ZOEY and I walked back to my vehicle after practice. I had a raging headache probably because I was dehydrated.
âWhat about Micaâs car?â Zoey asked.
âDylan will drop him off at his car,â I tossed my bag into the back. I got in beside Zoey and handed her the money from Dylan.
âThanks,â she said, not looking at me as she took it.
I started the car. What a cluster fuck. I wanted to ask her if she was okay but I knew it would only piss her off more. Zoey. God that little noise that came out of her and the way she arched back against me when my fingers had been between her legs. She had been so hot and so wet. Jesus. That had been intense. Five more seconds and she would have been flat on her back with me buried deep inside of her. In that moment, I had never wanted to fuck anyone more in my life.
Shame pulsed through me as my cock got hard at the thought. What the fuck was wrong with me?
âWhatâs wrong with you,â Zoeyâs voice echoed my own thoughts.
âNothing,â I said, realizing I was just sitting there staring blankly out the windshield. I put the vehicle in reverse.
Fuck, her tight little body had trembled. For me. What would it feel like to bury my face between those legs and see what other kinds of noises I could wring from her? I shook my head, like I could shake those thoughts off. I was way too worked up and horny. I hadnât been laid in a few months. I couldnât think of Zoey like that. She trusted me.
That moan. I could still hear that moan. I was now hard as a rock. I cleared my throat and unrolled the window.
We drove in silence for a few blocks while I worked to block all thoughts of a naked Zoey out of my mind.
âWhat did Jensen want?â The words blurted out of me before I could stop them.
Pause. Long pause. âNothing.â
That drove me crazy. I gave her a pointed look.
âHe was flirting, thatâs all.â
âAnd?â
âAnd he wanted to go for dinner. And then he wanted my phone number.â
Awesome.
âIâm not going to go,â she said.
âWhy? Donât let me get in your way,â my voice was a growl. The thought of Jensen anywhere near Zoey made my blood boil.
She huffed and looked out the window.
We were almost home when the shrill call of my phone through Bluetooth came through the speakers. It was Krista. I cherished her interruption.
âHey Krista.â
âRyan, where the fuck are you?â
Maybe not.
âIâm on my way home from practice.â
âWhy are you going home? Youâre heading in the wrong direction. You should be heading to my office.â
I lifted the baseball cap off and on my messy wet hair. âWhy?â
âThe interviews for your PA?â
I shut my eyes momentarily. âKrista. I forgot.â
âI knew I should have texted you a reminder.â
I looked down at my worn jeans and old t-shirt. âI look like shit.â
Her laugh was a cackle. âDonât give a fuck. Weâll see you in 15.â
I punched a button to end the call and then did an illegal U-turn. Two seconds later, red and blue lights flashed in my rearview.
âFuck,â I said, without emotion. I pulled the vehicle to the curb.
Zoeyâs eyes were as wide as saucers.
âItâs okay,â I reassured her, as I looked for my wallet. The wallet that was on my dresser back home. I took a deep, bolstering breath.
The cop approached the vehicle. âSir, are you aware that you did an illegal U-turn?â
âYes,â I said, looking at him. âSorry, we were in a rush and Iâ¦â
âHoly noodle. Are you Ryan Parker?â The cop interrupted me.
âYes, sir.â
He leaned on the window frame. âNo shit.â
âI forgot my wallet.â
The guy waved his hand. âYou are probably one of the few guys in this city that doesnât need ID. I was at your last game.â
âOh, yeah?â
âThat goal you made in the last period was phenomenal. You know they call you the sniper.â
I forced a smile on my face. âNah.â
The cop leaned in and looked at Zoey. âYou know why they call him the sniper?â
Zoeyâs face was all eyes. She shook her head silently.
âBecause his shots on net are impossibly accurate. And he can score like no one else. Just like a guy with a sniper rifle.â He held up his arms and took a pretend shot from a long gun.
âHa,â I force a laugh. âWell, lots of the guys on the team have great shots.â
âHey, you mind giving me an autograph?â He handed me his ticket pad.
âSure.â I scratched my name out on it.
He looked at it. âThis will be framed in my locker.â
I rubbed my eyebrow. Krista would have my nuts in her vice grip if the guy didnât give me a ticket and let me go. âAnytime.â
âWell, you have the entire police force cheering you on. You said you were in a hurry?â
I shrugged. âKinda.â
âLet me give you an escort.â
âThatâs unnecessary.â
âIt would be my pleasure. Where are you going?â
âCordova and Seymore.â
âLeave this up to me. Iâll get you there ASAP. Just stay close.â
I watched him walk back to his cruiser in my rearview mirror. âYouâve got to be shitting me.â
âJust like the movies,â Zoey said, as the cruiser pulled in front of us, lights flashing.
âLooks that way.â
âI wish heâd use the siren,â Zoey joked.
At that moment, the siren started. I actually felt embarrassed.
Zoey. âYouâre not a big deal, hey?â
âYou can tell no one about this.â
âAre you kidding? Iâm telling this story for the rest of my life.â
Cars ahead of us moved aside as we blew through red light after red light. The cop slowed down, and we waved at him as we pulled into the parking lot of Kristaâs building.
I looked over at Zoey after I parked.
She looked back at me. âIt must feel nice to be important.â
She sounded sad.
âYou know Iâm no more important than anyone else.â
âThe police escort says otherwise.â
I took a deep breath. âI have to do some interviews.â
âI heard.â
âCome in with me.â For some reason, I really wanted Zoey to be there. By my side. Through this hell.
âNo thanks.â
âPlease,â I said, feeling desperate. âI really donât want to do this alone.â
âKrista will be there.â
But I wanted Zoey there. âI will take you to dinner at IKEA.â
Her eyes shot to my face. âDo you need to do any more decorating?â
âYes.â I lied.
âWhat room?â
I tried to think of a room that didnât require me to build furniture. âOur bathrooms. You know, weâll need bathmats and new towels and those fancy cup holders. That kind of shit.â
She opened the door. âSold.â
We walked toward the building.
âWhat does a PA do, anyway?â Zoey asked.
âI donât know. Take charge of my Instagram account. Do my social media. Pick up my dry cleaning. Just general shit.â
She looked crushed. âI could have done your Instagram account. If I had a phone.â
âYou like taking pictures?â
Her shrug was almost indiscernible.
I SAT LOOKING at the candidate. Her mouth was moving. She was talking. But I was zoned out. Instead, for some fucked up reason, I was hyper focused on Zoey, who was in my peripheral, sitting at the table, kitty corner from me.
Zoey had a pen and a pad of paper. She was staring at the candidate and the pen was in her mouth. Her pink lips pursed around the tip of that pen. My cock tightened in response.
That was it. I needed to get laid. I needed to find a quick and ready puck bunny that would help diminish all this pent-up energy.
Zoey shifted in her chair, and with her chin propped up on her hand, she slowly chewed on the end of the pen. What kind of sexual experience did she have? Did she have a wild sexual past? Would she be uninhibited? Or would the shy, blushing Zoey come out?
What would it be like to spread her legs and look up her body? I could watch as that blush flushed over her face and down her chest. God, I would tease her with my mouth until she surrendered with her body, arching up into my mouth, those blue eyes squeezed shut and that mouthâ¦
âRyan?â
I looked up. The entire room was looking at me.
I froze. âSorry, what was that?â
Krista pinned me with critical eyes. She was way too fucking observant for her own good. âI was just going to ask you if you had any questions for Bianca?â
Bianca. My eyes glanced at the candidate who smiled at me. She looked like a Step-ford wife dressed in that white wool dress. Her straight blonde hair hung down like a perfect curtain over her shoulders. She was pretty in that cold way I used to like. I had missed the entire interview so I had no idea what to ask.
I cleared my throat and looked over at Zoey, who watched me with those big blue eyes. Her expression was impassive.
My gaze swung back to Bianca and asked, âHow would you feel if Zoey handled my Instagram account?â
Bianca looked momentarily shocked. Then she covered that up with a too wide smile. âWell, naturally Iâd be fine with whatever you wanted.â
âThatâs all I wanted to know.â
Krista stared at me, like I had just sprouted horns. Then she stood up, signaling the end of the interview. âThanks for coming in. Weâll let you know.â
Bianca shook her hand, my hand and then Krista walked her out.
Zoey turned. âYouâre going to let me do your Instagram?â
âYeah.â
âBut I donât have a phone.â
âWeâll get you one.â
Her smile was so sweet, it pissed me off that I hadnât gotten her one already. I watched as she wandered out of the room. She began to chat with the lady who worked at the front desk. I stood up. I needed to jerk off and then sleep. In that order. I was so hungover, dehydrated, and horny, I felt almost stoned. But not the good kind of stoned. The bad kind.
Krista returned and shut the door.
âWhatâs going on with you?â
âNothing.â
âYou sure?â
âJust too much alcohol last night.â
âZoey told me some guys came over last night.â
âYup.â
She crossed her arms. âSo the bonding is happening?â
âIt was a start.â
âSo, are you sure about Bianca?â
âNo clue. Is she a good fit?â
âYou didnât hear a word of those interviews, did you?â
âKrista.â
âRyan, you need a PA. Please trust me when I tell you this.â
âI know.â
âWell, Bianca might be a bit too hockey wife for me, but she is certainly the most qualified, and she did make a point of telling us she had a boyfriend.â
Cautious. âOkay.â
She lifted her hands. âShe has the most multi-media skills. She has a background in PR so she will be a wiz at helping you with your social media. She seems really organized, and she didnât seem opposed to doing all the chores like buying your groceries or picking up your dry cleaning. She seems willing to step up and get the job done.â
âThatâs good, right?â
Krista crossed her arms. âI think Diane would be a better personality fit for you and Zoey.â
âWhich one was she?â
âThe mom. She looked about 60 and she had the short gray hair. She had this warm vibe and I could see Zoey totally respond to her.â
âLetâs go with her then.â
âShe admitted that she can barely text. How is she going to handle your website and your social media? All of that.â
I stopped short. âI have a website?â
âThatâs the point. Bianca will be able to both build you one and maintain it.â
âIf Zoey liked the older lady, letâs go with her.â
Krista sighed. âHow long is Zoey going to live with you?â
I hated that question. Zoey was a long way off from moving out. âWhat does that have to do with anything?â
âZoey might be on her feet and out of your place in a couple of months. Then you will be stuck with a 60-year-old mom that likes to give warm hugs and doesnât have a fucking clue about how to do her job.â
It was stupid, but I wanted more than anything to hire someone who would give Zoey warm hugs. âI get it.â
âSo Bianca?â
âYou have your reservations though.â
âI do. She didnât shake Zoeyâs hand on the way out.â
I hadnât even noticed. Krista sighed. âJust keep your eye on her. She will need strong boundaries.â
âOkay.â
âIâll make her an offer. Six-month probation. Just to cover our asses.â
ZOEY and I didnât speak on the way home. Once in the door, I made myself a huge smoothie when someone knocked on the door. It was a delivery guy.
âI have a delivery for Zoey?â
âOf course you do.â I called over my shoulder, âZoey, itâs for you.â
Zoey came out of her room. I towered over her while she signed for her package.
I shut the door. âYou order something?â
She shook her head. âNo.â
I went back to my smoothie, glad when she walked to the island to open the package. Inside the box was another box. With a familiar Apple logo. She gasped. There was the latest and greatest phone the company had to offer. In pink. All shiny and new.
âDid you order this?â she looked at me, her eyes shining.
âNope.â But I wished I had. âIs there a card?â
I noticed that her fingers trembled when she ripped open the little card. She read the card and then handed it to me.
Iâm not trying to make you be like everyone else, but I need to talk to you if Iâm going to ask you out.
âJensen?â I asked, my voice tight.
She shrugged, avoiding my gaze.
âWell, thatâs fucking awesome.â
And without looking at her, I picked up my smoothie and walked into my bedroom.