Jaise koi kinaara
Deta ho sahara
Mujhe wo mila kisi mod par
Koi raat ka taara
Karta ho ujaala
Waise hi roshan kare woh shehar
Dard mere woh bhula hi gayaa
Kuch aisa asar huaa
Jeena mujhe woh phir se sikha raha
Hmm...
Jaise baarish kar de tar
Yaa marham dard par
Koi mujhko yun mila hai
Jaise banjare ko ghar ....
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Aditya's pov ~
I was halting back and forth waiting for her to show up . Her call disconnected the last time and she isn't picking up her phone from then and it's showing switched off but she does really have a habit of keeping her phone on low battery and it always dies and then she has to call back again .
My phone rang and i picked it up but it was sanjivini bhabhi 's call which was very weird because she has never called me in between work .
"Aditya!" She said from the other hyperventilating which scared me a little .
"Yeah bhabhi what happened ? Everything okay ?" I asked still halting back and forth and looking outside the window waiting for her car to show up in the pathway .
"Aditya gau- gauri !" She said still hyperventilating and having trouble speaking and now she was really scaring me and with her name my heart started feeling uneasy like an unusual feeling .
"She - she got into a accident and sh- !" Before she could have completed her sentence I heard another faint voice on the other side of the call .
"Mr Saini your wife is no more !"
My steps halted and my breath stiffened and the unusual feeling was now more like daggers piercing through my heart . It felt like someone had crushed my existence and just -just !
"Aditya ! Aditya ! Are you there " I could very much hear sanjivini bhabhi 's faint voice from the phone the phone that had dropped down from my hand and landed on the floor as my body couldn't take it and i fell down on my knees not believing my ears or anything that was happening. I wanted this to be dream , a nightmare but not one that would haunt me for the rest of my life but the one that will prove that i can't live my life without her .
Flashback ~
"If I ever die just look up to the sky and you'll find me there !"She said looking up at the sky .
"If that's what it is then i won't ever look at the sky ever again because I like the fact of you being infront of me not thousands of miles away from me !" I replied hugging her from behind as she was sitting down on the floor and she leaned back to my reply .
"But that's the truth isn't it ? Whoever lives has to die !"She asked looking at me.
"Then i die with you because my heart will not be able to bear it and i will live like a dead everyday anyways so it would be if i would just get a life to live you even if it's not on this earth !"....
Back to the present ~
I was still not believing anything but then it hit me this can't happen ! It's not possible, she can't die I won't let that happen ! I got up in a huff and picked up the keys they fell the first time I tried to pick them up but I picked them up again and ran downstairs ! As I was running downstairs to go outside maa saw me huffing and running .
"Adit- ya what happened ?" She asked but in hurry i didn't even what she was saying because all that was going inside my mind was "her".
I drove forgetting all the speed limits and not paying any heed to anyone and just driving at the highest speed i could and reached there and not wasting a second i ran inside the hospital and saw sanjivini bhabhi and bhai outside the operation theatre .
"Adit-aditya you can't go inside !" Sanjivini bhabhi said trying to stop me but I was unstoppable so bhai and some other employees too came to stop me from entering the operation theatre.
"You are not getting me bhabhi , bhai please ! Please leave me !" I said with tears in my eyes and trying to convince them to let me go inside .
"Adity-aditya the operation is going on please don't act like this ! If you will act like this then how will she be strong ! Pull yourself together aditya ! Please !" She said and left me and i looked a little taken back .
"She is fine right ? I heard someone on the phone saying that "Mr saini you wife is no more ! Please tell me this is all just killing me !" I said on the verge of tears taken back by the flood of emotions .
"Aditya are you the only saini in this world or something ? It was probably for another patient not for you ! Gauri is right now in the operation theatre but she is critical!" She said and i fell on the chair and bhai and bhabi stood by my shoulders .
I was feeling a sense of relief that she was alright ! I will do absolutely anything to save her no matters what it takes ! I was in my thoughts when a doctor came out of the operation theatre looking melancholy and it worried me the most .
"Advait is she - is she alright !" I asked the doctor who was also my dear amd close friend .
"Aditya !" He called in a low fainted voice which deepened my worries.
"Yeah ! Tell me please don't you all do this to me ! Please !"I said and he looked up at me and said something that shocked me and as well as made me feel regretful , sorrowful , somber and in a very deep anguish .
"You have to make one choice !..
Your wife
OR
Your baby
He said and i was taken . My world felt like it was shattered. I knew how much she wanted a child but to me nothing matters more than her if she is there then I can do anything .
"Is that even a question ? I don't care about anything else as long as i have her by my side !" I said and he slightly nodded and went inside and as i turned back I saw sakshi running and coming towards me .
"Adit-ya ! Gauri is she alright ?" She asked trying to peep inside the operation but I stood infront of her .
"Weren't you supposed to be with her ? Huh ?" I asked her and she looked regretful .
"I was ! I got some urgent work at home so I couldn't tag along with her ! I get it ! It's truly my fault!" She said with tears in her eyes .
"Did you know that she was pregnant ? Did you know !" I asked her raising my voice a little but lowered it down realising my surroundings.
"I - I did ! But aditya trust me she didn't tell you because she didn't want to tell you like this on calls and everything ! She wanted to tell you about it herself face to face that why she didn't tell you ! Trust me it's not her fault !" She said trying to convince me for something that i didn't even ask her to give me clarification for .
"That was not my question ! I never asked you for clarification! The only thing i know is that belive it or not the only thing is that right now she isn't right beside me and no one , absolutely no one can experience the pain that I am going through right now ! Learning that my wife is critical and i can lose my child that I never knew I was having hurts me like nothing can !" I said pointing towards my heart and the sorrow that I was experiencing couldn't be expressed in words .
"Aditya come sit down ! Come here !" Bhai was trying to calm me down but i didn't want to listen to anyone today .
"No please let me speak ! None of you know what I am experiencing so it's better if you just stay out of it ! So please just please !" I said and all of them Scotted away leaving me alone .
I ran my hands through my hair in frustration because i couldn't process anything anymore ! I didn't knew what to say , how to react , what to express , what to do ! I was lost in my thoughts about her when a doctor from the Operation theatre and i stood up the exact second and said ...
"Aditya she is out of danger but your baby is -- !"
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Guys I am not gonna lie but i did initially plan a sad ending for this book but but but it's gonna be a happy ending because i don't wanna cry writing that !!.. ð¤§
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