While Iâm getting ready for the function I totally forgot about, I keep replaying the conversation with Lara in my head.
Sheâs a virgin, but that canât be the reason why Mazur wants her back. The man told me to fuck her before sending her back, so itâs definitely not to sell her virginity on the black market.
After Iâve put on a pair of diamond cufflinks and my Rolex, I let out a sigh. The last thing Iâm in the mood for is socializing with people I donât give a shit about. Iâm only going for my grandmother.
Dressed in a black tuxedo, I leave my bedroom and take the stairs to the lower floor. Emreâs already waiting in the entrance hall, looking bored as fuck as he watches videos on his phone.
When he notices me, he says, âYou have to watch this one.â
âEmre, Iâm in no mood to watch videos,â I mutter as I let out another sigh. âGoing to this fundraiser is torture enough.â
âAllah Allah,â my grandmother exclaims. âItâs for the polar bears. Youâll attend and donate enough to save the poor animals, and youâll do it with a smile on your face.â
Putting a smile on my face, I take my grandmotherâs hand and help her down the last couple of steps. Dressed in a black gown, she looks like the monarch of the Turkish mafia that she is. âYou look beautiful, Babaanne.â
A happy smile graces her lips, then she wags her eyebrows. âI still have the touch.â
âYou certainly do,â Emre compliments her as well. âReady?â
âLet me just tell Nisa weâre leaving,â she says.
I follow her to the kitchen, where Nisa and Lara are cleaning up after dinner. Worried that my conversation with Lara might have set her back, I search her face for any signs of anxiety.
A smile spreads over her face, her eyes widening as she looks at my grandmother. âYou look so beautiful, Alya Hanim,â she breathes in total wonderment.
âThank you, Lara. The child is so sweet.â My grandmother turns her attention to Nisa. âWeâre leaving.â
âYou donât have to announce it,â Nisa mutters. Over the years, Nisa and my grandmother have become good friends and more like sisters, so I know thereâs no malice in her words.
Lara glances at me, and I swear I see interest flashing in her eyes before she vigorously starts to wipe down the counters.
I stare at her until my grandmother pats my arm. âStop daydreaming. Weâre going to be late.â
Shaking my head, I hold my arm for my grandmother to take and lead her out of the house. The moment weâre all seated in the limousine with Mirac at the steering wheel and Kerem in the front passengerâs seat, my thoughts turn to Lara.
It feels like sheâs taking over my thoughts every chance she gets.
Staring out of the window, I wonder how such an innocent creature survived hell for so long. Laraâs pure in every way.
So fucking beautiful on the inside, it shines from her.
My heart constricts, and I shift on the seat to rid myself of the weird sensation.
There was definitely interest in her eyes, and if Iâm not mistaken, itâs because sheâs attracted to me.
It could also be Stockholm syndrome, Gabriel. Donât read too much into it.
I exhale loudly, not happy about the thought. I fucking hope itâs not Stockholm syndrome. The last thing I need is Lara becoming infatuated with me because she feels grateful and mistakes it for love.
Really? Would it bother you?
I shake my head, not liking the path my thoughts are taking. Lara probably doesnât know the first thing about relationships. Sheâs already overwhelmed, just trying to navigate her way through a normal life and the good things we all take for granted.
Butâ¦
Why the hell am I even thinking about her? Sheâs just another employee.
I shift in the seat again and glance down at my thighs as I dig deeper into my feelings.
She no longer annoys me, and if Iâm honest with myself, I feel protective of her.
Only because sheâs so innocent.
The way she looks at me as if Iâve given her the world, her blue eyes sparkling like sapphires.
Thatâs because you did give her the world. Youâve changed her entire life.
âYou saved me.â
I close my eyes as her words drift through my mind, followed by her body dropping after I put two bullets in her.
Still, she believes Iâm the hero in her story. So eager to please my every command.
I remember how good it felt taking care of her when she was sick and how she depended on me to make it easier for her to breathe. When she leaned on me because she had no strength.
When she was at my mercy.
The feel of her petite body in my arms. Her hands. Her eyes. Her fucking pure soul.
I fist my hand on my thigh when the sight of her kneeling at my feet flashes through my mind.
You fucking love it, you sick bastard.
Thereâs a rush in my chest, need pours through my veins, and my muscles tighten as my predatory side flares to life.
I could take Lara, and she wouldnât fight me. Sheâd do everything I demanded in her desperation to please me.
Her innocence would be mine. Iâd be the only man to touch her, and sheâd worship me for it.
Iâve always been dominant, craving a submissive partner, but I never needed an emotional connection.
Until now.
She makes me fucking feel.
âGabriel?â Emreâs voice rips me away from my depraved thoughts.
I blink as I lift my head, the rush dying away and the need retreating to the darkness deep inside my soul.
âWeâre here,â he informs me.
I nod and climb out of the limousine. Cameras start flashing as my eyes scour the crowds, and once Iâm sure itâs safe, I hold my hand out to my grandmother and help her out of the vehicle.
She has a graceful smile on her face as I lead her up the red carpet. Every muscle in my body is braced for an attack, and I donât let my guard down for a split second.
Once Iâm inside the hall, I spend the next hour greeting people who are of no importance to me.
My gaze goes from one socialite to the next, all dressed in the latest fashion. Their heads are held high, the power of wealth wrapped around them like a cloak. Their laughter fake, and their smiles are perfected to lure in those wealthier than them.
Theyâre all here to find a suitable husband in a crowd of old bastards who will be willing to leave their riches to a young bride.
Lara would never fit in here. Sheâd probably have an anxiety attack before the champagne is served.
I let out a bored sigh and check the time on my wristwatch.
Another two hours to go. God help me.
âMr. Demir,â a voice purrs behind me. Emre turns around, a smile instantly forming on his lips.
âIâm Madeleine Clark,â I hear her introduce herself to Emre.
âEmre Demir,â my cousin replies, the low sound of his voice telling me he doesnât intend on going home with us tonight.
The corner of my mouth lifts, and I shake my head lightly.
My grandmother tightens her hold on my arm and leans into me while gesturing at a couple in front of us.
âI hear the Thornes are having marital problems. Theyâre only together because they donât want to split their wealth.â
I couldnât give two shits.
âHmm,â I answer to show Iâm listening.
A woman comes around the side of my grandmother, holding her hand out. âIâm Madeleine Clark.â
Jesus.
âMrs. Demir,â Babaanne replies cooly.
Madeleineâs eyes land on me. She doesnât even bother hiding the interest sparkling in her green eyes that are no match against Laraâs striking blues.
When I donât bother returning her greeting, she brushes it off with a flip of her hair. âI hear you own most of the clubs in Seattle?â She steps closer to me and dares to place her hand on my other arm. Smiling up at me, she leans in, batting fake eyelashes at such a speed she might take flight at any moment.
Sheâs blatantly flirting with total disregard for my grandmother.
Fucking ridiculous.
My gaze flicks to Emre, and I tip my head at the annoying woman. My cousin steps forward, and taking her by the arm, he leads her away from us.
Shock flashes over her features as she gapes at me. Then, her face tightens with indignation because I didnât bother acknowledging her existence.
Babaanne lets out a sigh, tugging on my arm. âLetâs place our donation so we can leave before the rest of the vultures descend on you.â As we walk toward a table, she mutters, âI canât take you anywhere.â