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"MAMA!!" i yelled walking you my room.
"yes." destiny said.
"no not you mama- my other mama-" i said and she shook her head.
"in the bathroom." she said and i walked in there.
"mariah." i said leaning against the door frame.
"iniko don't make me beat yo ass boy." she said.
"no but foreal mama where you going?" i asked and she looked me up and down.
"boy stay out my business." she said.
"what? i can't hear you from down there." i said and she yanked me down by my shirt.
"keep playing iniko maine, imma lock yo ass outside." she said then let go of my shirt.
"dang mama...i was playing.." i mumbled.
"mhmm...what you want?" she asked fixing her hair.
"a lot actually uhh...i love you mama." i said and she stale faced me
"i love you too now what is it." she said sitting her brush down
"okay okay, uhh so like....you might...kinda be a grandma." i said and she stared at me for a good few seconds.
"inikoâ what the fuck you mean "mIghT kIndA bE"....boy who you done nutted in?" she asked hitting me across my head.
"ow...and this girl named nyah." i said.
i can tell mama wanna knock my head off,"you do know this is your responsibility now?? like your not finna be like yo daddy at all you gonna fuckin be there and take care of that child." she said and i nodded.
"i know mama i know i am. i promise imma take care of her." i said.
"alright- wait nigga how long you've known?"
"about a week...she had me take a dna test, i mean i already knew that was my baby but took one anyway and yeah."
"mmm...when lemme know when you gonna be able to get her, hold on what nyah look like." she said and i got on my phone.
"here."
"and my daughter name kova, imma either get her today or tomorrow." i said.
"ight...now i ain't finna be babysitting but i'll help you when you need it." she said.
"thank you appreciate it."
"mhm, gone somewhere." she said and i went to grab my keys.
"wait one more thing..." i said.
"and that is-"
"i think i wanna see...dad." i said and watched her freeze up.
yeah...he didn't die from the gunshot wound.
"if you want to go ahead."
"but i don't want you to be mad-"
"i'm not gonna be mad at you, he is still your father."
"okay.." i said then walked out.
i ain't seen him since i was 4 and at the time i couldn't understand what he truly did so i honestly was obsessed with him until i was 8, and over heard mama and aunt adaliya talking about it.
i got on my phone and called acadia,"hello?" it sounded like she was sleep.
"oh my bad-"
"nah where we going?" she asked making me laugh.
"well get dressed i'll be there in 10." i said then hung up.
swear that girl is like my sister.
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"hey iniko." she said getting in the car.
"wassup big head." i said and she stale faced me.
"now you know my head ain't big, that's your fucked up hairline."Â she said and i smacked my lips.
"whatever." i said pulling out the driveway.
"where everybody at?" i asked.
"mama at work, mom at work and sahari with my papa." she said and i nodded.
"so where we going??" she asked.
"about thattttâ i gotta tell you sumn." i said and she put her phone down.
"please- what."
"so like...i gotta daughter." i said and she started laughing.
"that's funny now what is it."
"acadia i'm being deadass bro i have a child." i said.
"so i gotta lil cousin? that came from you." she said and i nodded.
"oh wow-"
"WHO HAD HERRR?! mimi?? meg?? niâ"
"girl shut the hell up and it's nyah." i said and she sat there for a moment.
"nyah....nyah..â OHHHH, what's the baby name?"
"kova." i said and she nodded.
"i'm getting to see her?" she asked and i nodded.
"yessss, how old is she?"
"4 months." i said turning down the street.
"okay- i gotta tell you sumn to but promise not to hit me or snitch." she said.
"girlâ i've taken you with me to make a drop i'm sure you could blackmail me with that if you wanted to." i said.
which is true, her mama and mines would beat my ass for taking her with me
"yeah yeah but...so like i lost my virginity." she said making me slam on breaks.
"well kill us why don't you." she said as i started driving again.
"you ain't have to just say it like that na'." i said.
"we'll ain't no other way to say it what?? so me and-"
"nope nope i don't wanna story time just...y'all use protection?"
"ummmm i'm gay??" she said and i laughed.
"hell i forgot, but....shit- it was with malia wasnt it?? THATS WHY YOU WERE LIMPING- wait that's nasty."
"nigga don't you have a daughter? yeah shut up ." she said.
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"her bag right there, all her formula and everything in it, she's been feed and changed so she should be good for a lil bit." nyah said and i nodded looking down at kova.
"anything else?" i asked and nyah shook her head no.
"if you need sumn tho, or sumn seems missing you can call me." she said fixing her head into a bun.
"oh...you going somewhere?" i asked her.
"yeah work..i'm off maternity leave now so." she said and i nodded.
"you know...if y'all ever need any money i can help." i said picking up kova.
"mhm.." she hummed in response and i looked over at her.
"nyah i'm foreal."
"okay iniko." she said and i looked her up and down.
damn...having a baby made her thicker, might have to put another one in her-
"hello- iniko?" she said snapping her fingers.
"hmm?"
"i said she gotta bad acid reflux so watch out for that." i nodded my head grabbing the bag from her.
"ight, we'll see you tomorrow." i said putting kova in her car seat.
"iniko- wait." she said and i turned around.
"she ain't even buckled up right." she said and i looked down.
"oh...can you show me real quick." i said sitting the car seat on the couch.
she moved in front of me and bent over a lil to unbuckle it,"okay look..." she said and i zoned out as my eyes roamed her body.
"and then you buckle up these." she said making me snap back into reality.
i watched as she finished,"okay i got it now," i said.
she must've forgot how close she was to me cause, when she stood back up her ass went straight on me.
she moved away fast,"my bad." she said.
"it's coo."
do it again-
i grabbed the car seat,"ight i'll text you later." i said and she nodded before i left.
i got in the car,"thought y'all started fuckin for a second." acadia said as she buckled in the car seat.
"i- no." i said and pulled out the driveway.
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"i'm here to see...luxor." i said and the police officer nodded.
he lead me to a room with two chairs and a table between them.
i sat down and waited for him to come in, the door opened and he came in with a orange jumpsuit and hand cuffs.
"30 minutes max." the officer said before walking out.
nigga it ain't gonna be 5-
"hey son." he said.
"hey luxor." i replied fully sitting up.
"so...what brings you by?" he asked and i shrugged.
i did know but i wasn't gonna tell him.
"just thought to pay you a visit.."
"well...you have grown a lot."
"i mean you haven't seen me since i was 4 so that would explain it." i said and he sighed.
"i know...and again i'm sorry...i'm getting out ina few years."
okay and?? the fuck.
"okay...uhh i have a daughter now." i said and he looked shocked for a second.
"how old are you?"
"18." i replied and he nodded.
"okay.." he said and we sat in silence for a moment.
see...he actually did have a mental disorder called DID or Dissociative identity disorder
if you don't know what it is search it up.
"what about adaliya and your mother."
"uhhh ma and destiny, her wife now they've been okay. adaliya and journey-"
"wait journey?"
"yeah..."
"i thought she was dead."
"ohhh forgot you don't hear from us...anyways she's not and they together. mainly everyone doing good."
i wasn't gonna tell too much.
"okay well it's good seeing you again son." he said and i nodded.
i watched as his face changed for a second and he started rubbing the side of his face.
he's gotta be switching right now,"luxor-" i said and he didn't move but stared in space.
"shit..." i mumbled getting up.
i knocked on the door,"yes-" the police officer said.
"i think-" before i could finish she rushed to him.
he was now on the floor started to shake,"imma have to ask you to go." another person said to me but i was zoning out and couldn't take me eyes off him.
it was like he was staring into my soul.
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"you good??" mama asked me as i rocked kova.
"yeah.." i said, i had told her about the whole experience.
"you sure?"
"mama i'm fine i promise." i lied.
she sighed before leaving my room,"my mama finna come get me when she get off." acadia said sitting on my bean bag.
"okay." i said and she sighed.
"you know i'm here if you wanna vent right?"
"acadia i'm good foreal." i said shaking my head.
"mhm.." she hummed.
when i tell y'all i was struggling for face claims with nyah and inikoð§ð¾ââï¸-