Volume 8, Chapter 3: The Duty of the Proud Slaves â Part?1
Hamyutsâs words didnât reach Yukizona and Yuri who were running through the Fifth Labyrinth. Their bodies covered in wounds, the pair pushed through the Labyrinthâs path.
Normally, the Fifth Sealed Labyrinth Level would be like a jogging course for them. The Guardian Beasts roaming there would be nothing against the Decay Wave.
However, this time it was different. The powerful Guardian Beasts from the Second or Third Level stood in the siblingsâ path.
âDonât falter, Yuri! Keep running!â
âYes, brother!â
Obstructing them was a powerful Guardian Beast that protected the Second Level: the five-headed large snake known as Jail King Snake. Yukizona intercepted its acidic breath using his Decay Wave. Yuri was protecting herself behind her brother using the power he had transferred to her.
Five heads were raised to attack from all sides simultaneously. Yukizona released his Wave in the shape of a belt to defend himself.
The opening came after he protected against the attack of the Jail King Snake. Yukizona shot his Decay Wave straight ahead.
âBreak through! Donât lag behind!â
âYes!â
He shouted to Yuri at his back and ran straight ahead. The Decay Wave caused a part of the twisting snakeâs body to wither. It became a mass of soft ashes. Yukizona tackled that with all of his strength. Piercing through the mass of ashes, Yukizona and Yuri passed through the enemyâs body.
Going through their enemiesâ bodies, creating a passage and going ahead. Although they knew it was quite reckless, the pair took this decisive action.
âUuâ¦!â
Jail King Snake spit acid at Yuri from behind. Yukizona turned around. She didnât manage to fully defend against it in time.
âDonât stop! Run!â
âYes!â
They ran for their lives as the Jail King Snake came from behind. There was no need to defeat it; if they defeated every one of the Beasts, they would only reach half the Labyrinth before exhausting themselves. Their goal right now was just to proceed. And to finally reach the bottommost level.
Next to block their way was the Guardian Beast from the Third Level, a Lancer. It was strong enough that even someone like Noloty or Minth wouldnât be able to defeat it one on one.
Without using his Decay Wave, Yukizona dodged the spearâs attack with only his body. Yuri, who cut in from the side, kicked to send it flying.
Using the opening of its collapse, they ran ahead.
For several minutes after that, they had no contact with any enemy.
âJust as I thought.â
Yukizona said.
âAlmost all Guardian Beasts⦠no, Beasts of the Final Chapter have gathered in the Fifth Level. Once we enter the Fourth we should have a smooth sailing.â
âYes.â
âHurry up. We must finish things no matter what happens.â
ââ¦Yes.â
Yukizona ran ahead determinedly. Behind him Yuri was muttering softly.
Yuri was thinking about her comrades fighting in the entrance of the Labyrinth. They were probably fighting even now without grasping the situation or knowing the reason for it all.
When Yukizona was asked for an explanation he said nothing. He only told them to follow his orders. This wasnât an appropriate attitude as a leader.
Yuri also knew the reason for this.
In order to explain the situation they would have to reveal secrets that have been concealed until now. Namely, the true history of Bantorra Library and the existence of Heaven slumbering in the Second Sealed Archive.
Concealing this was Yukizona and Yuriâs duty.
However, did they really need to be fixated on that duty in the current situation?
Was it not impossible hiding it any longer?
Did they have to continue concealing it despite the fact that in front of them was something much more horrible than letting the secrets leak?
ââ¦Brother.â
Yet Yuri wasnât able to voice these doubts. She also never thought of defying Yukizona.
âBrother.â
ââ¦What is it, Yuri?â
Yukizona stopped and turned around.
âNo, it is nothing. Let us hurry.â
Yuri kept running without stopping. Yukizona quickly overtook her.
How pitiful, she thought.
My brother still thinks of protecting the secrets and maintaining the order of the Library. He is trying to preserve the Library the same as it was yesterday.
It is impossible though⦠Even if we overcome this crisis, there is no way we would be able to conceal the secret from all of our comrades.
He is probably the only person to think the Library can keep going as it was. Without a shred of doubt, both Bantorra Library and the Armed Librarians are finished today.
Brother is the only one to not acknowledge this. Yuri watched her brotherâs back with sorrow.
Just as Yukizona expected there were almost no Guardian Beasts in the Fourth Level. They realized a few were left by hearing their footsteps, yet they didnât meet them even once.
âNow it becomes easier.â
He said to Yuri behind him.
âYes, brother. More importantly, is your body fine?â
âNo problem.â
Having said that, it was true that he had exhausted his stamina. The cause was not the battles but rather the cold. Ever since he was born he was extremely weak against the cold. It was because of a heart disease.
Yukizona started slightly coughing as he ran. The cold air of the underground was like poison to his lungs. Because of this he had never participated in regular shelving. This was the first time he entered the Labyrinth ever since his promotion test to a First Grade Armed Librarian.
If it was a normal situation this was the moment when Yuri would turn pale. Yukizona shot a glance behind him and signaled with his eyes that she didnât have to worry. This cough was not one that would lead to a fit making him unable to move.
ââ¦â
While running, Yukizona suddenly recalled an old memory.
It was the first memory left in his mind. It was from before Yuri, two years his junior, had been born.
His mother and the maid employed in their house clapped their hands and applauded him.
Yukizona, having gotten better at crawling, grabbed the edge of the table and rose up.
At that moment, the young child caught a violet coughing fit and collapsed. His mother and the maid shrieked. Something black came out of Yukizonaâs mouth and since he couldnât understand anything he started crying.
That was his first memory.
Yukizona spent all of his life he could remember with the disease in his chest.
It was a rare, congenital disease. It was neither hereditary nor contagious, but no way to treat it either by Magic or medicine existed. The doctors said that even for those with talent in Magic it would be extremely difficult to acquire one that could treat it.
There was nothing to do but keep his chest warm and let him rest. Yukizona passed most of his boyhood on a bed. During the rest of the time he took walks in the garden on warm days or read books in the library.
His family was wealthy. His mother and father were gentle, and their houseâs servants all sympathized with him and liked him. He had no inconveniences in life. There werenât many people who suffered from the same disease, but without any doubt Yukizona was the most privileged among them.
However â or to be more precise, because of itâ¦
In accordance with his growth to adulthood, a dark rage started burning inside Yukizonaâs heart.
After reaching the age of ten, most youths began to question their own ways of life.
What if he would, just like this, spend all his time comfortable and calm, only waiting for death. If his life just ends like that, thenâ¦
What was I born for? If I was born only to wait for death, itâs the same as not being born at all.
That was quite the first-world problem. However, because he was the one experiencing it first-hand he couldnât realize that.
Yet he couldnât vent out his worries. The people surrounding him were far too gentle, and his days were far too peaceful for that.
âWhatâs the matter, brother?â
Yukizona, who grew from a sick boy to one of the strongest Armed Librarians, was asked by Yuri.
âItâs nothing.â
Yukizona asked himself why he suddenly recalled the old days. According to what heâs heard, people saw their lives flash in their mind before dying.
Did that explain it?
There certainly was a dreadful crisis looming before him. The siblings were rushing towards their deaths.
ââ¦â
Another scene of the past floated to his mind.
It happened when he was a boy.
The one who disturbed Yukizonaâs heart the most was his little sister, Yuri. It wasnât that he hated her; he liked her. She was even his most beloved person. But that was why her existence was unpleasant to him. When she was a child she took away the job of nursing Yukizona from the servants. As she grew up Yuri got a knack for it, and when she passed 10 years old she already did most of the work.
This was an act of her dearly loving her brother, but probably not all there was to it. She also clearly took care of her brother for her amusement. Taking care of Yukizona was an extension of playing house as a kid.
âAm I your toy?â
He once wanted to say this to Yuri while she put a pocket warmer on his chest.
What was so fun about this? You might be enjoying yourself, but I canât.
I see. So you can have fun. Have as much fun as you want until I die.
His emotions were a mix of envy of his healthy sister and a sense of helplessness.
He had never voiced it or even let it show on his face.
That was the kind of person Yukizona was.
Their relationship changed when Yuri became 12 and Yukizona 14. On that wintry day, no matter how many logs they burned in the fireplace, the outside cold still penetrated the walls.
Yukizona had a fit of his lung disease. It was the first time in a month. As always it was difficult for him to breathe and he continuously produced bad-smelling phlegm.
He felt as if his lungs were clogged by coal. No matter how much he coughed, that coal wouldnât come out.
âYoung master!â
âBring a doctor, quickly!â
The servants frantically rubbed Yukizonaâs back. They replaced a towel wet with warm water every five minutes. It didnât even relieve him temporarily.
The frequency of his fits has increased lately. They also became more severe as time went on.
Everything might be over today. If not today then at the next fit. Or perhaps the next one? There wasnât much difference anyway.
Was the worsening of his condition due to his age? Or was it because Yukizona had given up? Even he couldnât tell.
His vision darkened by the lack of oxygen. Even when the doctor finally came running there was nothing he could do.
Suddenly, Yuri thrust the doctor away. Then, she took the pocket warmer and warm towel away from him by force.
Is she trying to kill me? Wondered Yukizona as his consciousness sank into darkness.
âWhat are you doing, Yuri!â
âBe quiet, mother!â
Yuri put her hand on Yukizonaâs bare chest. Then, she closed her eyes and started exhaling deeply.
The next moment a change came to Yukizonaâs chest. The coal clogging it up was burned and melted away. The doctor and his mother desperately tried to Yuri away. Yet she clung to her brotherâs body and kept her hand on his chest.
A few seconds later, Yukizona opened his mouth.
ââ¦Whatâre you doing, Yuri?â
Everyone was surprised. He had difficulties even breathing during a fit. Even after it settled down, he wasnât able to speak for an entire day.
âYukizona, you can talk?â
âYeah, I can talk. I suddenly feel better.â
Of all the people in the room, only Yuri was not surprised. She was concentrated on closing her eyes and keeping her contact with him.
âYuri, what are you doing?â
No reply. She seemed to not even hear anyone.
ââ¦Mom, can you turn off the lights?â
Yukizona said. She turned off the electricity. Yuriâs palm was dimly shimmering in the darkness. What was that? Everyone except Yuri began staring at that orange light.
With her eyes still closed, Yuri spoke calmly.
âMother, brother, I might be a genius.â
âIs that Magic?â
Yukizona said as he looked at Yuriâs hand. Yukizona had never seen any Magic in the fourteen years of his life.
âYes, it is Magic.â
âWhen did you go through that Magic Deliberation or whatever?â
Yuri shook her head.
âI did not. I just became able to do this before realizing it.â
âIs that even possible?â
At the time Yukizona didnât know this, but it was an extremely rare occurrence. It was only made possible due to a sincere wish and a powerful will.
Yuri then spoke.
âAt first I just thought I would like to do something like this. Next I thought that I might be able to do so. Just now I was sure I could do it. And thenâ¦â
âYuri!â
While still in the process of healing, Yuriâs mom hugged her.
âThis is a miracle, aaah, I canât believe it. The Present Overseer helped us, letting such a thing happenâ¦â
The servants also shed tears as they talked to Yuri.
âLady Yuri! Iâm so happy, I really, really donât know what to sayâ¦â
The doctor also shrugged while smiling.
âDear me, just now Iâve felt the powerlessness of science. It simply canât win against Magic or peopleâs feelings no matter how much it struggles.â
Yuri, her mother, the doctor and the servants. Yukizona looked at all of them happily praising Yuri with somewhat cold eyes.
Thatâs probably a Magic Right meant to help with my disease. It would probably not be able to treat any other illness. Perhaps it might not even work on another person with the same disease.
My sister is amazing. Despite it being improbable, and without learning anything about Magic, she was still able to save me.
But what does that mean for me?
For some reason Yukizona felt a terrible loneliness. Even though everyone around him were people who worried for him and loved him.
Yukizona raised his body.
âUmm, everyone. Since Iâm already fine⦠could you all please get out?â
Yuri looked at Yukizona as if he had put a damper on her feelings. He muttered embarrassedly as if he disturbed them.
âWhatâs the matter, big brother?â
âItâs not that Iâm angry. Iâm just fine already is all.â
Nobody could understand what made him say such a thing. Even he himself couldnât really understand it.
ââ¦No, I donât mean it in a bad way. Iâm really fine.â
Yukizona raised a smile. With a worried expression, Yuri and the rest left the room.
No one could probably understand his feelings. Because that moment was very beautiful and moving.
The main character of that moving, miraculous scene was Yuri. Yukizona was just a side character. He was nothing more than a poor boy saved by a miracle.
He was pitiful. No one would be able to understand him, but they probably felt horrible pity.
Starting that day, Yukizona became somewhat taciturn.
Yukizona was in low spirits. His father showed some understanding seeing him like that.
âThis happens to all boys your age.â
Thereâs no way it does, thought Yukizona. How many brothers in the entire world were saved by their younger sisterâs miraculous powers?
Compared to Yuriâs brilliance Yukizona was nothing more than a shadow. He was only a side character in her brilliant story.
Yuri annoyed him. It didnât mean he disliked her; the fact that she was the most important person to him hasnât changed. But that only further promoted his sense of inferiority.
And thenâ¦
A strange daily routine began for Yukizona. At night, when everyone slept and he was left alone, he began looking at the flower in his room. They were the flowers Yuri arranged after having finished his nursing for that day.
He didnât feel any admiration. Nor was he grateful to her.
Yukizona looked at the flowers with intent to kill filling his eyes. He was simply venting out his anger. He tried to absolve his unspent feelings for Yuri by staring at flowers. He never thought of finding any fault with her. He would neither hit the vase nor stomp on the flowers. He just thought that he would, at least, stare them to death.
These were trivial and miserable emotions. But that was the kind of person Yukizona was.
However, at the same time, this was the sprouting of his talent.
Geniuses sometimes had bizarre ways of thinking. Or perhaps a genius was born from a bizarre way of thinking. Thatâs how it was.
Yukizona stared at the flowers. He did so with everything he had. That impossible behavior distorted the laws of the world.
One month later, Yuri was puzzled by the fact that the flowers were quick to wilt recently.
Three months later, there were strange germs in Yukizonaâs room so the doctor came. At that time Yukizona first noticed what was blooming inside of him.
And half a year later⦠Yukizona became able to wither a flower just by touching it with his fingers.
A year passed. It was no longer just flowers; he could also kill bugs and rodents. He named his own ability the Decay Wave. That very same ability brought him all the way to be one of the strongest later.
It was a strange story. The opportunity that gave birth to the strongest man was his jealousy of his excellent sister.
He never spoke of this to anyone. He was too ashamed of it.
He obviously also never told it to the originator, Yuri. However, he later wondered whether she actually had a vague idea about this.
Yukizona decided to pursue the path of an Armed Librarian. There was obviously opposition to this. His sister, his parents, his doctors, his servants and all of his friends opposed; meaning, everyone who knew him.
But Yukizona overcame that opposition.
His wish was, rather than simply live while waiting for death, to try and make his new power useful. He didnât mind shortening his life for that sake.
Yukizona was promoted from a student to a trainee in no time. When he was a student his Decay Wave was half perfected. All he needed to do was to acquire bodily reinforcement Magic as well as knowledge and experience.
Four years passed since his ability has awakened.
One day, Yukizona spoke with his friend Mokkania. They were at the cafeteria near the Library. Yuri was also at his side, but she barely opened her mouth except when Yukizona spoke to her.
âYouâve changed recently.â
They came from the same town and were of the same age. They both possessed a cruel and brutal ability. People around them spoke of them as rivals, but they didnât have a bad relationship.
âYeah.â
Yukizona noticed his own change. He was silent even originally, but it became even worse recently.
âYou started having a dreadful look in your eyes. Itâs hard to talk to you recently.â
âA dreadful look?â
âYeah. The same kind that Photona-san, Mattalast-san and Ireia-san have.â
âWhat kind of look is that?â
âEyes that are normally gentle, but can readily kill people.â
Yukizona thought for a while.
âI have no choice when itâs for my mission⦠Either hurting people or killing them.â
âKilling people is your mission?â
âI might kill people for the missionâs sake. Itâs different from simple manslaughter.â
Mokkania seemed lonely as he shook his head.
âYouâve changed.â
âI havenât changed. I grew up.â
Yukizona has definitely changed, though. From a gentle, sickly boy, he became a cool-headed warrior. It was such a sudden change that it surprised even himself. He thought that changing oneâs environment truly caused changes in people.
âWhy have you changed like that?â
Mokkania asked drearily. Despite his powerful ability, his naiveté never disappeared.
Yukizona thought of his life as an Armed Librarian for the sake of his still-na?ve friend. For a while he organized the thoughts in his head and then spoke.
âIâve been thinking about something lately. I believe that life is a duty.â
âMeaning?â
âI donât know if one needs some sense of duty to live, or if it shapes life by itself, yet both of them are inseparable.â
ââ¦â
âPeople all have their own duties. And itâs not something theyâre born with; I believe that they find it, or perhaps are given it, during their lives.
In some cases they find it by themselves; perhaps their families brought it forth. Sometimes their countries give them their duty; they have to defeat their enemies. I believe that fate is also a kind of duty.
Duties bring hardships. However, at the same time they also bring happiness.
It is said that adjoining happiness and misfortune creates completeness. A duty lies within that.
In short, I believe that life is made up of oneâs given duty and their approach to it.ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Yukizona glanced at Yuri who sat next to him.
In the past she had happily nursed him, meaning she found her duty in him.
âI believe that becoming an Armed Librarian is my duty. Not fulfilling it is the same as not living. By thinking like that, people will change.â
Mokkania shook his head.
âThis worldview is full of holes.â
âIâm neither a philosopher nor a teacher. I donât know if this is correct. But thatâs how it is for me.â
âIâm different. I wonât become like you.â
âNo way. You will definitely change as well.â
Mokkania shook his head again, a miserable expression on his face.
âIn the past I had had no duty. I lived without being burdened with anything. However, Iâm different now. I became an Armed Librarian and got myself a duty.â
ââ¦A duty, huhâ¦â
âIâm grateful for the Armed Librarians. Without them, I wouldnât have become anything.â
âYouâre grateful for your duty, and because of that you can fight. That gratitude makes you strong. How fortunate for you.â
âYeah.â
ââ¦But Iâm different.â
In the end Yukizonaâs words didnât reach Mokkaniaâs heart. Later they ended up going on separate ways. Mokkania became a traitor and Yukizona became the successor to the Acting Director.
Itâs not like he couldnât understand Mokkaniaâs feeling. Itâs just that Yukizona felt differently.
I will keep being grateful to everything that gave me a duty. To Yuri⦠to my family⦠to Bantorra Library and to my comrades. To the people of the world and their Books.
To everything that gave me a duty.
Yukizona had received innumerable favors to repay â thus he felt.