After a beat, Harriet, looking flustered, raised her voice.
âU-Ummm, Iâm sorry, I didnât mean to be rude!â
âNo, not at all! Okay, itâs okay! Iâm sorry if I made you feel that way!â
Harriet tried to jump up, but Rishe calmed her down and made her lie down on the couch again.
Rishe looked down unconsciously and then spoke a bit dispiritedly.
âWeâre having a coupleâs spat.â
âCoupleâs spat?â
âIâm angry with him, so Iâm throwing a tantrumâ¦â
Rishe muttered quietly as she mixed the chemical solution with a glass rod in a circular motion.
âThe truth is, weâre not even fighting.â
Her voice became more dull than she had expected.
âI wished to have a marital quarrel, so he just accepted it as usual. Iâm sure he wonât ever get into a âfightâ with me.â
Rishe realized she was speaking something close to a monologue and was surprised.
âPardon me, Harriet-sama.â
It would only confuse Harriet if she said something like that out of the blue. Just as Rishe was about to change the subject, Harriet opened her mouth.
âAre you feeling lonely, by any chance?â
ââ¦â
Rishe felt a tingle in the back of her left chest.
âNo, I donât mean that.â
She tried to deny it, and found herself unable to do so firmly.
Harriet gently removed the towel and slowly raised herself up, turning to face Rishe.
âRishe-sama, are you angry with your fiancé?â
Rishe reflected on her emotions and shook her head.
What was swirling around in her mind was different from distinct anger.
It was a much childish emotion that she held for Arnold. She also realized that he was indulging her.
âI guess Iâm just sulking.â
Rishe chuckled at this realization.
âYou said it, Harriet-sama. Iâm lonely. Thereâs nothing I can do for him, and maybe thatâs why Iâm so unworthy.â
âRishe-sama.â
âMy heart is aching, sad, and throbbingâ¦â
Rishe gently placed her hand on her left chest and frowned.
âââIf there was anything I could do for him, I wish I could make it happen.â
But she couldnât get through him.
Arnold himself explicitly rejected her. Rishe clenched her fists tightly at that memory.
âRishe-sama.â
Rishe looked up at Harrietâs voice.
âI-Iâm sorry Iâm being nosy. I might be talking out of turn, butâ¦â
âW-Whatâs wrong, Harriet-sama?â
Serious, olive eyes looked at Rishe with unprecedented intensity.
âââ Just hearing your words alone, Iâm sure youâre feeling like youâve been given a lot.â
â!â
Risheâs eyes widened at her remark.
Harriet looked down for a moment, seemingly hesitant, then shook her head and looked up.
âWhat if Iâ¦If only someone beside me says something like thatâ¦If only there was even one person in this world who would say that to me!â
Harriet clasped her hands together in front of her chest.
âI think thatâs enough to make me happy!â
ââ¦!â
Rishe suddenly had an epiphany upon hearing her wish.
Even if I canât do anythingâ¦Just tell him that I can do anything.
Rishe slowly blinked.
I wonder if thereâs something I can help His Highness Arnold with.
Rishe didnât have the confidence but that reminded her of something.
It was the same promise that Arnold had made to her.
[I swear I will do everything in my power to make it come true.]
Arnold said the same thing after his marriage proposal.
âThank you very much, Harriet-sama.â
Rishe let out a breath and smiled at Harriet, who was trembling a little.
âHarriet-samaâs words made me motivated again to face that man anew. Iâm so thankful for your concern.â
âM-My pleasure!â
Harriet shook her head and took a deep breath to embolden herself.
âI- I have no desire to quarrel with His Majesty Walter, my fiancé.â
âHarriet-sama, thatâsâ¦â
âI thought I couldnât change what I was born with. The fact that I was born a princess, that Iâm useless, that I have an appearance my fiancé hates! My bad, please excuse me. I just keep thinking Iâm sorry I was bornâ¦â
No.
There was no reason for Harriet to think less of herself.
Rishe was appalled and immediately tried to deny it.
âBut thenâ¦I realized something!â
A gleam sparkled in Harrietâs eyes as she stared at Rishe.
âFor others, it may only sound trivialâ¦People might say they just have to put on makeup, a nice dress, and braid their bangs. But for me, itâs entirely different.â
Her face was hidden by her outstretched bangs, and a sparkle, which had been invisible when she was lying face down, was shimmering in her teary eyes.
âI can now look in the mirror. Iâm incredibly excited to get dressed after my bath. My maids, who had always been distant, talked to me a lot just today.â
âHarriet-samaâ¦â
âFrom this alone, I felt as if everything had changed.â
Harriet sounded close to tears.