The bouncers bow low, greeting their boss when we enter Delta. Smoke clouds hang above the thick crowd, filling the space with a fragrant aroma of oranges laced with just a hint of mango.
Almost naked waitresses with trays full of colorful drinks walk among the crowd, wearing nothing but snow-white bras and skirts so short their thongs are showing. Under ultraviolet lights, they shine bright like fireflies. Apart from alcohol, they sell small plastic bags filled with white powder or small pills. I hadnât noticed it last time.
Enormous mirrors cover the walls, reflecting the strobe lights that fly around the room in uncoordinated directions. A machine above the DJ station releases soap bubbles, and girls giggle, jumping around, trying to pop them. The floor shakes beneath my feet as Dante leads me through the POP music room, my hand in his.
Despite the early hour, the place is packed beyond capacity, thanks to a famous DJ whoâs starting his set at midnight. The crowd parts before us like the Red Sea before Moses. The crushing confidence surrounding Dante makes heads turn our way as people scramble to take another look at him. Heâs any womanâs dream come true. Under the layer of ruthless arrogance hides an affectionate, passionate man.
man.
What is it that he sees in me? A corny, inexperienced, pathetic nineteen-year-old craving constant attention. Iâm not ugly, but I can point out a dozen prettier girls. He wouldnât have to abstain from sex if he chose any one of them. It canât be easy, and I canât think of one rational reason why heâs so willingly enduring the torture, but Iâm thankful. His kisses are addictive enough. I wonât be able to keep him from invading my heart if he claims me whole, and loving him is out of the question.
I squeeze his hand, having a hard time believing heâs not only real but mine too. Frankie was right six months ago when he said he knows what type of woman Danteâs looking for. One like meâ¦
Dante stops, inching closer so he wonât have to shout over Britney blasting from the speakers. âEverything good?â
âYes, all good.â I rise on my toes, curious whether such a blatant manifestation of feelings will bother him while everyone who can see us watches us with wide eyes.
He doesnât skip a beat when I close his lips with mine, smiling and satisfied that he wonât hide me like a dirty secret. We take the metal staircase and stop by the bar upstairs. Dante stands behind me, hands gripping the countertop, arms boxing me in, his protectiveness in the highest gear.
No one complains when the bartender walks past ten guys, reaching for a tall glass as he turns to face us. âMojito?â he asks, even though heâs not the same bartender that was here two weeks ago.
âAnd the usual for everyone,â Dante says.
âIâll send a waitress over in five.â
Iâm overcome with stage fright once we move toward the largest booth in the club. Two half-moon white leather sofas that easily fit twenty people face each other, and a round metal table stands in the middle. A tall sheet of glass separates the booth, either protecting whoever is there or dulling down the music.
I tug my hand free from Danteâs grip, and brush my hair out of my face for the hundredth time when I spot two blonde Goddesses worthy of a Miss America title. Then, auburn locks catch my eye, the owner a stunning girl who laughs with her arms wrapped around Lucaâs neck.
âThey should envy your sense of style.â Dante halts me mid-step. âMiniskirts and boobs showing are trademarks of undervalued teens. You look like a real woman.â
âIâd say I look like a well-behaved schoolgirl.â
The corners of his mouth twitch, eyes roving down my body. âEvery manâs fantasy.â
âGirls at school hated me because of Frank. Itâd be nice if these beauties at least refrain from talking behind my back.â
âYou wonât escape that. Theyâll talk because youâre here with me.â He tucks a loose strand of hair behind my ear. âYouâre the first girl Iâve brought here, Star.â
Way to make me even more nervous.
âClockwise,â he says, starting with Rookie. âYou know this one, his girl Jane, Spades, Nate and Bianca, Cai and Luna, Sandra and Luca. The smartass at the end is Jackson.â
Compared to the four girls, I look like I fled a seminary for nuns. Theyâre wearing flashy, revealing dresses, their necks adorned with more jewelry than any jewelry store Iâve ever been to. Despite the visual difference between us, I feel welcome. Furthermore, Sandra, the owner of auburn hair and a pretty, freckled face, smiles at me over the table as if weâre best friends.
âI think I know you from somewhere,â I say, looking at Jane. âDonât we have sociology lectures together?â
âYes! Whereâs your bodyguard? God! Newson was fuming when she brought him to class!â she tells Rookie, squeezing his arm.
âBurlyâs off the hook now. Frankie no longer cares about my safety.â
Dante leans closer, whispering in my ear. âThatâs job now.â He pecks my temple.
A waitress brings a tray with drinks a moment later, handing out twelve glasses to their respective owners. The mojito tastes much better than the ones I made at Danteâs house.
I listen to the conversations for half an hour, joining in whenever I can so they wonât think Iâm rude. I am, but Iâm making an effort not to be tonight. The girls seem friendly, but Iâm immediately drawn to Bianca. She reminds me of Allie with one difference: a sense of humor. Allie has none, while Biancaâs a full-on joker. Sheâs goofing around, making everyone chuckle when she swears like a sailor, lighting one cigarette after another.
The waitress brings over fresh drinks five minutes later, and the men rise from their seats.
âA few things that need taking care of,â Dante says, kissing me softly. âBack in half an hour.â
âItâs like this every week,â Bianca explains, noticing my confusion. âThey have a drink with us, then go away. Theyâre usually back within the hour. Youâll get used to it.â
That depends on how long Iâll be by Danteâs side.
Sandra leans over the table, all smiles, and wide eyes. âGo on! Walk us through it! How did you two get together? Luca says you came here two weeks ago.â
âItâs the only place in Chicago where my fatherâs people arenât welcome. I needed a breather without his men watching my every move.â
Jane beams, joining in. âHow did you get Dante himself to fall at your feet? Heâs not easily impressed. Iâve been dating Rookie for a year, but I havenât seen Dante leave the club with a woman. Not even once. What did you do to him?!â
âUm⦠nothing. I asked him to leave me alone when he offered to buy me a drink.â
Sandra exchanges a knowing look with Bianca and Jane. âSo, you played hard to get?â
âNo. I simply didnât want him around. It shouldnât surprise you with all the hatred between Dante and my father.â
âSo, how come youâre here?â Luna asks, arms crossed.
Iâm growing annoyed with the nosy inquisition. I canât explain how my status changed from mafia bossâs daughter to mafia bossâs girlfriend because I still donât know how that happened. âDanteâs doesnât exactly quit without a fight,â I say, looking at Bianca bouncing in her seat. âShould we go?â I point to the dancing crowd.
âWe canât go there,â Luna says, turning her head the other way, lips pursed. âOur men donât dance, Layla, so, weâre not allowed to dance with other men.â
âWho said anything about other men? We can have fun together.â I stand, pulling my dress down, but neither of the girls follow my lead. âDonât tell me youâre scared of them. What will they do?â
âLayla, you canât go down there.â Sandra pleads. âDidnât Dante tell you?â
âTell me what? that I canât dance?â I scoff, finishing off my drink. âNo, he failed to mention that. Câmon, get up. You can tell them it was my idea.â
Jane saves me from an embarrassing situation, rising onto her stiletto heels. Once sheâs up, the other three stand too. We find enough space so we can all dance in a small circle. Disclosure and a remix of âYou and Meâ blasts from the speakers. My new friends enjoy the music, losing themselves in the beat. Seeing their kind smiles, I stop worrying about whether I fit in. Iâm the first one forced to push away a guy who wants to dance with me. Luna does the same when a tall, dark-haired man reaches for her hand, swaying as if heâs had a few too many. I donât want to get them in trouble, but if no oneâs hitting on us, Dante and his men shouldnât have a reason to keep us upstairs.
Or so I hope.
âI canât remember the last time I danced!â Bianca shouts over the music. âIâm so glad youâre here!â
Songs blur together. I count eleven tunes before I realize men have been steering clear of our little gathering for a while. I glance around, smiling at two bodyguards who stand fifteen feet away by two tall pillars that support the balcony. They shove aside anyone who comes near our tight circle. I look up, knowing the security didnât devise this brilliant idea alone. Six pairs of eyes watch us from the balcony. Only Danteâs missing. Rookie holds a glass of whiskey, pointing behind me. A second later, a warm arm snakes around my middle, and Iâm turned around, meeting Danteâs lips.
His hands slide down my body as he deepens the kiss, his tongue skimming mine slowly. âHow about a break? Youâre barely catching a breath.â
âOkay, a break sounds good. But only a short one.â I gesture for the girls to follow us upstairs, where fresh drinks wait on the table.
Rookie shakes his hand, readjusting his wristwatch, eyes on me. Iâm not sure if heâs annoyed or amused. âI guess it was your idea to take them dancing?â
âIt wasnât easy to convince them.â
âThereâs a rule Dante apparently hadnât mentioned,â Luca growls. âYou stay here because we have enough shit to deal with without worrying about you.â He rolls up his sleeves, exposing the colorful tattoos snaking up his arms. âYou attract trouble like a magnet, so do us all a favor and stop rebelling.â
Dante tenses beside me, leaning forward, ready to interject. I squeeze his thigh under the table, silently asking him to zip it. If I want respect, I have to earn it.
âChange your attitude, Luca,â I say, unaffected by his reluctance. âYou donât know me well enough or long enough for your tone to sit well with me.â
Frankâs pawns treat me just like Luca does; like a silly little girl they can walk all over. Iâve dealt with men like Luca more than I should. Compared to the son of New Yorkâs mafia boss, Lucaâs childâs play. He may look impenetrable to an untrained eye, but Iâve dealt with his kind all my life, and Luca sure lacks confidence. He cocks an eyebrow at me, making another mistake. I donât think he knows how to handle my attitude. The other girls probably never talk back, so he mustâve thought Iâll recant and shut up. Wrong address.
He casts a loaded look at Dante, his jaw flexing as he grinds his teeth.
âDonât look at him,â I snap, setting my glass aside. âHe wonât help you. You started with me, so youâll deal with me.â
Dante chuckles while everyone around the table remains silent, watching us as if watching tennis, heads turning from me to Luca and back.
âYou donât use your brain for work, so worrying about your girl shouldnât be so exhausting. Donât even start talking about safety. Weâre not up North where everyone wants you dead. You think anyone will dare touch Sandra knowing sheâs with you?â
âNot many people know sheâs with me. We donât print it in the local newspaper,â he says in an arrogant tone. âThey always stay here. They object, so be a doll and donât get in the fucking middle.â
Not many people know⦠how can they be so careless?
âWho does Adam date?â I ask.
âAllie Carter.â
âAnd?â I urge, but he doesnât grasp what Iâm telling him. âDid you read about it in a newspaper?â I look at Dante. âDidnât it occur to you it might be good if all the scumbags know who they should steer clear of?â Up North, all the junkies know which girls are off-limits.
âLucaâs right, Star,â Dante says, glancing at the girls. âYou never said you wanted to dance, and we donât read minds. If you want to have fun, I donât see a problem. Iâll make sure we have two more bodyguards on Saturdays, so they keep an eye on you.â He glances around his men. âAll good?â
No one disagrees but Lucaâs sulking. âIs this what itâll be like now? Youâll agree with everything Layla says?â
âIf sheâs right, then yes.â
They stare each other down like two lions, ready to tear the otherâs aorta, but Lucaâs in the losing position. He looks away, aware that forcing his opinion on Dante wonât end well.
âDo you have a sister, Layla?â Jackson asks, relaxing the atmosphere. âI could do with a feisty girl like you.â
âSorry, Daddy only made one of me.â