Chapter 46 â Amber
âYou are enough to drive a saint to madness or a king to his knees.ââ Grace Willows
Kiya
âLong ago, when the Zircon Moon pack was at its infancy, my mother, Zahra, was a member. A purebred werewolf with the heart of gold; she considered that pack to be her family. Benevolent to a default, my mother was the epitome of kindness; she helped anyone and everyone whenever she could. Unlike those who adhere to their beastly instincts, she put her humanity first. Because of her purity, unmated wolves coveted her. Little did they know she would be the mate of a vampire. My father.â
âInterspecies mating was forbidden; something about âtainting bloodlines. Today, there is leniency with human and werewolf relations, but other than that, itâs taboo. Titan Prince was a man with conservative beliefs about mating; wolves belong to other wolves, humans with humans, and so on. But traditional views held no power over the mate bond. Itâs too strong to resist. My mother knew what she was doing was unlawful. She risked her reputation for love. She deserved love. Why should old rules get between your heartâs desire?â
Thoughts buzzed in my mind as I listen to the vampireâs story. Unlike me, Zahra couldnât resist the bond with her mate. Like a natural wolf, she sought for her destined partner like a fish to a lure. Destiny wanted those two together, why?
Osiris sighs, stuffing his hands into his pockets as Pepi coiled and uncoiled around his arm. âBut the wolves discovered her crime after she fell pregnant with me and my twin brother.â
âYou have a brother?!â
âHad, and Iâll explain why shortly. My mother became an outcast, abandoned by her family and friends. My brother and I became abominations born behind prison bars. However, Titan kept us.â
Chills swam down my spine at the memory of Jonathan keeping me alive after my alleged crimes. âLogically, he shouldâve killed us. We stained the reputation of our community. According to him, hybrids were useful as servants than corpses. My mother couldnât do anything to stop her Alpha. After my brother and I were born, Titan banished her, never to be seen again.â
âWhat about your father? He couldâve saved you both.â
âThey killed vampires on sight if they enter wolf territory. Tensions between both species were high, and it wasnât worth the risk of a potential war. When Mother was banished, I held onto the hope that she was with
my father, even if they couldnât rescue us. Iâm not mad at her, just at the circumstances.â
I wanted to believe that Osiris is lying, but something tells me he isnât. The pain and rage burning behind his crimson eyes reflected my emotions toward Zircon. He was born into enslavement because his birth was a crime against wolfkind. âWhat else happened?â
âLife was hell on Earth.â He continued. âMy older brother, Asim, and I were tortured. We were beaten and scarred for the mistakes we made, even if we accidently spoke out of turn. It was always âYes, Sir.â Or âNo Maâamâ. Our servitude was repentance to the Alpha for allowing us to live. Starvation became a routine occurrence, and we had to ration food sometimes. This went on for years. Asim did his best to protect me, as an older brother should. But, one night, one guard snatched him from our bed and took him away. That was the last time I saw him, and Iâm sure they killed him. For what reason? Iâll never know.â
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âIâm sorry, Osirisâ¦â I whispered, holding back my emotions. Osiris grunted in response, not wanting my pity. The last thing I wanted to feel was sympathy for him, but I couldnât ignore the similarities between our pasts. Is the Prince family truly this immoral? âHow long ago did this happen? You said you were around the early days of Zircon.â
âIâm inmortal, Kiya.â He chuckled. âI lived through two centuries, so Iâm almost one hundred and ten years old; you can do the math.â
Osiris doesnât look a day over twentyâfive-
âAfter Asimâs disappearance, there was no one left to protect me. I became the perfect target to everyoneâs aggression. The beatings got worse, and I contemplated ending my life many times. My wolf, Set, hadnât awakened yet, so I sought comfort in the isolation. But, when I was sixteen, she came into my life.â
âWho?â
âYour predecessor, the last avatar of Selene. The girl who that necklace belonged to. She gave it to me to keep it safe the first night she was in my cell.â
I gasped sharply. The last white wolf? Artemis is listening with me and she bristled. If Osiris knew her and this necklace was hersâ¦
âYou meanâ¦â
âAmber was her name, just like that beautiful gemstone.â Osiris revealed, suddenly gazing at me with adoration. âYour resemblance to her is incredible. Adoration burned to ash when his anger roared to life anew. âAmber was stolen from her pack by Alpha Titan because of her powers. Iâve heard rumblings during my servitude about Seleneâs avatar, but thought it was a fantastical proclamation from a powerâhungry, abusive Alpha. However, when I spoke with Amber, it wasnât a fantasy.â
âShe had awakened as an avatar, and it made her the target of the Alphaâs lust and greed for power. Without a Luna at his side to guide him to the light, he fell further into his darkness. Just as he hurt me, he began hurting Amber soon after; beating her into submission.â
âHowever, despite the conditions of our imprisonment, we grew closer. We became friends, and I fell in love with her. I wanted to keep that beautiful wolf safe from harm, even though I was as weak as a newborn infant. When I wanted to die, Amber gave me the will to continue living. She became my purpose; my reason to breathe. She was the treasure I wanted to keep close because she treated me with humility and respect! That girl saw me as a person, not a monster!â
His voice breaks with his hurt. Every word he spoke struck the chords of my heart. I donât know if there was anything I could do to mend his pain, if I wanted to. It was too much for my heart to bear, especially when Iâm tearing up at his story. Traitorous tears fell down my face one by one.
How are we so alike?
âHow could someone smile through that pain, Kiya?â He asked surprisingly. I shook my head, unable to answer the touchy question. I canât smile through my pain, so how can I know how Amber did it? âThat wretched Alpha wanted power so bad that he planted his disastrous seed inside of her by force; to produce a powerful heir and to gain Amberâs power for himself. However, an Alpha can only bear pubs with either his true mate or if he marks another female.â
I think Iâm going to be sick. Nausea settled in the pit of my stomach. âAlpha Titan raped her. And he marked Amber as lils by force.â
Osiris nodded grimly. âOne night, when he came to take Amber away to warm his bed, he caught us cuddling. The fury on his face was enough to kill us both. Amber was a possession to him, and I was a threat to his ownership. So, to teach us both a lesson, he marked her in front of me. I couldnât stop him I was a weak hybrid going up against a tyrannical Alpha. I had no chance,â
My hand shakily went to my neck, where the mark of my mate should be. A phantom pain throbbed there, as If Iâm feeling Amberâs pain while listening to Osiris story, More tears fell, the emotion from Osiris punching me in the gut. She wasnât in her womanhood and this grown man stole her autonomy, just how Tristan stole mine,
âDid Amberâ¦â I whisper fearfully.
âTitanâs evil sank deep, Kiya. It became a part of him, and it sank further when Amber fell pregnant.â
Osiris gripped the windowsill, black mist perfusing from his form in response to his fury. âI donât know how, but one night, we escaped. The idiot guards forgot to lock our cell, so we took that chance and ran. It was us against the world, and it was my sole chance to show that I was capable enough to care for her. Unbound to Zircon, we ran as Zircon, we ran as far as we could from the lands. After we settled some distance away, I noticed the light in
Amberâs eyes disappeared. Her gold lost its luster, and there was nothing I could do about it. She couldnât stand the idea of carrying the alphaâs heir. That parasite was killing her from the inside out.â
I mentally prepared myself for another tragedy, holding my breath and clutching Amberâs necklace as tight as I could.
âOn the second night of our escape, I went to find us some wild berries to eat. I was gone for hardly ten minutes. Ten minutes, Kiyat When I arrived to check in on her, Amber was dead. Before we left pack grounds, she stole a silver knife so we can use it to hunt for food until we found proper shelter. She used that same knife to stab herself in the heart.â
âOh, my Goddessâ¦â I uttered, pressing the necklace to my heart. Amber suffered so much. My suffering couldnât measure to hersâthe Alpha kidnapped, maltreated, and got her pregnant. The strength she held on for Osiris was admirable, but it wasnât enough for herself. Because Alpha Titan marked her, heâd find them again.
To stop her dismal future, she killed herself. The curse ended with her. Sheâs with our Moon Goddess with her wolf, surely living in the happiness she rightfully deserved.
When I peered back at Osiris, he no longer stood at the window. He was in front of me. His large hands gently caressed my face, cradling my cheeks in his palms, Large thumbs gently brush under my eyes, tickling the bottom lashes, wiping my tears away. The vampireâs compelling gaze enraptured me, holding me hostage with the red showing a film reel detailing his torment and rage.
I can
curse his name to the heavens and hope for his soul to suffer in the pits of hellfire, but I cannot deny that Osiris is a man who has seen the worst wolfkind offered.
It hurts to see how much we are kindred spirits.
âI can still hear the angry roar of that Alpha once he caught on that his prize possession has died. Do you think he was punished for what heâd done? Of course not, because Alphas get away with everything because of
their damn title. Titan was never prosecuted for taking Amber because tyrants do what they do best; invade, destroy, and plunder. He shattered her pack.â
âHowever, Amberâs death became the catalyst for the todayâs events. Itâs because of her death I awakened as an avatar. I got the power I needed from my god, Apophis, to exact revenge.â
Anger
drastically changed to amusement when Osiris released my face, backing up a few feet away from the bed. âThe hilarity in this is that, in the end, the lowly hybrid ended up with the power. The power of a god. Apophis granted me a chance I never thought possibleâto eradicate the world from the likes of Zircon Moon and the Prince Family. Amber is gone, but Selene insulted her memory by having you born into that pack AND be bound to the next Alpha!â
âYou miss Amber, I understand.â I retorted, rising from the bed with the necklace at hand. I realize the pendant jewel is amber, matching the ownerâs name. âBut you inserted yourself into my life without my consent! I hat
Zircon Moon too, but I will not be your tool for revenge. And there is much you have to answer
for!â
Osiris laughed, offering me a lopsided grin. âYou will not be my tool for revenge, Kiya. I want you to be my partner.â
âExcuse me?â
âHelp me destroy Zircon Moon for good.â His gaze held mine once more, now chained under his dark power. I whimpered from his cold touches to my hand. âI saw the gears in your mind turning as you listened to me, Little Moon. Weâre not so different from one another! The only difference between our pain is the era and the Alpha who caused it. Donât you see? The evil of the Prince Family has lived for too long and it must end.â
âButâ¦â
He leans into my ear, his hot breath sending shivers through me. âYou already killed a man. Whatâs a few dozen more? You understand my hatred and rage, and I understand yours. Together, we can be the karma that eluded them for decades. We will make them bleed as they made us bleed and watch their lives fade from their
corpses.
âJoin me, my Little Moon. And youâll never feel that pain again.â
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