EIGHTÂ MONTHS EARLIER The hotel bellboy leaves my suitcase by the bed and proceeds to unload my ski gear off the trolley. I take my thick winter coat off, heading straight to the bathroom to take a hot shower. Frank offered to spend a few days alone with me for the first time since I turned six. If there was anything else I wanted more than his attention, I wouldnât have agreed to a weekend in Aspen.
Just the thought of all the snow and freezing temperatures is enough to scare me away, but I agreed because spending time with Frank compensates for the inconveniences. Skiing and talking took up most of our time. Each time he asks a question, I feel happier. He wants to know my plans, how my Italian is coming along, and whether Iâve made friends with Allie.
Heâs cheerful for the first time in years. He even smiles, watching my clumsiness stop me from mastering the art of not falling down every ten seconds.
After dinner, we sit in the corner of the room, Frank with a glass of bourbon and me with a glass of mulled wine. It has been a while since Iâve felt so blissfully happy.
âIt was a pleasant day, donât you think?â Frank stretches out in his chair.
âYes. We should do it more often. Iâm willing to endure the cold and a sore butt.â
âYes, itâd be nice if we could do it more often and build our relations without anything standing in our way.â His tone changes. Heâs still friendly but nervous, too.
âWhat stands in the way?â
âMe⦠my business.â He waits for a moment as if deciding whether to keep talking. âI need your help.â
An unexpected shot of adrenaline jolts my body. Iâve never heard Frank Harston ask for help before. Heâs too proud, too self-sufficient to seek help. I know that him asking and asking all people is significant.
I jitter in my seat, growing impatient. Maybe if I help him, Iâll earn his acceptance. For five years now, heâs been treating me like a stranger. He was never a loving, caring father, we were never close, but five years ago, an invisible, impenetrable wall grew between us.
âOf course. What do you want me to do?â
Frank smiles, pleased with my eagerness. âI want you to help me regain South.â
My eyebrows form one line. Thatâs the last thing I expected to hear. âI donât understand⦠how?â
âFive years ago, Dante Carrow took South of Chicago away from me.â His expression turns serious. âHe was like my brother, Layla. I taught him . I showed him this way of life and introduced him to the right people.â He scoffs, anger tainting his features. âThere was a time when Iâd give my right hand for him. I trusted him, and he put a knife in my back. He betrayed me.â He lowers his voice. âThe time has come for revenge. I want to destroy him. I want to take away everything he holds dear, but I canât do it alone, and thereâs no one I trust more than .â
A wonderful warmth washes over me. âBut how am I supposed to help you? What do you want me to do?â
Frank strokes his beard, staring at me. âMake him fall in love with you.â
I choke on the wine and start coughing, glaring at him wide-eyed. This has to be some sort of cruel, sick joke. It makes no sense. It sounds absurd, but Frank is very serious. âMake him fall in love with me?â I drink more wine to moisten my dry, sore throat. âYouâre joking, right? I donât understand. How will it help you?â
âTwo birds with one stone,â he says, not explaining anything. âI want him to feel what I felt when he betrayed me. I want him to know what itâs like to lose something that means the world.â
I consider laughing. This isâ¦
. Incomprehensible, but I know better than to question orâGod forbidâdisregard my father, so I tread lightly. âWhy donât you just kill him?â
Frank chuckles as if Iâm the one to say something funny. Did he hear himself? âI will. Of course, Iâll kill him, but thatâs not enough. I want him to trust someone as much as I trusted him back in the day. I want him to love and not be able to function without love, and then I want him to lose it all. I want him to suffer the same way I suffered.â
Heâs serious. Until now, I thought, I he was making fun of me. I try to understand his reasoning despite it making no sense, but I donât know why he thinks Iâm the person for the job. I know next to nothing about Dante Carrow. The fact heâs nine years older than me makes the task ahead even harder.
âDaddy, Iâd love to help you. I really would, but I donât know how. You know Iâm the worst actress. I have no experience with men.â
âExactly!â He claps once. âAnd thatâs your biggest advantage.â He waves the waiter over to order more drinks.
I didnât notice when my glass emptied. âMy lack of acting skills is my biggest advantage?â
âNo, your lack of experience is.
introduced Michael and Sam to you. You think I didnât realize they werenât straight? Iâve been thinking about all this for a long time, Layla. I know Dante better than anyone. I know what heâs looking for in a woman. I know what heâs attracted to, so I know he wonât be able to resist your innocence.â
I fold my arms over my chest, narrowing my eyes at him. âYou knew about Sam and Michael? I wasted a year of my life with those two!â
âCalm down.â He takes my hand, squeezing lightly. âI had to. I trusted that when the time came, youâd help me, but before I could talk to you, I had to make sure you were growing up to be a woman Dante couldnât resist.â
I canât decide if Iâm ashamed, sickened, or angry. My own father turned me into a freak show. He raised me like a pig for slaughter; controlled every aspect of my life to take revenge on a man who took half of the city from him.
.
Dante didnât hurt him; he didnât kill his family. He just works the territory that used to be under Frankâs command for a short while. A few square miles of land are enough for my father to sacrifice my best years for an abstract plan.
âI know youâre mad, baby girl, but I need your help.â He strokes the back of my hand with his thumb, staring into my eyes, sincerity shining in his. âIâm tired of this. I want to get rid of Dante and get to know , but with Carrow in the picture, I canât think about anything other than revenge.â
I glance at his hand resting on mine, trying to remember the last time he touched me. Itâs been years. I miss the father he once wasânever perfect, never acting like a regular dad, but present in my life. When Chicago split in half, he disappeared without a trace. He became distant.
Now heâs offering me a chance to get back what I had and maybe earn more. Maybe without Dante in the picture, with the whole of Chicago under Frankâs belt, heâll be able to muster a little love for me.
I sigh but nod in agreement. If he believes this will work, he must have a reason. I donât need to understand to follow his orders.
âI donât know how to do it. Heâll see right through me.â
Frank rests against his chair with a fond smile. âBe yourself, Layla. Youâre perfect. Sassy, intelligent, feisty. Donât change. Donât pretend to be someone youâre not.â
âHow can you be sure heâll like me? that heâll look at me?â
âIâve known him since he was fifteen. I know everything about him.â
Iâm not convinced, but Iâm ready to trust him. Fear mixes with excitement inside my head, filling me with stomach-churning anticipation. I want to do well. The prize is too tempting to pass on the opportunity. A few months with Frankâs enemy, a few months of pretending to love him isnât a high price to pay if Frank is to be my father again for the rest of my life.