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CHAPTER FOUR - Focus
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"Nat?" "Yeah what's up?" "We have a problem" "What did you do? Rob a bank? Stole a baby? Forgot you have an exam tomorrow? Forgot to show up to training? Stole a dog? Had your dog run away? Hooked up with someone? Made out with someone? Photos of you and Amine leaked? Oh photos of you and someone else leaked?" "No, Nat. None of the above. I will tell you but you can't tell anyone" "I wont tell another soul" "I'm serious. You can't even tell Marc" "I tell him everything" "You can't tell him this" "What if he asks?" "he won't" "but if he does?" "you have to lie" "tÃa, what did you do?" "you swear to not tell?" "I swear. Now tell me!" "I like someone" "Oh my god! Who? Like like?" "Like is maybe a bit much. I have a crush" "Who?" "I can't tell you. It's not Amine. Thats the problem" "But you said from the start that you don't like him and not going to" "exactly, but what do I do now? I have a crush on someone else and he has one on me" "Well what do you want to do? I can't tell you what to do" "So I would normally act on this crush on this other guy, but there are reasons that I can't like really can't. So the question is do I still end it with Amine?" "Okay so we're discussing the other guy later-" "we are not discussing the other guy at all" "we are discussing him later. So do you think Amine wants more out of your thing?" "Eventually soon-ish yes" "And you don't want that?" "No, I don't" "There's no way that
you could start something with the other guy?" "No" "But you want to?" "Only the thought of it makes my head spin" "oh my god girl. You really like this guy don't you?" "I do" "okay so just like see Amine and if you catch yourself thinking about the other guy when with him, end it with Amine. If you don't think about the other guy and Amine and you haven't had the conversation about the two of you, I don't see the problem" "Sounds reasonable" "So the other guy?" "He doesn't matter. I can't be with him. We won't happen and I'll get over him" "That's not how you should approach that but you do you"
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day onesss
the spaniard
so how are you all?
anything going on today?
the german
I have my game in a few hours
as Im sure you know
the spaniard
yeah I totally didn't like forget that
the dutch
yeah same
I definitely didn't think you played friday
the german
I hate you both
the spaniard
well who plays on a Monday anyway?
the dutch
factsss
the german
A lot of games happen on Mondays
it's not that rare
I really don't like either of you
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natð¤ð¼ð¤ð¼
telllll meeeeee
pleaseeeee
no
it's been two days
I thought you'd crack after a couple
hours
please
no I seriously can't tell you
come on
I am so serious
not happening
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the best youngstersðð
chelsea cunt
elisa
tell nat
she's been on me all day
please tell her whatever it is
passing prince
and us too
I'm curious now
bayern bitch
I can't tell anyone anything
starboy simp
uhm well you can tell us
obviously
bayern bitch
really can't
bayern bench
I'm so invested in whatever
this is
barcelona bench
yess
go on tell us elisa
bayern bitch
what part of I can't tell you
do you not understand?
barcelona bench
well the 't part mostly
bayern bitch
you are so not funny
barcelona bench
I am extremely funny
now tell us
bayern bitch
I am not going to tell you
and nat neither
chelsea cunt
I swear she looks really stressed
bayern bitch
anyway I have to warm up now
barcelona bench
good luck at the game!
chelsea cunt
good luckkk
starboy simp
break a leg
passing prince
you'll do greattt
bayern bench
score a goal, yeah?
bayern bitch
I'll try
thank youuu guys
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"You know if you continue to kick like that we'll lose the game" my teammate said to me while we were passing during warm up. "Yeah sorry" "Is everything alright?" "yeah just thinking a lot" "about the game?" "no it's just personal stuff" "Family drama, friends drama or boy drama?" "boy drama" "ah I see. What makes it complicated?" "I'm seeing someone but I like someone else and I can't be with the other guy" "and it's just all a mess?" "yeah, exactly" "okay you have to get your head in the game now. You can figure that out later. I'm sure it will, but we need you focused to win" "yeah of course"
I closed my eyes and took a couple of deep breaths. I opened my eyes again and we started walking out onto the pitch. It seemed like only a couple of seconds later the game started. It was though playing against Frankfurt, always is. We weren't dominating the game, but neither were they. I was a little of my game today. I have so much going on. I didn't play bad, but not as great as normally. In the 17th minute I took a shot on the goal. I had great chances. Most of the time it would've gone in, but it went over, like way over.
We got a corner in the 33rd minute. I was standing in front of the goal, a frankfurt player right next to me. My teammate put the ball right in front of the goal. A perfect shot. I jumped up and didn't get my head onto the ball. Though when I jumped up I just felt something in my right thigh. Something was wrong. I hit the ground and there was this sudden and sharp pain in my right thigh. I fell to the ground and screamed in pain. I held my thigh and some players came over to me. The medics came and I said I couldn't play anymore. I was taken off the pitch limping.
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A/N: very short chapter bc I mostly
didn't know what to write.
Hope you enjoyed anyway!
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