Chapter 40 Enzo leaned closer to me and said, âYouâre in heat.â
His hot breath sprayed across my skin. It felt good, and it relieved my discomfort to some extent My arms came up to wrap around his shoulder involuntarily, as I rubbed the tip of my nose against his neck. It was my instinct, and it felt natural to react that way.
His muscles turned rock hard under my touch, like a marble baked in the sun.
âI-I donât... feel so good.â
My head was dizzy. My grip on his arm tightened till my nails dug into his flesh. The wine scent he exuded constantly lured me closer, seducing me. I felt drunk but also very much sober at the same time.
My brain was in a mess, but my body was moving toward Enzo with a clear purpose...
âEnzo...â I muttered his name, âIâm here.â
His voice seemed to echo through the void in my mind, and my ears throbbed at the words â Iâm here.â
I wanted him, my body was telling me so.
It was so hot! I felt like I was burning!
Yet at the same time, the rational part of my mind was desperately telling me to stop I couldnât be a slave to desire. I wanted a lover who loved me wholeheartedly, not a puppet bounded by the destiny of mates!
I didnât need that!
I bit my lower lip, trying to use the pain to regain my shattered sanity I couldnât stay here!
I needed to leave I needed to be away from Enzo His scent was addictive I struggled to get out of his arms and crawled under the bed âWhere are you going?â Enzoâs hoarse voice came from behind me. He easily wrapped his arm around my waist, trapping me in his arms once more âIâm going back.â I told him as I bit through the soft sian on my lips The smell of blood sobered me up and cut through the cloud in my mind igaped asid repeated, âIâm going back âBack to where?â Enzo sixtdenly tightened his arm, his tone cold His touch was electrical, his hand was still caressing along my back âI can help you,â Enzo said into my ear. âLet me help you.â
His voice was so seductive!
âYouâll feel better soon,â He coaxed me, reaching under my clothes with one hand. He didnât stop stroking me with his other hand, urging me to let go of my sanity.
A calloused palm slid across my skin, and I felt even hotter.
I hesitated, gradually wondering why I wanted to push him away.
How could so little touch be enough?
It wasnât enough!
I wanted it rougher, a more direct collision.
But...
That wasnât right. It shouldnât be like this.
âThen, whatâs right? How should it be?â Enzoâs voice rang in my ear, and I suddenly realized I had said those words out loud, âAndrea,â Enzo called to me. He lifted my chin and said something A powerful wave crashed into my mind in the next moment.
âEverything I gave you was right,â Enzo said to me.
While I was stunned, he suddenly kissed me.
Was it really right?
My rational mind was questioning me, but I couldnât find the answer. I knew it. Life would eventually come down to instincts and surrender to desire.
âThereâs nothing wrong with us,â Enzo said between kisses. âEverything is right. How can I be wrong in loving you? Thereâs nothing wrongâ
The fortress of reasoning collapsed in my mind, turning into ashes. In the end, only the words âI love youâ was etched in my bones, shaking my soul.
He kissed me, from my lips to the corner of my eyes. He licked the salty tears and followed the trail down my cheek, making a light circle with his tongue at my earlobe. âDonât be afraid,â Enzo reassured me. His hand under my clothes fumbled with the hook on my bra âIâll give you the best experience.â As soon as he said that, my body loosened. He had managed to unhook my bra The unique wine scent boomed up, completely engulfing me. I didnât struggle against him any longer Of I finally gave in to my desires. My rational thoughts were trapped in a net when he said â? love youâ, unable to escape Enzo tilted my chin up and pressed a rough kiss on my lipx. Then, he detached from me slightly, looking closely at me while his hand mwed from my shoulder in my chest.
He undid the buttons on my jacket one by one. Goosebumps appeared as soon as the cold air hit my naked skin.
Enzo instantly pressed his chest against me, warming me up with his hot muscles.
âI love you,â Enzo repeated, emphasizing the words, then lowered his head to kiss my chest âAh!â I let out a moan as I threaded my fingers through his slightly tangled hair.
He licked my breast, his tongue flicking out to tease me. His sharp fangs rubbed over my standing nipples, after a short sting itâs pleasure. So much pleasure. I suddenly tighten my grib on his hair. He trailed kisses down my body to my flat stomach, then slowly continued downwards...