She-wolves in bikinis, empty beer bottles, sand between my toes. San Clemente State Park is the perfect place to camp with the gang on an October weekend.
My momâs easy, but Iâm not sure how most of these kids got their parents to let them comeâmust be because Garrett, our future alpha, headed up the trip. Either that, or they lied and said it was a school outing.
I know if I was Sheridan Greenâs dad, I would never let her sleep anywhere near the likes of us. Of me. Because she is in serious danger of getting marked right here and now.
And itâs not just the stolen beer keg talking.
Weâve never hung out beforeâwe run in totally different circles, but somehow we ended up playing frisbee in the water together this afternoon. Now she leans against me in front of the small beach fire someone lit, the skin of her bare shoulder warm against mine, her scent in my nostrils. I havenât touched her yet, mostly because I donât trust myself. I canât even believe weâre hanging out. Homecoming queen, pack royalty, straight A studentâsheâs everything Iâm not. At seventeen, she works in the upper offices of Wolf Ridge with the rest of the royalty, not on the factory floor, like me and my mom.
And sheâs the most she-wolf this pack has ever seen.
I thought sheâd date an alpha kid from another pack, someone like her cousin Garrett, who is and has everything. Or even Jared, who at least has a mid-pack pedigree.
âYou know what I canât figure out, Robson?â Her voice is husky and soft so only I can hear her.
âWhatâs that, sweetheart?â I take a hit off the joint Jared passed me and offer it to her. She shakes her head, but I donât sense judgment.
âWhy a guy as smart as you sits in the back and screws around during class. If you applied yourself, you could get a full ride to college somewhere.â
My chest tightens but I force a laugh. I wrote off college a long time ago. Probably about the time my eighth grade teacher told me I was as worthless as my imprisoned dad, and I should get my ass into vocational school. âWhat makes you think Iâm smart?â
âYou wouldnât be in the advanced classes if you hadnât tested in. And you ace every test even though I never see you study.â
That in itself makes my world shudder and rearrange.
âNah, schoolâs not for me. I canât stand authority.â I flash her my bad boy smile and she leans into me, her forest green eyes lit by the flames.
âYou follow authority.â She lifts her chin in the direction of Garrett Green, our pack leaderâs son.
âHeâs different.â I mean it. Garrett may be one-hundred percent alpha, but heâs one of us. He doesnât care for school or authority, either. He wonât toe the party line. Heâs told his dad point blank he will never run the brewery. More than anything, though, heâs a friend. Heâs as loyal to his mini pack of teen wolves as we are to him. Heâd do anything for us.
And Iâve had way too little of that in my life, so yeahâIâm sticking close. Where he goes, I follow. And we sure as hell arenât going to college to become suits at Wolf Ridge Brewery.
She turns her gaze back to the fire.
Across the way, Garrett howls and strips off his swim trunks. With a whoop of excitement, the rest of the boys follow, dropping their suits and shifting to howl. A bunch of girls, do, too, calling to me and Sheridan. She stands up and hesitates, shooting an unsure glance at me.
As much as Iâd give my left nut to see Sheridan Green naked, thereâs no fucking way Iâm going to let her do it front of the rest of the gang. Yeah, weâve all been shifting together since we were kids, but that was before puberty. Before our teeth bore the serum capable of permanently marking a female.
âNot here, sweetheart.â I snatch her up by the waist and run, carrying her toward the cluster of tents while she giggles and fights me to put her down.
I drop her in front of her tent and turn my back. âLast one on four legs is a rotten egg!â I shove down my trunks and shift while sheâs still ducking into the tent.
She squeals in frustration and then darts out, her tawny coat thick and shining. She runs at top speed down to the water and I chase, nipping her heels, my wolf already ready to mate, to mark.
Sheridan Green is about as far off limits as a nun in the Vatican.
My wolf doesnât give a shit.
He wants her. Preferably in human form, naked and on the beach.
He wants her tonight.
For a second Trey just stares at me, eyes wide as if I shot him in the chest.
The pain and shame of that night comes back to me like a black fog rolling over my body. Iâve tried so hard these last twelve years to claw free from it, to believe I did the right thing. Especially since the Tucson pack has done well for itself.
My first boyfriend then turns and kicks the leg of the desk.
âFuck,â he spits. âFuck fuck fuck.â He kicks a trash can and it goes flying.
âLovely,â I drawl, stopping a rolling beer can with my foot. âYou always were so eloquent.â
âYou were never this much of a bitch,â he shoots back, and I flinch.
âI canât believe I ever loved you,â I mutter. I donât mean him to hear but he glances up sharply, anger flushing up his neck. Stupid sensitive wolf hearing.
I raise my chin, daring him to comment.
âWhat the fuck is this, Sheridan?â There was a time I would melt when he said my name. Very inconvenient to remember that right now. Trey is angry. Very angry. But the wolf in me feels his heat and interprets it differently. She remembers when Treyâs big body and all his anger at the world became fiery passion he unleashed on me. The perfect alchemy.
âYou show up after twelve years, talking big⦠let me explain something, sweetheart.â He jabs a finger in my direction. âYou donât have the authority to shut me down.â
âMy alpha does.â
âSo youâre going to turn tail and run to him? You were always good at tattling on us. Twelve years hasnât changed a damn thing.â
I flush. Score one for the angry he-wolf.
âThatâs not why youâre here.â Trey crowds me, giving me an eyeful of the flexing muscles of his chest, and suddenly I canât think straight. âI think you got tired of your pretty little place in the pack and pretty little life. Is that right, sweetheart?â The shaded edges of his neck tattoo fill my vision. Itâs hot, almost too hot to breathe. âYou always wanted to walk on the wild side. Thatâs why we were together in the first place. I wanted to get my dirty paws on a pack princess, and youââhis breath warms my ear and I feel dizzyââyou were slumminâ.â
He steps back to survey my dazed expression, a satisfied look on his face. My blood rushes faster, faster, and my wolf wants to know why we still have so many clothes on.
âThatâs why youâre here.â Trey folds his arms over his broad chest, effectively closing himself off. âAnother taste of the dogâs life. Then itâs back to your cushy gig, after you piss all over everything Iâve done. Because youâre still out for revenge.â
âThis isnât personal.â
âThe fuck it isnât.â He tosses his beautiful head, and I recognize the flash of pain beneath the fighterâs stance. Itâs the very thing that attracted me to him when we were teensâwhat gave him depth. He wasnât another dumb meathead follower of Garrettâs. His emotions ran deep, and though he kept them bottled up most of the time, they came out through his fists, and with me, through passion.
I just want to move close and comfort him. As angry as he is, I know he wonât hurt me. He would never hurt me.
âYou still have it out for me.â
âI donât.â I swallow, trying to wet my mouth. I need to remember why Iâm here. I need to remember that Trey is a player, and any attraction I feel for his beautiful fighterâs body will soon be obliterated because deep down heâs a lying, cheating low-down dirty dog. âI represent the pack.â
âNot my pack.â
I want to scream at him, ask why heâs playing stupid. âThe Phoenix pack. Wolf Ridge. Your old pack.â
âThat never was my pack.â His lips barely move.
âPlease,â I scoff. âTell your mom that. She misses you, by the way. Still works in the factoryâI see her every week.â
His eyes narrow. âI talk to her twice a week.â
Okay, maybe that was a low blow, insinuating that he abandoned his mom.
âYou know, Iâm surprised your father lets you descend from on high to mingle with the commoners.â He prowls around me, and I fight the urge to turn, face him, keep from giving him my back. Heâs the biggest predator in the room and my wolf knows it. She shouldnât be so aroused. A little more arousal in my scent and Trey and anyone who walks in this room will know how I really feel. My wolf wants to climb him like a tall, tattooed tree.
âIâm not a pack princess.â
âCouldâve fooled me. What did they make you when you graduated college? CEO?â
âIâm a VP of Finance.â I cross my arms over my chest. âBut I earned it.â
Trey scoffs.
âNo really, I did. I interned every summer. By the time I graduated with my MBA, I had worked in every area of the company.â
âEvery area?â Despite himself, he sounds impressed.
âYep. Factory floor, janitor. I even did a summer in marketing at our sponsored and outdoor events. When we were short on staff, I helped out whereverâwaitressing, even behind the bar.â
âYou slung drinks.â Treysâ voice is dry, disbelieving.
âYep. â
âGood, we need a bartender who can make change. Wednesday night, 7 p.m. Wear a skirt.â He sneers at my outfit. âBut lose the jacket.â
âArenât you listening? You canât run fights here anymore. Youâre attracting attention.â
âThen youâre not paying attention, sweetheart.â Trey crowds me, and heat fills my body. I stare up at him. Every nerveâs clanging like a fire alarm.
âThereâs no way in hell Iâm going to let you shut me down.â
He leans forward, eyes on mine. Angling his head, he takes a good long sniff. âVanilla and orange,â he purrs in his deep voice, and arousal pools between my legs. âVery nice.â
âItâs the flavor of our new line of seasonal brews,â I parrot my companyâs marketing spiel. âWheat beers. Very popular.â My brain is on autopilot, all available neurons diverted to keeping me from grabbing Treyâs bulging biceps with both hands, and rubbing against him like a cat.
âWhatever it is, I like it. You smell good enough to eat.â His eyes are glinting silver, his wolf peering out at me. Not good.
I slam my heel down on his foot. Hard enough to send my pointy heel through the thick boot leather.
âOw,â he shouts, jumping back. âWhat the hell?â
âDarn it,â I hiss, lifting my leg. My heel is broken. I point to his boots. âAre those steel toes?â
âFactory regulation.â His lip curls again. God, is he ever going to look at me with anything but contempt? âYou know us Robsons. No sense wasting a college education on us. We work the floor.â
âStop it,â I snap, no longer upset about my shoe. I hate it when he implies heâs not smart enough. âYou have a brain, Trey. I told you that years ago. You just choose not to use it.â I hike up my skirt and prop my foot on the desk, baring my leg right in front of him.
âWhat are you doing?â Trey chokes out.
A tendril of satisfaction snakes up my throat. I may have lost a heel, but Iâm regaining my footing. âTaking off my shoes.â I slide my fingers up my thigh to unsnap my garters. âBut first, I have to take off my stockings. Donât want them to get dirty.â
Treyâs Adamâs apple bobs as he swallows. He licks his lips, staring at my legs. âYou canât go out there in bare feet.â
âIâm a tough she-wolf,â I shoot back, skimming the stocking down my calf. I may take a second or two longer than absolutely necessary, but the stunned look on Treyâs face is worth it. âWatch me.â
For a second, I do. I watch the show, and fates help me, I love it. Sheridanâs slim fingers peel down the stocking, revealing a perfect leg. She removes one, then the other, balls them up and stuffs them into the toe of the broken shoe, straightening to shoot me a triumphant glance. âIf youâre not willing to discuss things like a reasonable person, this conversation is over.â Barefoot, she pivots to leave. No fucking way is she walking barefoot across the clubâmy clubâthe floor covered in broken glass and dirt and fuck knows what.
Hips swaying, she takes one step out the door.
âNot so fast.â I grab her around the waist and hoist her easily over my shoulder. She struggles, shouting, legs kicking helplessly as I secure her in a firemanâs hold.
âWhat the heck,â she squawks, but Iâm already moving, striding through club, past startled shifters. A few turn and point, hands slapping over their mouths at the sight of me carrying a struggling skirt from my office. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Grizz. The huge bear shifter shakes his head.
âTrey! Put me down right now or so help meââ
âKeep screaming, sweetheart.â I laugh, freeing my right hand to give her sweet ass a smack. âMake sure no one in the place misses the show.â
âIâm going to kill you!â Sheridan bellows, her fists beating my back. Sheâs strong, but Iâm stronger.
âYou can try. Weâll call it an audition. Weâre thinking of getting some more women fighters in. Maybe have âem mud wrestle, naked. Iâd pay to see that.â
âYou, youââ her voice disintegrates into a growl as she digs her nails in to my ass. The sting shoots straight to my dick. Goddamn Sheridan, causing me pain, my dick just loves her more. She could cut me off at the knees, and Iâd still fucking cum.
âThatâs it, baby, take a chunk outta a me. I like it rough,â I mutter as I hit the door and step into the night. Sheridan growls, but she stops struggling so hard. I enjoy the last few strides across the parking lot. I head past a gang of curious bikers straight to Sheridanâs car. The white Mercedes convertible that her dad got her as a graduation present. A perfect gift for his perfect little angel.
I drop her right into the front seat, as gently as I can, before backing away quickly. Donât want to get my dick punched. âWhere are you staying?â I have to askânothing will stop the need in me to take care of herâmake sure sheâs safe.
She looks up at me, hair tousled and cheeks flushed and eyes glowing with rage andâ¦something more. âI rented an Airbnb on Meyer Street. Over by the convention center.â
I canât focus on her words because the scent of her arousal hits me and I trip backwards. Oh fates. Sheâs turned on.
âWell, check out of it, sweetheart,â I tell her. âDonât come back.â
She drives out in a spray of gravel. I stand, unflinching, as the stones shower my jeans. The sting is nothing I donât deserve.
âTrey.â A tall dark shape emerges from the murky shadows around the bikes. My best friend, Jared, prowls forward, his forehead wrinkled in disbelief. He hooks a thumb in the direction of the retreating Mercedes. âWas thatâ¦â
âYup,â I answer and turn on my heel to stalk back into the club. I donât want to talk about it.
Sheridan Green. Fuck.