seriously⦠someone, helppp!
chocolala: Waiting for the day both of them saying âI love youâ for realâ¦