Aedis doubted my praise.
âIs it possible?â
I smiled softly at Aedis and then straightened my head.
âDid you hear me lying? You are a really good husband.â
ââ¦â¦ Sometimes I wonder what your conscience is made of.â
Aedis mumbled low and rested his chin on my head.
The flowers were swaying in one direction following the gentle breeze. When I first arrived here, I thought it was a northern and mild wind. But it had softened and it was as calm as a spring breeze.
âAedis, donât you think the weather is getting warmer?â
As I inhaled, a pleasantly cool, fresh air entered my chest. Aedis smiled and pretended innocence.
âI donât know.â
âAh, I see.â
I can brag about it then.
I decided to take a short break while buried in Aedisâ arms.
The sound of the wind rustling the leaves. The sound of swaying petals. The sound of my hair fluttering. And Aedisâ breathing relaxed me.
Drunk from drowsiness, I fell asleep and dreamed again.
Again, the place was Cyclamen Castle.
I was nervous because I thought I might be reunited with Kadan, but I heard Aedisâ voice behind me.
âEve, canât you die for me?â
I moved slowly to face Aedis in my dream.
Since the blackmail by Kadan didnât work, heâs going to convince me with my husband. Is it this?
My head was cold, but for the first time, I pretended not to know that this place was a dream. I smiled and approached my fake husband.
âRemember what you did for me last night? If you do it again, I will consider it.â
Then Aedis in the dream frowned.
âWhat exactly is thatâ¦â¦.â
âOh dear, have you already forgotten? You licked my feet and swore absolute obedience. Even though I said no, you kept pushing me hotlyâ¦â¦.â
I looked down with a face of shame. Of course, there was no such thing. My husband was so upright.
But the fake husband was silent. He didnât even argue or tell me not to lie.
â¦â¦ itâs impossible to not distinguish. He could control my dreams, but it seemed impossible to monitor me in reality.
âHuh? Aedis? Why is there no answer?â
Suddenly I felt my feet go out, and I opened my eyes to reality.
Hmm, did I get rid of it?
I rubbed my eyes. Even in the dream, I was clearly conscious, so I didnât feel refreshed when I awakened.
It might be hard to hold on for longâ¦â¦.
Perhaps I had really slept for a while, since the color of the sky was not much different from before. Aedis didnât even bring me indoors.
I tugged Aedisâ hem.
âAedis, can you call Toliman, please? I want him to guard the castle for a few days. I have to vacate it. Letâs stay here at least until my parents arrive.â
Fatigue was evident in my voice. Aedis accepted the request without asking anything.
âIâll tell him right away.â
I dropped Aedisâ hem and took his hand instead. Long fingers intertwined with mine, but nothing caught on.
What.
âAedis, what about the ring?â
Since when?
âIt was broken. I will make a new one.â
I remembered the ring stolen by Kadan. There was so much magic engraved on the ring that even the instruction manual was enclosed separately.
âBut it took quite a while to make it. Itâs too badâ¦â¦.â
âThinking about it the other way around, Iâve made it once, so Iâll get better results next time.â
How can I be disappointed when he only says sweet things like this?
âNext time, how about adding some magic so that it doesnât fall off my finger?â
But Aedis was skeptical.
âPlease donât just value those things, Eve. What if someone discovers the ring is a magic tool when the wife is in trouble? They may not hesitate to cut off your finger to take it away. I wouldnât let the situation get that far, but just in case.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âA ring can be remade from the same essence over and over again. In unfavorable circumstances, just give it away. You wonât be able to hold it for long anyway.â
The last words were a little harsh, but I understood what Aedis meant.
âI see. I will make sure my fingers are not threatened.â
Aedis laughed happily.
âThank you for understanding.â
* * *
There was a small house on the island that looked like a miniature Morgana mansion.
The bedroom was structured almost like my room in the mansion, and the kitchen was stocked with fresh groceries.
I wanted to admire my husbandâs thoroughness all day, but, thanks to the lack of a deep sleep, I dozed off as soon as I sat myself on the sofa.
Regen appeared in this dream.
âWow, are you really going to do this?â
I felt my blood chill throughout my body. I didnât want to hear Rgen ask me to die, so I ran out of the castle.
It was a vicious trick that I would not let go of the beast.
I wanted to vomit back the blood of the beast that I drank so far.
Even as I shook my head, Regen in my dream looked at me and smiled broadly.
âMoââ
âAre you going to say that? Only the real Regen can call me Mother.â
ââ¦â¦.â
It was already the third intervention through a dream.
âYou donât think Aedis is afraid to seduce me in real life?â
ââ¦â¦.â
My accusations were certain. He didnât even know if Aedis licked my feet or not.
âAedis said you were like a god, but I canât agree with you.â
Tears welled up in the fake Regenâs eyes. Soon, from the fake Regenâs mouth came a decrepit yet friendly voice that didnât fit the eight-year-old age.
âGirl, I know you are a good boy.â
What is this floating cloud-catching sound?
âThen you mean Aedis is a bad kid?â
âMore than that.â
âSo?â
ââ¦â¦.â
âI wouldnât punish a bad kid even if I became like you.â
I started to speak.
ââ¦â¦.â
âI donât know if itâs possible to punish someone by inheriting some of your abilities with the prerequisite of dying.â
He borrowed Regenâs figure and let out a deep sigh.
âThere is a situation here.â
âI guess so. But Iâm not curious.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âWhy do you look hurt? Donât you deserve it?â
As I pressed, the Beast with Regenâs face murmured.
âI know it is, butâ¦..â
âIf you understand that, you canât pretend to be Regen.â
âIâm sorry, girl. Now that I donât have a body, I have no choice but to borrow the image of another.â
âIf you were going to be so clingy, you shouldnât have died.â
ââ¦â¦ Had I known that the girl I wanted to be happy with would marry that kid, I would have survived..â
Even knowing that the boy with the wide eyes was not the real Regen, but just the beast using his appearance, there was a subtle feeling.
âWhy do you keep hanging over my husband?â
Regenâs face expressed dissatisfaction.
âI thought you, girl, would find a much better man.â
ââ¦â¦ What?â
âDidnât you say on the day we first met that you were going to marry a man you didnât really like? You said you didnât like him, so you needed my blood.â
ââ¦â¦.â
I did say that.
I didnât want to have the same ending as Maevia in Esmeraldaâs Crescent Moon.
So, I needed a way to confront Gilbert, and I decided to use the beastâs blood while following the novelâs story. In the end, I met the beast who I could communicate with and resolved it amicably.
âBut to change fate. Merely.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âMerelyâ¦â¦.â
The beast swallowed his anger as he balled up his small hand.
ââ¦â¦ So you gave me blood because I didnât want to marry Gilbert, but you mean youâre offended I married his stepfather?â
âGirl, you have no eyes for people.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âBesides, that body is so brittle.â
âNo. The reason I chose Aedisâ¦â¦.â
It felt like a guardianâs nagging, so I raised my words again without realizing it. However, the despairing beast did not listen. He just patted the back of my hand using Regenâs face.
âToday, I will put your consciousness to sleep, but I will not give up.â
âExcuse me?â
âI wanted my girl to be free and happy in a âsafeâ environment. The last time when the barriers of my grave were broken, I watched you normally happy and trying to get back. It would be difficult to handle the aftermath of the broken contract, so I tried to help.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âBut as soon as the half-human half-beast broke the barrier, the child came and sealed me.â
Does half-human half-beast mean Shaula?
âI vomited blood at that time, and Aedis must have been very surprised.â
Then, the beast whistled through Regenâs cute lips, making a sound like wind blowing, and denied it.
âThe child is blinded by excessive possessiveness toward you, so he hates me. Because when the moment comes when you want to take your freedom back from that child, my strength will help.â
Itâs true that I donât like it, but thatâs not the reasonâ¦â¦.
âItâs hard to believe me, butâ¦â¦ There must be a price to pass on my abilities. I canât help it either.â
âWell, Aedis is the perfect husband for meâ¦â¦.â
âThe girl who decorated the end of my long life, please be honest with your feelings.â
âAh really! No! Anyone who hears it would think that Aedis kidnapped me and brought me with himâ¦â¦ !â
I suddenly came to my senses. But I didnât feel like waking up right away from my dream. My body felt refreshed as if I had slept well.
Myâ my body is freshâ¦â¦ My mind is exhaustedâ¦â¦.