âI have never done any good deeds in my life, and I like money and jewelry, and I like to eat raw food, right? Iâm also very picky. However, I am also a person with a blunt conscience to the point that I tell Lord that healthy food should be eaten evenly.â
ââ¦â¦â
âThere are a lot of things I donât like. I donât like Lord Castorâs habit of eating without washing his hands after going to the bathroom. I only talk to the Grand Duchess in the Empire, saying that I donât listen to people who are weaker than me, or insult themâ¦â¦ No, I donât like them either.â
ââ¦â¦â
âAnd my husband, who refused to give me a kissâ¦â¦, sigh. I was about to be sad again all of a sudden. I never knew I would become so obsessed with kisses.â
Regen blew his nose and started sniffing at me.
There was something like curiosity that could not be hidden in the reddened corners of his eyes.
Yes, well, it would be a good thing if Regen could calm down by destroying my image.
He pretended to be wary, but in the end, it was the usual Regen I knew, so I smiled.
âItâs a little different from the Grand Duchess that Lord knows, isnât it? Now that you hate me, I⦠â
âThatâs notâ¦â¦â
Regen reflexively denied, and he shut his mouth halfway, as if he had made a mistake.
He was really lovely.
Therefore, I had to confess.
âI like the Lord.â
ââ¦â¦â
Regenâs shoulders trembled.
âLord, did you ask me if I wanted anything? I said that it should have a form other than the heart of the Lord, but I donât need anything else. I want to have the Lordâs heart.â
I got up and tapped the ice spear that was blocking me and Regen with my fingertips.
Although it was only lightly touched, it made a cracking sound and the spear broke.
Soon, it shattered and became beautiful ice crystals.
Regen opened his eyes wide.
âHowâ¦â¦?â
âNo matter how much Shaula ridiculed me, I am not weak enough to be protected by the Lord. Rather, the Lord needs my protection.â
The red eyes that flickered with light were chasing me without knowing.
I smiled.
âThe Lord is still young. You donât have to protect me, you can talk to me or have an accident. Of course you canât get hurt.â
When the other ice spears were broken, Regen finally cried aloud.
âHeuk, huuhuupâ¦â¦â
âLord? Come here.â
âThatâ¦â¦ butâ¦â¦â
âYou donât think I can handle it? Really?â
ââ¦â
âEven if I am the Lordâs mother?â
Well, I still have a long way to go as a mother.
Regen blinked his eyes several times.
Then, as if he had decided something, he wiped his tears with his sleeve.
I watched Regen approach me at a very slow pace.
I was going to wait with patience, but when I was three steps away, Regenâs face suddenly turned blue.
ââ¦â¦Y-your Grace? Shadow.â
âHuh? Shadow? What shadowâ¦â¦ Kyaaaak!â
Crazy! Crazy! What is that?!
A hand was sticking out from my shadow!
Swirling the air, I screamed and retreated.
Like Regen who had cried just before, I was at a loss as to what to do.
âYo-your⦠Your Grace! T-the shadows are weird!â
âWe must run awayâ¦â¦! No, but the shadow is following me?!â
âThatâs because itâs Your Graceâs shadow!â
Then the hand, which had moved in and out in the shadow, reached up to my elbow.
âHiiikk!â
âL-lord?! Calm down! Lord! Regen!â
I shook Regen, who had fainted, and saw that the hand, which was wandering through the air, was properly touching the ground, and tilted my head.
The black sleeves, whyâ¦â¦ does it seem familiar?
Oh, hang on?
âIs that Aedis?â
As if answering my question, the hands, arms, and then the shoulders and face came out. He came out of someone elseâs shadow.
The picture-perfect man, fully aware of my heartbeat, apologized.
âSorry. I was late for a shortcut because intervening outside would shock Regen. It took me a while because it was my first time trying it.â
ââ¦â¦â
âWhat about Regen?â
âYou stunned him.â
ââ¦â¦â
Wait, why am I being kind to you?
Aedis wasnât friendly at all when he turned down my request to kiss, so I donât know why Iâm answering him.
I hugged Regen.
As Regen lost his consciousness, the mist slowly cleared up.
That was enough for me to go back on my own.
But why did Regen go rampant?
In ãEsmeraldaâs Crescent Moonã, Gilbert threatened his life.
Now, there was nothing like that.
There was no one who could threaten Regenâs life in the Cyclamen Castle.
Itâs been a while since I released Paimonâs seal.
I was trying to guess why, but Aedis called my name.
âEve.â
âDonât call me.â
Hng.
Of course, I had no intention of letting go of my anger easily.
The heartbreak I suffered all night.
If you were going to talk to me, you should have came sooner.
When I entered the castle with Regen in my arms, Mrs. Theresa was the first to greet me.
There were a few people who fell or hit their heads because the fog obstructed their view, but fortunately, most ended up with minor bruises.
I laid Regen on the bed and glanced at him. Even though he fainted when he saw something terrifying, his complexion was not bad.
When he wakes up, he will be surprised if I tell him that the hand that he saw and passed out from was actually Aedisâs hand.
Still, I feel relieved. Because it wasnât a ghost.
Theresa said she would watch over him, but for today, I refused because I wanted to be by Regenâs side. I drank the blood of the beast, so I didnât have to worry about getting tired.
At first, I thought that it would be better if the main character in the novel, Regen Kallakis, had suffered a little less. Well, I suddenly fell in love, and he started to look lovely.
Now, I have to admit it for sure.
Although this child is no longer a character in the novels I have read, he has become very small and precious.
âLord.â
I called out the little boyâs name.
âRegen.â
âHuhâ¦â¦â
The angel-like child who heard my call even in a dream spoke lightly.
âI donât know if Iâm qualified to be your mother, but Iâll try my best. Thank you so much for liking me.â
I lightly kissed Regenâs cheek and smiled.
âThis is a kiss that Iâve never even given Aedis. I wonât do it to Aedis in the future.â
Was it too bad?
âYou wonât do itâ¦â¦?â
How much time had passed? Even though my physical abilities were supplemented with the blood of a demonic beast, the tension was released and I could not stop the rush of sleepiness.
I sat, reclining in the chair in the most comfortable position and closed my eyes.
In my senses, it seems that it had only been a few minutes.
âEve.â
Aedisâs voice, which seemed to scrape my heart sweetly, cut through the still air and pierced my ears.
I looked away without opening my eyes.
I was wondering what you were going to say.
âI-iâ
ââ¦â¦â
âIâm not really used to it.â
ââ¦â¦â
âI didnât know what to do, so I did it. Itâs not that I avoided it because I hated it.â
I could barely resist the desire to open my eyes.
Then you should have told me about it right away.
I might have been a little grumpy though, but compared to the sad feelings I have now, the situation would have been better if you had told me.
I suddenly felt Aedisâs hand gripping mine.
It was a gentle and respectful touch, as if he was dealing with something precious that he had barely gained through his whole life.
Something warm and soft touched my palm and retreated.
Ohâ¦â¦
Did you just kiss me?
It was not at all the place I picked, butâ¦â¦ï¼
I opened my eyes. Aedis was already leaving the room.
But there was something strange in his other hand, which didnât hold my hand.
It was the body of some droopy little thing.
What?
Is it an insect?
I donât know if itâs anything else, but itâs too big to be compared to an insectâ¦â¦
The door closed silently.
In the room, there were only me and Regen who were asleep.
What was in his hand was something shiny red. It looked like it was slightly larger than the palm of my hand.
â¦â¦Did I just look at it wrongly? It was too momentary.
While I was contemplating whether to follow Aedis, Regen changed his posture and kicked the blanket.
âOh, donât kick your blanket.â
I covered Regen with the blanket properly and sat down on the chair. Even if my curiosity was piqued, now was the time to take care of Regen.
The palm that was kissed was still burning.
Anyway, it was nice because it was a kiss too. I was also willing to let my anger go.
The problem isâ¦â¦ at this rate, it will take one more year to try again for a kiss on the cheek.
I was afraid that it might be so. Oh no?
I hope notâ¦â¦?