IÂ stopped at nothing for two weeks to make sure Layla didnât find out about what happened at Delta. I bribed people daily, isolated her from the news, and broke a few jaws. Just when I thought the whole thing had blown over, and sheâd long forgotten about it, a bold title appeared on the first page of the newspaperâ
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Fucking assholes printed it on the day weâre supposed to fly to New York. As if they couldnât have waited one day extra. On Fridays, the newspaper is handed out for free everywhere in the cityâincluding Laylaâs college. Thereâs no way she missed the article written by Max Grover, who relayed the statement presented in court. Then, he spewed his own truth, relying on anonymous sources as he speculated that the dead man was the same one who hit Layla.
It doesnât matter who helped him write the article. The article itself doesnât fucking matter. Johnathanâs been locked up for over a week. The case is closed. The problem is that the only person who wasnât supposed to know a thing now knows everything. Iâm faced with a massive moral dilemma: to lie or not to lie.
Itâs almost five oâclock, and Laylaâs due home any minute. I didnât have time to take her to college this morning, so she took her car instead. The flight to New York leaves in three hours, and I wonder if Iâll be boarding the plane alone.
The sound of the alarm being disarmed rumbles through the quiet house like a clap of thunder when Layla enters the room. She rounds the bar in silence, a folded newspaper in hand. I watch her every move, muscles in my neck and shoulders painfully tense. The ringing silence doesnât bode well. Iâm growing painfully aware that sheâs fucking brainwashed me. Before I met her, I wouldâve screamed at or dismissed a girl whoâd dare question my ways, but I canât yell at Layla. Iâm physically incapable of raising my voice after the outburst two weeks ago that almost cost me our relationship.
Now, sheâs upset again. Guilt prickles at my eyes like an allergy. I shouldâve seen the article coming. I shouldâve known someone would try to uncover the truth, and I shouldâve stopped it before it saw daylight. But I failed.
I failed to protect my star.
She places the paper on the countertop, letting it roll out, the bold title like a slap on my cheek. Layla turns to fill a glass with wine and swallows half in one go.
Not good.
She turns my way again, her eyes glistening with fresh tears, chin quivering as she holds her finger up, refusing to admit her weaknesses. Despite having a valid reason to be upset, sheâs embarrassed about not handling the news better, making me realize once again that sheâs too strong for her own good. Stronger than she fucking should be.
She wasnât able to be weak around Frank. He doesnât respect that. Laylaâs one of the toughest people I know, but it fucking kills me that standing three feet from me, someone she should feel one hundred percent comfortable with, she fights to prove sheâs tough.
âIs it true?â she asks, wiping the tears away.
Thereâs only so much a person can take⦠Layla canât take much more, but it doesnât stop her from trying. A rush of inordinate protectiveness spreads inside me like a contusion below the skin. I round the bar to pull her into my arms, but she steps back.
I expected many things: screaming, arguing, and punching, to name a few, but not this. I fist my hands, unsure if sheâs afraid or just angry. Her sadness, coupled with not knowing, shatters my composure.
âLaylaâ¦â
âDonât lie.â It sounds like a plea, but her attitude changes, anger replaces sadness as if itâs easier to control. âYou had him ? He didnât do anythingâ¦â Sheâs not shouting, not raising her voice, but I feel her rage. âHow could you?â
âI didnât have him killed, star. I didnât even want to punch him.â My teeth clench because thatâs a fucking lie⦠I wonât do it to Layla. âOkay, I did, but I wasnât going to look for him.â of course, I wanted to punch the fucker. I wanted to break his hands ten different ways.
âSo what happened to him? Why is he dead?â Fresh tears dance in her gray eyes. âHeâs dead because of me.â
I catch her hand, ignoring the weak protest, and pull her into my arms. âItâs not your fault.â
She presses her face to my shirt, tears staining the fabric. âIt is. If I werenât there, if I stayed home, ifââ
âIf you werenât mine?â
She jerks away, shoving her finger in my chest. âIf you didnât love me, nothing wouldâve happened!â
If I didnât love her⦠Is that possible? I crossed a line at some point, and I donât know when.
This is it.
is for me.
Iâm over my head in love with her. Iâm fucking terminal, and I wonât make it without her.
âPromise that you didnât have him killed,â she whispers, drinking the rest of her wine.
âI swear.â I cup her face, wiping her cheeks with my thumbs. âIf anyone ever hurts you and I decide they should die, Iâll kill them myself. Understood?â
Itâs not a confession she wants to hear, but like a good girl, she nods, biting her lip, and sits at the bar. I stand behind her, one arm snaked around her collarbones as I kiss the crown of her head. Itâs supposed to calm , but it does more to calm me.
She has the right to know what happened, but the truth will only cause more trouble. The guy whoâs in jail isnât the one who killed. All Layla will see is that another innocent personâs life was ruined because of her.
I sit beside her, taking a cigarette out of the packet. âDo you want to know what happened?â
âNo. I know itâs my fault. I know you didnât kill him⦠I donât need more.â She slides off the stool. âIâll go and pack.â
I catch her hand. âI hate seeing your tears, but Iâd rather see you cry than see you try to hide how you really feel. Donât ever do that around me again. You donât have to pretend when youâre with me.â
She leans down to kiss me with a small, sad smile.
We arrive at 165 East 72 Street just before midnight. Isla greets us as soon as the elevator doors open in the living room of her apartment on the top floor. She embraces Layla, kissing her cheeks, excited beyond reason. Sheâs loved my girl ever since I mentioned she existed. Sheâs probably chosen the church, the wedding dress, and the names of her future grandkids.
Layla would start interrogating my mother if it werenât that late, but she had to settle for a good nightâs sleep in my arms. I lie awake most of the night, wondering about the future. Nikolajâs death will be the beginning of an end.
With Julij refusing to work with Frank, and Nikolajâs protection dying with him, Frank will be left with nothing. Chicago is too small for us both. One has to bow out, but neither of us will do so voluntarily.
Itâs almost four in the morning when I last check the time. Iâm not surprised I donât find Layla beside me when the alarm rings at nine.
âWhat time did you get up?â I ask, finding her at the dining room table with my mother. A tape recorder is next to her coffee, and Isla watches us from above her rimless glasses, a full-blown smile stretching her thin lips.
âAbout two hours ago. I wanted to go over my notes, but your mom was up, so we got straight to work.â
Isla twitches in her seat, running her long fingers through her short hair. âSheâs amazing, Dante⦠so intelligent.â
âThat she is.â I snatch Laylaâs coffee, stepping away when she frowns. âIâm glad youâre getting along because I need to leave for a while.â
âYouâre leaving? Without breakfast?â Isla scowls. âIâll get Marie to fix something for you in no time.â
Iâm nearing my thirties, but she still treats me like a five-year-old. âI donât have time for breakfast, Mom.â Ignoring the disapproving look, I crouch by Layla, resting my hands on her thighs. âI need to take care of something. I wonât be long.â
âIâll be fine.â She kisses my forehead. âI doubt youâd find this interesting, so go ahead.â
I hand her the half-empty cup back, grab the keys to a rental Camaro, throwing my jacket on.
âBaby?â Layla stops me as I leave the room. âSay him for me.â
Iâm either getting worse at hiding things from her, or sheâs too perceptive. Probably the latter. I enter the elevator but march back into the dining room before pressing any buttons.
âDid you forget something?â
âYes.â I stop in the doorway. âDonât leave the penthouse without me, Star. Call me if you need me.â
âWas he always so bossy?â she asks my mother.
âLayla, I mean it.â
The sleepless night and the possible scenarios that played in my head turned my protectiveness up a notch. Itâs irrational, but I canât do much about it.
She gets up, resting her hands on my chest, and pecks my cheek, too polite to kiss my lips in front of Isla. âIâll be here. Bye, bye for now. Iâm busy.â
I smirk, remembering she used those words to get rid of Adam when he rang her the first night she came to Delta.
Julij texted me earlier with the address for what turns out to be a restaurant when I park by the curb outside of the modern building in the heart of New York. One of Julijâs henchmen mans the door, standing still like a Grenadier Guard outside Buckingham Palace.
âTake the stairs,â he says, with a harsh accent.
All of Nikolajâs men are Russian. It looks like Julij decided to uphold the tradition and surround himself with his fellow countrymen. I walk past a long bar and row of tables by the wall, then climb the stairs.
Out of the corner of my eye, I notice two more henchmen standing in front of the emergency exit. The décor upstairs matches downstairsâdark brown tables, navy chairs, and bricks on the walls.
Julij sits by a large window overlooking the main street. âIâm glad youâre here,â he says, shaking my hand. âHow was the flight? What did you do with your beauty?â
âLaylaâs at my motherâs.â
Julij sheds his suit jacket, hanging it over the back of his chair. âExcuse the time, but we can talk without witnesses while the place is closed. Coffee?â
âYeah, black, one sugar. Is this your place?â
âIt is. You like it?â
âLooks goodâ¦â One of his henchmen sets down a small tray in front of me and moves away, taking his colleague with him. They descend the stairs, leaving us alone to talk. âYou mentioned working together. Iâm open to offers.â
Julij gets up to fetch us an ashtray. âIâve been keeping an eye on you for a while. Youâve got a knack for business, Dante. You gained powerful allies despite not having Nikolajâs protection. Itâs one hell of an accomplishment to go from nothing to building the largest network in the country.â
Smuggling drugs with the V brothers from Detroit is the most profitable part of business, but apart from drugs, I smuggle alcohol, tobacco, and, recently, petroleum.
People approach me daily, offering their services, but I canât stretch my wings because of Frank and his involvement with Nikolaj. Some of the most influential bosses in the US are Nikolajâs puppets. It wouldnât end well if I tried to undermine their activities.
âYou deal under Frankâs nose, often with his people, but he has no idea.â
âFrankâs business is failing because he is too focused on getting rid of me.â
âNikolaj suffers the consequences now, but soon, itâll be me,â Julij clips. âHe protects Frank because of their past. Otherwise, someone would have killed him by now.â
Frank and Nikolajâs story began twenty years ago. Their lives intertwined during those years in many ways. Frankie used to tell me stories about how Nikolaj arrived in Chicago from Russia with his brother, wife, and Julij. He opened a restaurant in the city where, weeks later, Frank met both him and Jess. He was starting his career in the mob at the time, working for Dino, Nikolaj didnât care about the mafia until the restaurant went bust ten years ago. Frank convinced Dino to help Nikolaj get back on his feet. At Dinoâs request, Nikolaj moved to New York and started working for the old boss. It quickly became apparent that Nikolaj is much better at cooking meth than stroganoff. He took over the city two years later. It wouldnât be a lie to say that Nikolaj made his fortune thanks to Frank.
Then the tables turned. After Dinoâs death, everyone put a cross on Frank. He was Dinoâs right-hand man, yet he killed him. Everyone who ever dealt with Dino moved to work with the boss from New YorkâNikolaj; it was his turn to take Frank under his wings and offer protection.
âWhatever happened to your uncle?â I ask. âFrankie told me years ago that Nikolaj came here with his brother, but I never met him.â
âAnatolij? He wasnât here long. Less than a year, I think. I donât know what happened, but he and Nikolaj fell out. Theyâre still not talking.â
âWhat does he do now?â
âI donât know who to compare him toâ¦â He pauses for a minute, then bursts out laughing. âToo bad Laylaâs not here. Sheâd enjoy this. Anatolij is in Russia like Al Capone was in America. He lives in Moscow. There isnât anyone in the whole country who could mess him about. Anyway, while Nikolajâs alive, Frank rules Chicago, but in a few months, the city will be yours. The city.â
âSo, whatâs your plan? You want to kill Frank?â
âOnly if everything else fails.â Julij surrounds himself with a cloud of smoke. âI simply wonât do business with him when Nikolaj dies. If he steps aside, heâll be safe. But even if I let him live, he wonât last six months unless he flees the country. He turned many people into enemies. Very unforgiving enemies.â
Thatâs not surprising. For six years, instead of taking advantage of the help offered, rebuilding his name, and creating the network he used to crave, Frank has tried everything to regain the South. I heard about deals gone wrong, FBI raids, and blatant murders. And thatâs just a drop in the ocean. Like a racing horse, Frank wears blinders, scheming to eliminate me from the picture. The only thing he wonât do is put a bullet through my head.
Not without reason.
Eight years ago, we did our weekly rounds collecting money from the brothels that paid Dino for drugs and protection. One of the owners refused to pay. Marcus was a gambler; he used to lose a lot in the casinos, but that night he lost half a million dollars. He was high, probably drunk too, and when we walked into his office, he greeted us with a .44 Magnum. He aimed the gun at Frankâs head⦠I did the first thing that sprung to mindâI shoved Frank aside when Marcus slid his finger to the trigger, drew my gun, and shot him just as he fired his gun. The bullet intended for Frank hit the door.
He canât kill me. He owes me his fucking life.
Julijâs smarter than I give him credit for. Working with me once he is in charge is one of the more prudent strategic moves he can make. Heâs new in our world. He doesnât know people or the rules. Nobody respects or trusts him yet. Nikolaj kept him in the shadows too long, and now Julij needs a way in. He needs . He needs someone whoâs respected, trusted, and feared. In return, he can give me something I crave: cut Frank out of the picture; stop doing business with him, and consequently rob him of protection.
âFrank wonât step down voluntarily.â I light a cigarette, throwing the packet on the table.
âIâd be surprised if he did, but he knows his protection dies with Nikolaj. I hoped Layla would force the two of you to forget about your differences, but after my chat with Frank, I realized heâll never forgive you. You have to stay safe, Dante. Keep Layla safe too.â
I shake my head. âThatâs a miss. Frank wonât kill me. If he could, he wouldâve tried a long time ago, and Laylaâs his daughter. Heâs one evil fucker, but he wonât hurt her.â
âDo you really think he wonât kill you when it comes down to you or him?â He puts the cigar out, resting his elbows on the table. âI hear heâs looking for a hitman.â
âLet him look.â I brush it off despite the news coming as a surprise. âDonât worry about Layla or me.â
I donât like the idea of Layla under someoneâs watchful eye at all times. She hates being controlled, and I really canât see Frank hurting his own daughter.
Julijâs jaw works furiously. âDonât be careless. Are you honestly one hundred percent certain Frank wonât use Layla? Maybe he wonât hurt her, but when he finds himself against a wall, sheâll be his only way out of this shit, and he use her. If I know youâll give up everything for her, then Frank knows it too.â
Maybe he has a point. Desperate men do desperate things. Frank is desperate. The ground is slipping from under his feet, and heâll soon be buried alive.
âYou have someone you can trust, or should I send my people to Chicago to watch over your girl?â
âI donât surround myself with people I donât trust.â
I donât have to think about who Laylaâs bodyguard will be. She wonât be pleased, but recent events prove that Lucaâs perfect for the job. Heâll stop at nothing to keep her safe, and is all I need her to be if Iâm to function like any other sane person.