Shaula was terrified and followed me. I checked the time as my mood subsided.
It wasnât even seven yet.
I threw myself back on the bed, then got up with resentment in my heart.
âDo you know how hard it is to go back to sleep once you wake up? Take responsibility!â
Shaula glanced at the door nervously.
âCan I take responsibility by disappearing from Your Graceâs sight?â
âNo way? Youâre trying to run away because Aedis is coming.â
Anyway, she was a really unreliable escort knight. I put on my shawl and stepped into the hallway to shake off my sleepiness.
ââ¦â¦ Shaula, I can see that youâre trying to widen the distance slowly.â
âTsk.â
Shaula gave up her escape and walked next to me.
Through the window, the bell tower was seen wrapped in a soft ray of light. It seemed that the seal was released in a very quick and swift manner.
I wanted to go and figure out the situation myself, but I was still dazed and so put it off until later.
I was sure my husband would have figured it out.
As Shaula was maintaining our leisurely pace, someone suddenly called me from the side of the stairs.
âYour Grace!â
Knights rushed toward me and prostrated themselves. Each of them had a sad look.
âWhat are you doing here?â
Procyon, who had the worst expression, shed tears over a runny nose.
âYour Grace, please kill me.â
âWhatâs going on?â
âI canât be a knight. I canât even protect Your Graceâ¦â¦.â
Is that why they were all huddled up on the stairs? Shaula guards the bedroom, and the knights guard the hallway and stairs leading to the bedroom?
Even though I didnât feel guarded at all.
âSir Agena, please help Sir Procyonâ¦â¦.â
However, Agena also had a shameful face.
âForgive me.â
âI was all right. Itâs nothing now.â
The knights did not seem to believe me at all. Even Shaula clicked her tongue.
âYour Grace, saying something like that with a half-faced countenance is not convincing.â
I took all the beastâs blood without leaving a drop so I was quite refreshedâ¦â¦.
The butler and the chief handmaid, who were waiting in a nearby room, also appeared because the conversation was quite loud.
âYour Grace!â
âWhy are you out so early?â
No, why is everyone looking at the scene like a critically ill patient rushed out of the hospital room at will?
Burdened, I turned to my bedroom.
However, their worries did not go away, so I had to go down to the dining room under the utmost security at breakfast time.
At the dining table, Aedis and Regen arrived one step ahead. I saw them both and smiled warmly.
âLord!â
ââ¦â¦ hello.â
It wasnât the usual greeting. Thereâs no such thing as a good morning.
I tilted my head and sat down next to Aedis.
Regen was silent throughout the meal. The amount of food that was spilled was more than what went into my mouth.
Regenâs dazzling eyes were fixed on me.
âLord, do I have something on my face?â
âOh, no⦠⦠.â
Then what is it? Were you uncomfortable?
Thinking about the conversation we had yesterday, I thought that might be the case. I got up.
âAedis, Iâll just go up. Lord, please continue.â
Then Regen, who I thought would relax, got up after me.
âYour, Your Grace.â
âYes?â
âCan you spare me a moment?â
Huh? Werenât you uncomfortable?
âAre you asking for a date?â
âDaâ¦â¦ There is something I want to tell you. Father, too.â
I made eye contact with Aedis for a moment.
âI see.â
We dismissed all the attendants and employees, making the room quiet.
Aedis fell into silence while Regen was choosing his words.
He watched Regen with deep sunken eyes.
He had the same face as when he checked to see if the brainwashing on Monica had worked out.
I felt a tingling sensation in my skin, as if a light electric current was flowing in the air, but as soon as I frowned a little, that feeling disappeared.
Aedis sighed and pulled out a comb. It was my hair brush.
ââ¦â¦ Aedis, where did that come from?â
âI always carry it with me.â
Aedis answered calmly and brushed my hair. Then, in the same way, he pulled out a hair tie from some unknown place and tied it up.
Regen still didnât open his mouth.
âLord, arenât you eating?â
I pushed all the desserts on the table toward Regen.
As if my tender voice had been a signal, Regen spewed his emotions like a wave of water.
ââ¦â¦ As expected.â
It didnât seem to be a positive emotion.
âWhat?â
âAs expected, Your Grace is not my mother.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âHow can someone like Your Grace be my mother?â
ââ¦â¦.â
Before I could even guess what he meant, Regen ran out.
Aedis said to me, who had turned into ice.
âHe wouldnât have meant it that way.â
âWhat isâ¦â¦ that way?â
Suddenly, in a great emotional shock, my voice trembled.
âIt wasnât a temporary brainwashing like the one with Lady Elaine, so I couldnât break the connection with him, but Regen seems to be resisting.â
âBut I donât think he was brainwashed with what he just said.â
âEve, I think.â
I took a breath and spoke with a casual voice.
âWill you follow Regen? Iâm fine.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âAedis? Please. Iâm worried about Regen.â
âIâll be right back.â
Aedis said so, knowing that I didnât want him to return quickly. Soon, I was left alone in the room.
ââ¦â¦.â
Regen must have a hard time resisting Kadan, but I guess I pushed him too hard.
But I couldnât let Regen out of the castle, even if I was hated more than I am now.
Thatâs what I was prepared for when I decided to take Gilbertâs aura anyway. I had to strengthen my heart.
I also left the room after swiping my face.
I did not return to the bedroom.
I stood in front of the door in a place that even the employees would avoid.
I didnât even knock, but the owner of the room swung the door open first.
âYour Grace? Why is your face like that?â
âShaulaâ¦â¦.â
Then the tears fell.
âYour Grace?!â
âHide me.â
Now, I didnât want to show it to Aedis either. I didnât want him to blame Regen for seeing me hurt.
Shaula shut the door when I entered. And on the other hand, she was thinking hard as to how to respond to the request to âhide meâ and then locked the door.
âIs this okay?â
Shaking, Shaula grabbed the bookshelf with one hand and dragged it to cover the window.
When I saw the waste of stamina, I realized it was absurd.
ââ¦â¦ All you have to do is close the curtains, you idiot.â
Shaula glanced at the elegantly hanging curtains on either side of the window.
âI donât know how to move them.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âI would probably tear them.â
Sometimes, she is very good at self-awarenessâ¦â¦.
Shaula, who did her best, came to me. There was no substitute for a handkerchief in this room, so I wiped the tears off Shaulaâs clothes. I was half-grumpy, but it was me, not Shaula, who felt offended.
ââ¦â¦ Shaula, you stink.â
âI actually forgot, but I have a lot of work to do todayâ¦â¦.â
I cut off Shaulaâs rambling at once.
âLetâs take a bath.â
âYour Grace, why donât you just keep crying?â
However, the tears were long gone due to the unexpected olfactory assault.
âLooking at this situation, who would think of you as the former commander of the Grand Duchy and an escort knight for the Grand Duchess! Are you really going to keep going around like this?!â
âOh, come on!â
âDidnât you think of running away like before? I am really strong right now?â
I rolled up my sleeves and shoved Shaula into the bathtub.
Wow, how long has she not used the tub, dust was sitting on it.
Just like the bathtub, I dumped the never-used bathing salts and oil into the tub. As the hot water gurgled, Shaula murmured.
âI hate hot water.â
She was not a human but a big dog.
I asked Shaula as I took off her clothes and threw them away.
âCan you also turn into a beast? No, your original form is a beast, is this your disguise now?â
Iâd rather understand if that was the case. I remembered Eleonora, who changed from a spider to a man.
âI canât do such frivolous things.â
Did she just curse at my disciple?
I groaned inside, pouring hot water on Shaulaâs head. How did I ever become like thisâ¦â¦.
I had no time to be sad about Regenâs remarks. No, the olfactory terror was so great that the sad feelings disappeared in an instant. If there had been a washing machine here, I would have put her in and run the machine without any regrets.
âI will be the only aristocrat to attend the escort knightâs bath.â
In fact, it felt more like bathing a large dog that didnât listen rather than attending her.
âSo, Your Grace, why were you crying?â
I stared intently at Shaula. For some reason, Shaula was more comfortable than my childhood friends Charlie and Monica.
Was it because she felt like a dog?
ââ¦â¦ It must be difficult for Regen to accept me as his family,â
I said bitterly. In front of other people, I called Regen by his first name, but in front of him, I always called him Lord.
âI think it would be difficult for me to accept. I think Iâll be bathing every day.â
âThis punkâ¦â¦.â
Instead of crying, Shaula giggled at my face full of anger. As she shifted her position in the bathtub, a large tattoo on her back was revealed.