cause we've been tuned into adaliya and journey life slot...let's get into the others for a few chapters see what drama is happening in they life
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"JAHARI!!" i yelled from the kitchen, i could hear him running down the hall.
"yes mommy." he said looking up at me.
"why your teacher called and said you misbehaving in class?" i asked him.
"what- no i haven't." he said.
"so she lying on you?"
"ohhh she talking about when daddy came and picked me up. she was flirting with him and i said he gotta wife already."
"i- so she mad cause yo daddy ain't want her?" i asked and he nodded.
"cause last week for the first time she was like "iS your mOmmy or DAddY picking you up?" like girl...my daddy don't want yo stank ass." he said and i almost broke my neck looking at him.
"jahari don't be cussin, next time imma knock you upside that big ass head of yours." i said and he scrunched up his face.
"now mama...i got my big head from you, and didn't you just-"
"hush and no you get that from yo daddy...bitch ass." i said mumbling the last part to myself.
"okay i guess...is he coming this weekend?" jahari asked and i nodded my head.
"grab my phone and call him." i said and he ran to the living room.
see most parents tell they kids stop running- i let mines run when he fall and hit that door he'll know then.
i felt myself getting lightheaded so i sat down at the island,"MOMMY!!! DADDYS OUTSIDE!!" i heard jahari say then the front door opening.
i could hear them talking and laughing before amare came in the kitchen where i was.
"wassup yana." he sat across from me.
"where jahari??"
"he said he wanted to bring some of his toys with him so." he said and i nodded.
"you good?" he asked and i finally looked at him.
"amare....last time we had sex did you use protection?"
tell me why the color drained from his face.
"umm...no, you having pregnancy symptoms?" he asked and i felt my eyes water.
i let my head fall on the table,"daddy i'm ready to go." i heard jahari say.
"hold on we finna go imma talk to ya mama real quick." amare got up and took me to the bedroom.
"amare move i fuckin hate you, you nutted in me on purpose!" i said pushing him back.
"first of all no i didn't, what happened was you saying "don't pull out don't pull out keep going"." he said and i smacked him.
"now yana chill out."
"what you gonna do hit me? ain't like you haven't done it." i said sitting on the bed.
"look yana i'm sorry i was tweaking that night."
"tweaking my ass...." i mumbled pulling my knees up to my chest.
"c'mere."
"no i hate you. i swear to god if i found out i'm pregnant amare."
"it could be a stomach bugggg." he said and i stale faced him.
"better hope it is bitch, you can go now i'm sure jahari ready to go." i said.
"why don't i stay with y'all this weekend and we can go to the aquarium tomorrow."
"you done lost yo monkey ass mind-"
"JAHARI!!!" he yelled and i threw my shoe at him.
"bitch." he said looking at me and i rolled my eyes.
"yes." jahari stood at the door.
"imma actually stay with y'all for the weekend, so tonight we can all watch a movie then tomorrow we'll go to the aquarium." amare said making me wanna punch him in his shit.
"wait...really mommy?" i looked at jahari and felt my heart ache.
i don't think i've ever seen him this excited in a while,"yeah daddy gonna be staying with us this weekend." i said and jahari smiled from ear to ear.
"daddy can you sleep in my room then?" jahari asked making amare laugh.
"i can if you want me to." amare said sitting beside me.
"so...y'all back together? " jahari asked and i face palmed my self.
"no baby-"
"i'm working on it son don't worry." amare said throwing his arm around me.
"don't needa work on shit but that fucked up beard." i mumbled and amare cut his eyes at me.
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"get off me bitch." i snapped at amare.
"see- just cause you wanna be moody i hope it say positive." he said standing up.
"and we gonna name the baby an-abortion..." i mumbled.
"yana don't start." amare said and i shrugged.
i got on my phone and saw a facetime call,"ain't jahari with his daddy this weekend? bitch let's go to the clubbbb it's so many niggas outsideeeee." mariah said and i saw amare face twist up.
"mariah ain't you and destiny together?" amare said and i watch mariah eyes widened then she hung up making me laugh.
"wowww so you put shaking ya ass and influencing cheating?" amare said and i narrowed my eyes at him.
"i know you ain't talking- didn't you cheat on me? oH oKaY and don't you always be out when it's me taking care of your son most of the time oh okay." i said rolling my eyes.
"and i don't know what the hell up with destiny snd mariah anymore to be honest." i said and amare grabbed the pregnancy test.
i watched his face turn into a smile,"i swear to baby jesus-" i said getting up and walked to the stairs.
"yana chill it's negative." he said grabbing my arm and started laughing.
i grabbed the pregnancy test from him and it was indeed negative,"whewwwww hallelujah- lemme go to church this sunday chile..." i said walking back to the bedroom.
"so you don't want no more kids?"
"no thank you i'm good- me and jahari thuggin and i sure don't want no mo with you." i said making amare smack his lips.
"yana-"
"MOMMY!!"
"WHAT!!" i yelled back.
"WEDNESDAY OUTSIDE." he said and i looked at amare then took off towards the door.
"yana who the-"
"shut the fuck up- jahari go upstairs please." i said and he obeyed.
i heard banging on the door,"damn damn-" i mumbled.
"why the hell you banging on my door like you pay rent here?" i asked opening the door.
"hey baby girl-" he tried to hug me making me push him back.
"what you want bruh?"
"damn ma it's like that now huh?" he asked licking his lips and shoving his hands in his pocket.
"wednesday what-"
"nigga you a day of the week??" amare said making me turn around.
"so you fuckin with another nigga now?"
"we ain't together i then already told you, you steady was accusing me of cheating when i never did shit...not to mention you coming home in the middle of the night high out of your mind where-" i stopped mid-sentence knowing amare was here.
he'd light his ass up.
"forget it just fuckin go." i snapped swallowing the lump in my throat.
"i'm sor-"
"she just told you leave dawg, think it's time for you to go." amare said standing beside me.
"nigga i was talking to her not you...just wanted to see how my baby was doing..." wednesday said and smirked at me.
i felt my eyes water and i smacked him across his face,"don't ever come back or i swear on my daughter i'll kill you myself." i said then slammed the door.
"yana-"
"amare please leave me alone." i said pushing past him and walked into the bathroom.
i closed the door and leaned against the wall holding my head back as the tears started falling.
how could i be so stupid-
"yana..." the bedroom door opened and i looked at amare.
"c'mere." he pulled me into his arms and for once i let him.
i hugged him back as i started sobbing,"what did he mean...by baby yana- your not pregnant."
"i had- a miscarriage....remember when jahari stayed - with adaliya for a while...that was why, i was so upset and depressed over losing a child...my baby girl..." i said while wiping my face.
"why you didn't tell me-"
"amare that was around the time we couldn't stand each other...we would always argue that's why and the last thing i needed was more stress, i already felt like a bad mother cause i couldn't even watch over my own child."
amare grabbed my chin and kissed my forehead,"look...i'm sorry i wasn't here but it don't matter what terms we on, you always my business okay? plus you had my son...you can always come to me."
"yeah okay amare move." i moved out his arms and went to jahari room where he was on his ipad.
"mommy come watch moana with me." he said and i let out a small laugh.
"okay baby i'll watch it with you." i said and he scooted over in his bed letting me lay beside him.
"where's daddy?"
"he's using the bathroom."
"okay he can watch movies with us later." jahari said and pressed the okay button.