Since I started dating his enemy, Frank regards as an enemy too. He ignores me when I speak, gracing me with furious glares. I donât care, but I am confused when he does this even when no oneâs looking.
âDonât make plans for next Saturday,â he says when I walk into the kitchen on Wednesday morning.
Too little too late. Dante reserved me for all the days this week, next week, and every week.
âIâve already got plans.â
He scowls, highlighting the wrinkles around his eyes. âCancel. Youâll be here to entertain my guests.â
âAnother party? Whatâs the occasion?â
I hate that I need his attention. Itâs not as if we talk about my plans or aspirations, but any conversation is worth its weight in gold. I still remember the times when Frank hugged me, and Jess told me she loved me every year on my birthdays.
Six years have passed since the last manifestation of their affection, not counting the trip to Aspen Frank and I took. Although it shouldnât count. Frank only played nice because he wanted my help. Everything changed when Dante took over the South. Among other things, the humanity that burned in Frank went out forever.
âThe boss from New York is flying in. I still have to figure out how to explain why my daughterâs dating my enemy.â
âDonât tell him. They donât need to know.â
âThey know. His goddaughter lives in Chicago.â
âHold on.â I look up, remembering who the boss of New York is. âIs Julij coming along with Nikolaj?â
Adam appears at the door with Burly at his side. âShould we wait in the office?â
âNo, Laylaâs leaving.â Frank points at two empty chairs urging his men to sit. A mocking smile tugs on his lips. âYes, Julijâs coming, and youâll be here, taking care of him. Donât object. Thatâs the least you can do for me now that Iâm allowing you to date Carrow.â
âYouâre me?â God, why do we always have company when I need to retaliate? I bite my tongue, finding a different way to hit. âTry and stop me.â
I had the dubious pleasure of meeting Julij Aristow two years ago while we were in Dubai. Heâs an embodiment of everything thatâs wrong with the male population. He was twenty-two back then but acted like a teenager, like those stupid, rich football players in high school: loud, obscene, irritating, king-of-the-world type.
We argued for two weeks straight. He considered my aversion toward him as a sign of attraction. When he drank too much, he was pushy and vulgar. He never touched me, but I felt sick whenever he called me with a thick Russian accent.
And now I have to spend another evening with him.
A rumble of large engine filters inside the house through the open windows when Dante pulls up onto the driveway. He took on the role of my personal chauffeur, driving me to and from college every day. To my surprise, Frank didnât argue against Dante showing up here house every morning.
The relationship between them is bizarre. Mutual respect overshadows the enormous hatred⦠mostly.
âYou do know Iâve got my own car, right?â My bag lands on the back seat. âItâd be nice if I could use it sometime.â
Dante grips the steering wheel harder, his knuckles white with the effort. âGood morning to you too. I donât know why youâre pissy, but donât take it out on me.â The engine springs to life, murmuring wildly as we pull out onto the main road.
Heâs a skilled driver, veering around other cars so fast it feels like theyâre at a standstill, but heâs no match for Rookie.
âIâm sorry.â I cover his hand with mine when we park outside my college.
Last week Dante sat me on the bonnet and kissed me while at least a hundred students watched him mark his territory and show off that Iâm hisâuntouchable. When I joined Jane in the auditorium later that day, the whole student body knew all there was to know about my new boyfriend. Within a few hours, my status changed from nobody to the main topic on everyoneâs lips, including the professors. Iâve never enjoyed being in the center of attention, but I canât escape the nosy looks while Iâm at college.
Today, more students wait outside, staring at the black Charger. Among hundreds of nameless faces, I spot Jane. She stands by the door in a summery brown dress, tapping her wrist to let me know I should get moving.
Itâs the middle of November, so the temperature outside oscillates around fifty degrees, but Jane doesnât care about the flu outbreak spreading among the students like wildfire. Iâm bundled in a thick cardigan, warm boots on my feet, not daring to put my looks above comfort.
âKeep going,â Dante says. âWhy are you so pissy?â
âWeâll talk later. Newson will have a fit if Iâm late.â
Dante cuts the engine, exiting the car, my bag in his hand. âWeâll talk now. I want a word with your professor anyway.â
âYou know each other?â
âHe does a bit of after-hours work for me.â
Newson is a sociologist specializing in public opinion. I can only guess what he does for Dante.
I thought people were moving out of my way since Dante staked his claim, but I was wrong. Theyâre literally running away at the sight of him. I had never taken an elevator inside this building before, but itâs free to use today because everyone takes the stairs as soon as we approach the metal door. Even Jane chose to climb instead of riding with us.
âI canât see you next Saturday,â I say when the door slides shut. âFrankieâs throwing another party. He invited one of the bosses, and Iâm supposed to babysit their son.â
Dante rests his back against the wall with a soft smile. âYou canât last one evening without me?â
We spend most of my free time together. He takes me to college every morning, picks me up after my last lecture, and takes me to his place. I donât get home until late, but Dante doesnât like driving me to Frankâs. Spending one evening without him might prove a struggle.
âThatâs not the problem.â I click my tongue. âI donât like the guy Iâll be taking care of. Heâs a clown.â
âYou deal with Luca, so youâll have no problem dealing with whoever is coming.â
âLucaâs almost well behaved compared to Julij.â
The small smile slips from his face. âJulij Aristow? Nikolajâs flying in?â
The elevator stops on the last floor. âIâll spend the evening faking smiles and dodging that idiotâs obscene comments.â
âDoes Nikolaj know about us?â
âHeâs got a goddaughter in Chicago. News traveled faster than you predicted.â
Dante thought itâd take a few weeks for the city to find out about us. One was enough. Gossip has an unbelievable kill radius. Like an atomic bomb, it went off outside the college building, and the shock wave traveled throughout Chicago, reaching as far as New York.
He pushes the door open, entering the auditorium as if itâs his class. Jane waits at the top row, looking impatient and slightly disheveled. She mustâve ran to get here before Dante and me.
âLayla, how considerate of you toââ Newson pauses, his face pale when he spots Dante by my side.
âBye,â I whisper over my shoulder.
He pulls me back, grips my neck, and sinks into my lips, his tongue skimming the inseam of my mouth as if weâre not watched by one hundred people. âIâll pick you up later, baby.â He turns towards Newson. âA word.
.â
A fundamental change in his tone sends shivers down my spine. It sounds as if heâs inviting Newson to hell.
âWhat does Dante want from him?â Jane squeals, bouncing in her seat when I sit beside her.
The room falls silent, and everyoneâs ears turn toward us. Itâs so quiet I can hear the dust settle over the wooden floor. I clear my throat, shaking my head so sheâll stay quiet.
âGo on, spill it!â Her hand flies to her mouth, trying to keep the volume down. âIs he making sure youâll pass with all your credits?â
âNo! Of course not!â I object too eagerly.
Silence breaks, morphing into an uproar of hushed conversations. I rest my elbows on the table, hiding my face in my hands, and ignore everyoneâs existence.
I last three hours of everyoneâs curious glances. Iâve got two more classes before I can get home, but the constant whispers turn my stomach. A few versions of the events that allegedly took place in the auditorium fly around the campus.
Rumor has it, Dante beat the hell out of Newson in front of the whole class. A different rumor is that he pulled out his gun to threaten Newson in the courtyard. Thereâs also the one that has nothing to do with anything that happened. Apparently, Dante arrived at the university to some guy whoâs in love with me. Since no jaw-breaking, gun-firing, or threatening is involved, itâs safe to assume the author is a girl.
I ditch the rest of my classes a few minutes past noon and hide in a small café a few streets over. Cups clatter against each other while the barista rushes around, filling the room with a strong, bitter aroma of coffee. A rock ballad plays from the speakers, overshadowed by excited conversations. I sit out of the way, claiming a small table in the corner, and look out the window, covering the froth flower on my coffee with two sugars. Raindrops splatter against the glass forcing more people inside. In a few days, everyone should stop talking about me. A different topic will resurface, and I, or rather the identity of my boyfriend, wonât matter. Or so I hope.
I grab a worn copy of â
â by Lombroso Cesare and a few similar books from my bag, laying them out next to my laptop. With earphones in, I start my dissertation for Newson. Itâs due in five weeks, but all I have so far is a title. Locked up in the world of geniuses, I pay no attention to the world while Ellie Goulding mutes the surrounding noise.
Itâs Spades who stops me typing. He tears the headphones off my head, jaw working, nostrils flared. âWhat the hell, Layla?!â He pulls his phone out of his pocket.
Itâs dark outside. When did it get dark? I glance at the time, my eyes growing wider. Itâs half-past five.
âIâve got her,â Spades says to whoeverâs on the line. âWeâre in a café on forty-second street⦠yeah, sheâs good.â
A hot sweat washes over me as I search for my phone, buried under my books. Twelve missed calls wait on the screenâ¦
Spades plops down in the chair opposite mine with a heavy sigh. Heâs by far the least handsome of Danteâs men, tall, overweight, with a nose that looks like it has been broken half a dozen times and thin, almost invisible lips.
âEveryoneâs been looking for you for over two hours.â He cracks his neck with a sigh. âWhy are you hiding?â
âIâm not hiding. I ditched the last two classes and came here to write my dissertation. I donât even know when it got dark. Danteâs angry, isnât he?â
âAngry? Heâs fucking fuming.â With another heavy sigh, he raises his hand, squeezing the bridge of his nose. âI like you, Layla, but Danteâs got hay instead of brains because wherever youâre concerned. If it ever affects business, Iâll stop liking you. Fast.â
Iâm sure Dante has more than enough problems without me causing more trouble. Despite still thinking that every manâs primary responsibility is worrying about his woman, it doesnât apply to situations like this.
My stupidity shouldnât be his problem.
âIâm sorry, I justââ
âYouâre Layla. Thatâs all that matters today. Just donât disappear without a word again.â
A black Charger parks on the curb by the café window. I start shoving my books inside the bag, thinking of a decent apology, when Dante barges inside. I take a step back, standing behind a chair.
Itâs irrational, but his narrowed eyes, heaving chest, and the vein throbbing on his neck have me looking for cover.
The makeshift barrier makes no difference. Dante shoves the chair aside, making much unnecessary noise when it topples over. He grasps my neck, yanking me close enough to reach my lips, the kiss urgent, desperate. His tongue strokes mine and he draws me closer, one hand tangled in my hair, the other snaked around my back. Muscles on his donât relax under my fingertips.
They have no give in them, not even when he inches back slowly, and his stormy green eyes rove over my face, jaw working in tight circles.
âCutting class?â he forces the words past his lips, each one sharper than a blade, but heâs not yelling.âWhereâs your phone, Layla?â
âIâm sorry, I got distracted. I didnât hear the phoneââ
âYou got any fucking idea how many people are out looking for you right now?â
My instincts kick in, and remorse dissipates, replaced by a burning sensation in my throat. I wonât act like someone Iâm not. Thatâs not how our relationship will ever work. My immediate reaction to aggression has always been aggression.
I shove him back. âWho asked you to look for me?â I grab my bag, marching outside because weâre making a scene, and Iâve had enough attention for one day. Dante follows, grasping my arm two steps outside the door. I push him back again. âYouâre making a mountain out of a molehill. No one asked you to look for me! Youâre the only person who could gain anything from my disappearance.â I shove my finger into his chest. âI said Iâm sorry. I said I got distracted. I didnât hear the phone. I wonât repeat myself all night, and I sure wonât inform you about my every move, so stop freaking out or leave me alone.â
âAnd how am I supposed to do that?â He takes a step closer. âYou knew I was coming, Layla. I show up, and youâre not there. What the fuck did you expect me to do? Go home?! You shouldâve called!â
Spades joins us, glaring at his boss. âStop scaring her.â
They step aside, talking in hushed voices, or rather Spades talks while Dante pumps his fists and grinds his teeth, clearly unappeased with whatever Spades says. After a minute, he turns around, getting into the Charger without a backward glance my way.
âYou think he scared me?â I fold my hands over my chest. âDo you know me, Spades? Iâm not scared of Dante. It takes more than shouting to scare me.â
âYeah, figures. Câmon, Iâll take you home.â He points to the parking lot across the street. âAnd donât argue. The only reason he left without a fight is that I promised Iâd get you home safe.â
I donât feel safe in taxis, so objecting is out of the question. Especially since itâs freezing outside.
âThatâs what I meant about the hay brain,â he says when we speed across the city. âHe needs to calm down.â
âI donât need a controlling, breathing-down-my-neck man in my life. Iâve got enough of those. I wonât be reporting back to Dante every five minutes. You can tell him I said that.â
Spades chuckles under his breath. âHe wasnât pissed off that he couldnât reach you, Layla. Not by a long shot. He was scared something happened to you â
My mouth parts, and warmth engulfs me like a soothing balm. I might be selfish, but I love how much he cares; how protective and worried he is.
Spades slows down as the lights change at the junction a few hundred yards away, but we never reach it. A Charger jumps out from a side street, and Dante stops in the middle of the road, forcing Spades to emergency brake. The seatbelt prevents me from breaking my nose on the dashboard. Dante jumps out of the car, jaw set, eyes focused as he marches straight at us.
Spades gets out, leaving the door open. âAre you fucking insane? You were supposed to go home!â
âShut up.â Dante pulls the passenger door open. âAre you scared of me?â
âNo.â
âThen get out.â
âI donât take orders. Get a dog.â
Tension leaves his face, and a small smile tugs at his lips. âGet out of the car.â He takes my hand. â
I canât say when he says I follow him back to the Charger, expecting an argument or a heated discussion at least, but heâs silent all the way home.
Once in the living room, he drinks half a glass of whiskey in one go before he even looks at me. âIs there anything I can do so youâll stop thinking I want to use you?â
âTreat me like your girlfriend, not like your pawn.â
He lights a cigarette, sitting beside me on the couch. âWhen have I ever treated you like one of my people?â
âDo you hear yourself when you talk to me sometimes? You canât boss me around, Dante. Iâm yours, but Iâm not your property. You donât pay me to follow your orders, and I wonât let you dictate what Iâm allowed to do.â
âLayla, Iâm not acting this way to annoy you. Itâs a habit.â
âA habit? I care about you, you know?â I look at him to make sure heâs listening. âItâs been a month, but I canât imagine being without you.â Which is something I feared from the beginning. Something I swore not to let happen. âYou know how to manipulate me. You know what I need and how much I lack attention, but I wonât let my man treat me the way my father and his people do. Either stop ordering me around, or if you canât tone it down, thenââ
âI can.â
Neither of us wants to hear the end of that sentence. He puts out the cigarette, pouring himself another neat whiskey. I donât expect him to say that he cares. Itâll take time before he admits it aloud. Danteâs careful with words.
âI wonât control you. I donât have to know where you are at all times, but when youâre supposed to meet me, and you donât show up, donât pick up the phone, and no one knows where you are, I will look for you.â He moves closer, kissing my lips. âAlways.â He kisses again. âUntil I find you.â
I sit astride his lap and drape my arms over his shoulders, turning the innocent kiss into a battle of lustful passion.
He lays me down, covering my body with his broad, heavy frame. âStay the night, Star.â
I shake my head, despite wanting nothing more than to have his arms around me all night.
âStay, baby,â he whispers, kissing along my collarbone. âI want you to fall asleep next to me.â
âI donât have clothes, a toothbrush, or shampoo.â
âShops donât close till ten.â
I close my eyes with a sigh, unable to say again. âFrankieâs going to lose his mind.â