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"get the fuck off me!!" i yelled while trying not to cry.
"come on it couldn't have been that bad.." he said as i backed up from him.
"come on princess...you will be having my kids soon." he said running his thumb over my lip.
i bit his hand making him groan before he punched me,"dumb bitch...i tried to be nice to you but you keep fuckin testing me." he said then grabbed my hair.
"wait- stop!!" i yelled as he dragged me out the room.
so much pain was going through my body,"what the fuck you doing-?" another dude asked
"we was supposed to not hurt them idiot."
"whatever." the boy said and let my hair go.
he walked off leaving me on the ground,"you need help getting up-"
"leave me the fuck alone." i snapped moving back from him.
"umm...i don't wanna alert you but i think your period started." he said making me look down.
"i already had my period..." i mumbled.
and i did...that blood was from the dude raping me.
"god that bitch- look come on." he said holding his hand out.
i carefully moved back and got up using the wall,"where's my sister?" i asked making him shrug.
"what the fuck you mean you don't know." i said
"look don't be throwin your fits at me, i'm tryna help you for once." he said and i rolled my eyes.
"i know they've been having you locked up but...i'll let you take a shower and bring you a change of clothes." he said and i just nodded.
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"you don't wanna eat?" he asked me and i shook my head no.
"when's the last time you ate?"
"stop fuckin worrying about me damn." i snapped and wiped my tears away.
i wasn't sad but i was frustrated as hell, i was ready to go the fuck home and i haven't seen sahari for 3 days straight now.
the girl done told me she's fine but i don't believe it until i see it with my own eyes.
"fine shorty don't say i ain't try to help you when he come back for you don't say shit." he said getting up and leaving the room we were in.
i just sat in the corner and pulled my knees up to my chest,"take this."
i looked up and saw another girl..
y'all could give me some kinda names cause shit-
"what the fuck is that?" i asked looking at the pill in her hands.
"beats me, i was told to give it to you." she said.
"we'll tell whoever the fuck gave it to you i'm not taking that shit."Â i said and she sighed.
"your making things harder for yourself girly.." she said and walked out the room.
"mama...mama!!" i could hear sahari screaming.
"the fuck..." i pushed myself off the wall.
"take your goddamn sister bro." the dude from earlier said pushing her in.
i don't know what it was but that triggered something inside of me,"i told you- don't fuckin touch her!!" i said then kicked him in the balls and he hunched over.
i started punching him over and over as he was groaning, next thing i knew he hit me back and put me in a headlock.
of course sahari had been screaming the whole time,"look...i could kill you right now in front of her...but i'm not even gonna be that mean so next time you try some shit like this, know they gonna find y'all dead." he said and i felt my eyes water.
"let go-" i tried to get out as he held me down in one spot.
"no...i like seeing you beg, look real pretty doing this." he said as i tried fighting him off.
he let go and i fell to the ground coughing and sahari clang onto me while crying,"sahari...it's okay, i'm okay.."i mumbled rubbing her back.
he walked out the room and slammed the door behind him,"mama?" she questioned.
"i don't know sahari...i really don't..." i said wiping her face and she sat down in my lap.
i held onto her and started crying,honestly all this was too much fa me.
from the beatings, bleeding, starving...you name it.
so much shit managed to happen in one week, one minute we was good next minute i'm fighting for me and my lil sister life.
"don't cwy.." sahari mumbled.
"girl saying that gonna make me cry more...and you can't talk you've been crying the most." i said and she flipped me off.
"i oughta break your finger.." i mumbled wiping my face.
"bitch." she said standing completely up.
"see- get out my face." i said shaking my head as the door opened again.
"look...we can do this the hard way, take it or i'll force this down your throat." he said and i looked at him then the pills then at sahari.
"what dat-" sahari asked and her ass gonna walk towards him making me snatch her back.
"wanna taste them?"
"sahari get back." i said snatching the pills from the man.
he handed me the water, i threw them in my mouth then drunk the water.
"open your mouth." he said and i did.
"mm..." he said then walked out and slammed the door.
i waited a few minutes before spitting the pills back out,"sahari stop tryna touch shit." i said pulling her back.
what? i swallowed the water and kept the pills under my tongue.
next thing i knew it was dark,"kill me why don't you." i mumbled holding sahari close to me.
"BRO WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LIGHTS!?"
"YOU ASKIN ME LIKE I KNOW- where the FLASHLIGHTS?"
"aye make sure them kids still in there!!" the door opened and i swallowed hard.
a flashlight turned on shining on sahari and me making me squint my eyes.
i watch him walk over to a closet and unlocked it,"get in." he said.
"sir i'm claustrophobic i'll have a panic attack."
"shawty you wanna get away from here or not." he said squinting his eyes.
i picked up sahari and went inside before he shut the door back,"AYE BRO! THEY AINT IN HERE!"
it was quiet for a minute before gun shots started going off.
i placed my hand over sahari's ears as they continued going off making my ears ring,"i want mommy..." i could hear sahari say over gunshots.
"ACADIA!!!"
"m-mom." i mumbled as i heard footsteps get closer.
"mom!!" i yelled and started banging on the door.
"acadia get back from the door." i moved back pulling sahari with me.
i heard a gun go off a few more times then the door opened, mom pulled me in a hug and i hugged her back.
"you okay?" she asked and i nodded my head, she picked up sahari.
"come on we gotta go now." she said and grabbed my hand.
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"you want sumn to eat?" iniko asked me making me shake my head no.
"when the last time you ate?" he asked.
"like....wednesday."
"so you ain't ate in two days?"
"i didn't want the food, as long as sahari ate i was good..." i mumbled.
"well you finna eat sumn, at least drink this." uncle amare said handing me a water bottle.
i sat it down beside me making them both sigh,"wait yo ass acting like there's not a bullet in your side." mom said and iniko groaned.
"okay-"
"sit the fuck down." mom and uncle amare said in sync.
iniko sat down beside me,"how it feel-?" i asked him and he stale faced me.
"sorry..." i mumbled looking at sahari who was asleep.
"the plane will be landing in another hour..."
uncle amare mumbled.
"y'all talked to malia?"
"yes, she's been with adaliya everyday since y'all went missing." iniko mumbled.
"you look a lil pale..." i said and he looked at me and let out a light laugh.
"iniko..." uncle amare said walking up to him.
"MOM!!" i yelled seeing the blood through iniko's shirt.
"shit give me sumn to put pressure on it." uncle amare handed mom a towel.
"iniko...iniko!!!" i yelled as his eyes started fluttering.
i saw uncle amare pick up sahari to calm her down ,"iniko stay wit me, you not going out like this." mom said.
i saw iniko holding his hand up making me grab his hand,"i swear to god if you die on me.." i said and he gave my hand a light squeeze.
"i love y'all ight?" he said with one eye closed and wincing in pain.
"and you gonna keep on loving us bitch don't close yo fuckin eyes bro." i said moving out the way.