WE WERE UP 2-1 and about to face off but the opposing teamâs coach called the ref. I scanned the crowd, looking for Zoey. She stood by the glass, phone in hand. She beamed a smile at me and gave a quick wave. I raised my glove and smiled at her.
âYou know the coach will have your head if he catches you flirting with your girlfriend,â Mica said from beside me.
âYou know sheâs not my girlfriend.â
âYet.â
The ref skated towards the other ref and they spoke.
âI like to see her happy,â I spoke under my breath.
âYou make her happy.â
No, she makes me happy. The truth of that thought startled me. I glanced up towards the glass again. Zoey chatted to Krista and said something that made Krista laugh. What was it about Zoey that drew me to her? Iâd never met anyone like her and I wasnât sure I ever would again. Everything had been so bleak when I arrived in Vancouver, but Zoey had changed all that. Somehow she made this place feel like home. Because of her, and her little accounting side business, my team was warming up to me. We werenât where we should be, but we had come a long way.
I glanced up at her again. Zoey was now showing the guy next to her some photos on her pink phone. He smiled and pointed at the photo and they both laughed. What was it about her that people just automatically loved her?
Did I really make her happy? Lately, something had been bothering Zoey. She had alluded to it the morning after her birthday party, promising that sheâd talk about it, but we hadnât discussed anything yet.
âHeads up, Parker,â Mica said. The ref was standing between the two players, about to drop the puck. I needed my head in the game. I vowed that the moment I had a chance, I would get Zoey to talk about what was bothering her.
âNICE WIN,â I fist bumped with other members of my team, before stepping off the ice to head down the tunnel. I walked on the rubber mat, towards the locker room, past the gated wall of fans, all eager to get an autograph.
âSmile, Ryan.â
I glanced up to see Zoey posed with her phone, taking a photo of me.
âRyan, can I have your autograph,â some kid asked.
Sometimes we stopped for fans, sometimes we didnât. It depended on our mood. Since Zoey was there, I decided a few wouldnât hurt. I tucked my gloves under my arm and signed someoneâs stick.
âCan you smile?â Zoey complained. âThis is for Instagram.â
I flashed her a smile. Her responding smile was small and so cute, it made me want to reach over the gate and kiss her.
Where had that thought come from?
I shook my head and moved a few feet down to talk to another fan. Mica and Jensen behind me, also stopped to sign a few autographs.
I glanced up to see if Zoey noticed Jensen. Instead, she stood still, looking over her shoulder. Fear etched her features. I paused and looked down her line of vision to see what was inspiring such a strong level of emotion. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a blur of pink. Zoey was taking off, pushing through the crowd, fighting to get past all the fans.
Another motion. A man with a black coat and long greasy hair pushed his way out of the crowd to go after her.
âWhat the fuck?â My heart skipped a beat as I froze, making sure my eyes were not lying.
âZoey,â I called.
She didnât turn back. She raced across the Concord and then disappeared into the womenâs washroom. Three seconds later, the man burst through the doors, following her.
I didnât think. I grabbed the fence with one hand and in one motion, hopped over. The crowd backed away.
âOut of my way,â I pushed against a man who refused to move.
âParker,â Mica called behind me.
I didnât respond. My only concern was about every passing second that Zoey was alone with that man. In my skates, I ran on the cement, uncaring that I was destroying my blades. I pushed open the bathroom door so hard, it ricocheted off the wall.
âZoey,â I yelled, rounding the corner. The room was empty except for a long line of stall doors. I stalked along, pushing each door open with violence. Each stall was empty. My hand hit the door of the last stall, the handicapped stall, and it didnât budge.
âZoey, open this door.â
I heard a whimper. Rage and fear blinded me. Using my shoulder, I pushed my full weight against the door. I felt the lock snap and then my body was pushing into the stall. I caught my balance. There in the corner, the man stood, his arm around Zoeyâs neck, his dirty fucking hand over her mouth. Her big blue eyes looked at me with fear.
The roar came out of me like a savage. I swung the base of my stick, catching him on the temple. His head snapped back with the impact. I yanked her out of his grip.
âGo,â I said, my harsh voice barely recognizable.
She ducked under my arm and disappeared from sight.
The man held his head. âMy head. You hit my head.â
âWho are you?â
âFuck off.â
I grabbed him by the lapel of his coat and not caring that his body was knocked roughly against the bathroom stall as I dragged him out and threw him to the floor. Then I landed on top of him with all my weight. He grunted in pain.
I pinned his neck with my stick and I put my face to his and spoke in a slow, measured voice. âWho are you?â
âWhat the hell?â I heard Mica yell from behind me. âJensen, grab security.â
The guy, with his greasy face and beady eyes, tried to spit at me. I swung hard, hard enough that his entire head flopped to the side with the impact of my fist.
âYou think that hurt,â he winced.
âIâm just getting warmed up,â I hissed, tossing my stick above his head, so I could use my other fist. I connected with his nose with a satisfying crunch. My next hit connected with his jaw. Blood was spurting now.
His moan sounded like music to my ears.
âParker, stop this,â I felt Micaâs arms around mine. I fought him, but Mica threw all his weight against me, and pushed me off the guy.
âHe hurt Zoey,â I grunted.
âShit,â Mica lifted his head. The guy was scrambling to his feet. Mica grabbed his foot and his shoe came off in his hand. The man took off around the corner, exiting out of the opposite doors at the exact time Jensen and security entered from the other side of the washroom.
âGet off me,â I seethed at Mica. I rolled over onto my knees, my eyes searching for Zoey. She sat on the floor, beneath the hand dryers, her arms around her knees. Her big blue eyes wide with fright. I moved to kneel in front of her.
âAre you hurt?â
She looked up at me with such pain and trust and then she burst into tears. âHe took my phone.â
âWhat is going on here?â Security barked behind us.
I pointed at the door. âA man wearing a black coat and now only wearing one shoe, attacked Zoey, held her captive in this bathroom and stole her phone. Go get him.â
The two men looked at each other and then took off out the door.
I took Zoeyâs hands in mine. âI will keep you safe, okay?â
Her face scrunched up so hard, she couldnât speak, but she nodded.
âLetâs get her out of here,â Mica spoke from behind us.
I got to my feet and then with tenderness, helped lift her to her feet. I put my arm around her.
The four of us walked towards the lockers. The group of fans parted in silence, watching with wide eyes as we approached.
When we got to the gate, Mica jumped to one side. I lifted Zoey over into his arms. Behind us, Jensen carried our sticks. A security guard looked at me with surprise as I ushered Zoey into the locker room. The level of nudity of my teammates caused her to duck her head.
I steered her towards the private lounge that was banned from the media, family and pretty much everyone else.
âDo you want to talk now?â
She shook her head.
I motioned for her to move further into the lounge. âWait here. Iâll be out soon.â
Without looking back at me, she disappeared into the empty lounge. Assured that no one could reach her there, I stripped off my gear. Around me, reporters interviewed players. I had done nothing exceptional in the game, so I prayed that theyâd leave me be. Wrapping my towel around my waist, I headed to the shower.
Mica was already there. Here we could talk. Away from the media reporters and the cameras.
âWhat happened?â
I stepped under a stream of water. âI saw her. She looked scared, and she took off. That fucker went after her. I found them in the handicapped stall. He had one arm around her neck and one hand over her mouth.â
âShit. I understand now why you looked like you were going to kill him.â
Remembering how I felt, when I was hitting the guy that hurt Zoey, I spoke with truth. âYou did the right thing pulling me off. I wanted to hurt him.â
âWho is he?â
âNo clue.â I finished soaping down and rinsed off. âBut I plan on finding out.â
âCall me if you need me.â
âThanks, man.â
I got dressed in record time before ducking into the lounge. Zoey was curled up on a couch, her face downcast, looking at her lap. I moved towards her and sat across from her.
âYou okay?â
âI need to get home.â
âOkay, letâs go.â
We drove home in silence. Zoey sat curled up in the passenger seat not looking at me. I wanted to talk to her, but something told me to let her talk on her own. When we walked into the apartment, she disappeared into her bedroom and shut the door.
Shit. Now what?
I picked up my phone.
ME: Zoey got attacked at the stadium
My phone immediately rang.
âSpeak,â Krista demanded.
âSome guy chased her into the womenâs washroom and was holding her down when I got there.â
âWhen was this?!â
âRight when we came off the ice.â
âIs she okay?â
âSheâs shaken up, but I think she is okay.â
âDoes she know him?â
âShe isnât talking.â
âWhat is she doing?â
âSheâs locked in her bedroom.â
âWell, go talk to her. Get to the bottom of this.â
âYeah, okay.â
âCall me later.â
I hung up and stared at Zoeyâs bedroom door. I had no idea how to talk about this with her.
My phone rang again.
Jensen.
I debated letting it go to voicemail, but I picked up.
âWhat!â
âIs she okay?â
âI donât know. She wonât talk.â
Jensen cleared her throat. âHas she talked to you about her situation?â
âWhat situation?â
âShe was talking about leaving. She promised me sheâd talk to you.â
âHold on,â I interrupted. âShe said she wanted to leave?â
âShe said someone from her past had come back. And she wanted to leave before it got out of hand.â
âI gotta go,â I started to hang up.
âWait,â Jensen pleaded. âIs she okay?â
âSheâs fine. I gotta go.â
I hung up the phone and tossed it on the counter. An indescribable emotion rolled through me. It pissed me off that she would talk to Jensen and not me. I walked to Zoeyâs bedroom door and knocked.
âZoey?â
âWhat?â
âCan I come in?â
No answer.
âZoey, Iâm coming in.â
âFine.â
I expected her to be lying curled up in her bed. Instead, she had all her clothes on her bed and she shoved items into plastic bags.
âHey,â I worked to keep my voice low and steady. âWhat are you doing?â
Panic fueled her movements. âI have to leave.â
âNo. Thatâs the worst thing to do.â
âYou donât know what I know. I have to go.â She paused and looked up at me. âI have my list and I promise Iâll pay you back, but can I borrow $100?â
âZoey.â
âFifty then.â
I ran my hands through my still damp hair. Wondering how $50 could make any difference? You could barely buy a meal for $50. âWhat happened to the money you earned?â
âHe took it.â
âWho took it?â
âTerrance. He said he wanted more, but that was all I had and now I donât have enough to leave here.â
I ignored the part about her wanting to leave. âWho is Terrance?â
She refused to look at me as she pulled on her black hoodie.
I moved across the room and grabbed her two hands. âWho is Terrance?â
âThe guy from tonight.â
âYou know him?â
She hung her head in shame. âHeâs a bad man.â
I sat down on the bed and pulled her to sit down beside me. âTalk.â
Tears filled her eyes. âI need to leave.â
âYou need to tell me what is going on. How do you know Terrance?â
A lone tear traced down her cheek. âHe used to be my foster dad.â
I worked to tamper my anger. âWhat happened?â
âI was 16. And heâs a pervert.â
I. Would. Kill. Him.
âDid he hurt you?â
Her small shoulders shrugged. âHe tried.â
âWhat happened?â
âHe came into my room one night butâ¦I stabbed him.â
I blinked. Trying to imagine a 16-year-old Zoey, petite and terrified, lying awake at night while that animal crept into her room. My nostrils flared as I worked to control my anger. âThen what happened?â
âI ran away.â
âDid he go to jail?â
She shook her head. âI told no one.â
I pinched the bridge of my nose. âHow did he get your money?â
Her entire body deflated, like all the fight, all the hope escaped out of her. âI saw him one night in the store. And then he was waiting for me the next time I went to the store. And then when I was with Bianca, he was standing across the street.â
âDid he approach you?â
âNot that time. Bianca must have talked to him because she let him upstairs.â
âTerrance came up here?â I repeated in disbelief.
âI didnât know she would do that. And she left, and I was here alone with him.â
âBianca let him into our apartment and then left you here with him?â
I would deal with Bianca later. I focused on Zoey.
She nodded, misery etched her features. âHe wanted five thousand dollars. The only way I could think of getting him out of here was to give him my money.â She lifted her tear-stained face up to mine. âI knew heâd bring trouble. And I meant to leave, but I didnât have any money. I need to buy a bus ride out of town.â
I wanted to stand up and destroy something. Instead, I calmly asked, âWhat does Jensen know?â
She swallowed. âNothing. Just that I wanted to leave. He made me promise to talk to you.â
âAnd?â
âAnd I couldnât find the right moment.â
âYou tried. You told me you wanted to talk.â
Her voice was barely a whisper. âHeâs so bad. Heâs going to ruin your life.â
I worked to keep the incredulity out of my voice. âIs that why you want to leave? To protect me?â
âAnd Krista.â
âYou donât think we can handle this Terrance?â
She hung her head. âI donât think I should force you to. Not after youâve done so much for me.â
I put my fingers under her chin and lifted her face upwards. Those beautiful blue eyes glittered with tears. I put my hands on either side of her face and then slowly lowered my mouth to hers.
My kiss was soothing and gentle. She gasped beneath my mouth and I fought my need to deepen the kiss, take charge, show her how I felt. Instead, I ended the kiss and pressed my forehead to hers.
âPlease donât leave.â
âRyan.â
âZoey, Iâm asking you. For me. Please trust me.â
âI do trust you.â
âDo you trust that I can protect you?â
âYes, but you shouldnât have to.â
I kissed her again. Her mouth was so soft, so silky smooth beneath mine. She tasted like bubble gum and goodness. My cock instantly hardened and strained against my dress pants. I worked to keep that kiss PG. I forced myself to ease off when my body wanted me to take it further.
I looked down at her. Her pouty mouth was pink and full. Her cheeks were flushed and her breath was uneven.
âYou promise you wonât leave?â
She looked dazed. âI promise.â
I stood up before I did something I regretted. âWeâll deal with this in the morning, okay?â
âOkay.â